PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY-FOUR

Clayandra lowered her head when confronted with Chris.  For some reason now he felt extremely insecure about his appearance.  Though usually, Clayandra was indifferent and appeared as is in front of Chris.  But at this time, he was even embarrassed just to raise his head, because Clayandra felt that his appearance was not good.

“Hey, what's up, Honey, why are you bowing your head so” said Chris' soft voice made Clayandra's heart beat faster.  Chris even raised the chin of the beautiful woman with both fingers and stared fixedly at Clayandra's natural beautiful face.

“A I'm ashamed Chris” hiss Clayandra.

“Shy?, embarrassed why, hmmm” asked Chris who even had to hold Clayandra's face with both hands so that the woman did not return to lower her head.

“Ishh, look at my appearance, after all why you should wait for me in front of a room like this” exclaimed Clayandra with a blushing face.

“Hey, what's wrong with your appearance, Honey, you're still beautiful no matter how you look.  And about waiting for you, I have to wait for you where, don't tell me you want me to wait for you in the room.  Because if you want that, then I will gladly do it, hmmm” whispered Chris in the ear of the girl.

Clayandra swung her hand and hit Chris' chest which was right in front of her face.  However, when he wanted to hit Chris again, the man held his hand making Clayandra immediately look up and his face met directly with Chris's face.

Without wasting a chance, Chris immediately grabbed Clayandra's chewy lips gently, “Morning kiss, Honey” whispered with a baritone voice so sexy in Clayandra's ears, <TAG1>Morning kiss, made the woman's face flushed back like a ripe tomato.

“Basic perverted” exclaimed Clayandra who felt very surprised by the treatment of Chris so sweet.

“Do you want more perverted, Honey” whispered Chris again who suddenly made Clayandra exclaim loudly.

“Chris ...” exclaimed Clayandra with a grim face annoyed but looks even more adorable in the eyes of Chris.

Chris just laughed crisply at the attitude of the woman he loved so much.  He even grabbed Clayandra's body and carried the woman in his arms.  “Stay happy like this, never get dissolved in grief, I promise I will always decorate your day with laughter and happiness” said Chris.

Clayandra who was initially rebellious got a hug from the lover, finally returning a warm hug from Chris.  Especially when he heard the sweet word that the man said.  Clayandra even tightened her arms when she realized that Chris was the only person she could back up with right now.

The fear of losing Chris suddenly penetrated into Clayandra's heart, “ Promise me, please promise me, you will never leave me and Feli” hiss Clayandra with a heavy voice holding her sobs.

“I promise, Honey, I won't leave you, from now on you are the top priority in my life” said Chris meant it.

Clayandra looked at Chris in the face and tried to find lies or doubt in the man's eyes.  However, he did not find it at all, Clayandra only saw the earnestness and sincerity that radiated in the male's eyeball.  “Thank you” mumbled Clayandra while again drowning herself in the warm embrace of the lover.

“Ehmmm, is that hug enough to give energy to you two” a surprising voice of the lovers who are drunk in love.  The surprised Clayandra immediately released his embrace from Chris' body, in contrast to Chris who instead sighed violently because something damaged the romantic atmosphere.

“Can't you just shut up, or if you're jealous why don't you go in your room there and bring your beautiful nurse that” Chris grumbled.  However, he also let go of his embrace in Clayandra's body, but his hand switched to clutching the girl's fingers.

“Hah, I am not a child yesterday afternoon who just felt in love in old age, I have gone through all that and have even felt much more delicious than that, and you can see the proof” exclaimed doctor Freddy while staring at two small children who stepped closer to them along with the hostess.

Clayandra was only bowed with a reddened face because she felt ashamed of the host when she was found making out like that.  However, Lenny's doctor Freddy's wife approached the young woman with a warm smile.  Then Lenny grabs Clayandra's hand, “Come, we have breakfast first, don't mind them both, they're used to it.  I used to feel surprised by their behavior, but believe me, they are both true friends” said the beautiful woman.

Clayandra just blushed embarrassed, but she held Lenny's hand, “I'm sorry, Madam, not me sassy to refuse your offer, but at this time I want to visit my nephew first” Clayandra said kindly.

Clayandra's answer made Lenny, Freddy's doctor and Chris look at each other, then Freddy's doctor gave Chris the code.  Chris who understands the meaning of Freddy's doctor immediately approached Clayandra, “Honey, we should eat first yes, it's not nice to refuse the offer of the host, <TAG1>Honey, after all they've been waiting for you to wake up earlier just for breakfast with” whispered Chris to Clayandra.

“Hah, really, my goodness why you let them wait for me, Chris, you should have just let them have breakfast first” Clayandra's sizzling feeling bad.

“I've said it, but Lenny says that he really wants to have breakfast with you” says Chris with a little spice of lies.

“Ah, well then, I will have breakfast first, but is Feli fine Chris” asked Clayandra who was very worried about her nephew's condition.

Chris smiled gently at the woman, “Young Miss is fine, Honey, she is resting now, so while she is resting you can have breakfast first”.

“Rest ?, you mean that Feli is conscious, then like .....” Clayandra's question has not been answered because Chris has put a finger on the woman's lips.

“Shttt, we have breakfast first yes, see they have waited” said Chris while giving a code to the family doctor Freddy who was waiting at the dinner table.

Finally Clayandra was forced to give in and hold all the curiosity and many questions in her heart.  He also felt bad letting the host who had been so nice to them wait too long for him just to have breakfast.  Clayandra followed Chris's lead to the dinner table.

“I'm sorry for making you wait” Clayandra said politely after she sat in the chair that Chris had pulled.

“Do not hesitate, Clay, just think of your own home” Lenny said gently to Clayandra.

“Call me Brother, I don't think our age is far” said Lenny again.

“Good, Kak” Clayandra.  Then they enjoyed the breakfast casually interspersed with funny stories of doctors Freddy and Lenny.  Clayandra tried to swallow the food even though it felt very bland on her tongue.  However, this woman was also unwilling to disappoint the host who was already so kind to her.

Until breakfast is over, Clayandra still tries to hold back waiting until Lenny brings her two children to prepare.   After Lenny left, Clayandra also immediately stood up to see Felicia's situation.  However, again Chris held him by holding his hand, “Chris ...” exclaimed Clayandra while looking at Chris in annoyance.

“Nona Clayandra, we should talk first in my work space, there are some things we should discuss related to the condition of Miss Felicia” said Freddy doctor who arrived to talk seriously and sound heavy.  Clayandra was a little surprised to hear doctor Freddy's voice change, but she ignored him.  Clayandra only focused on what Dr. Freddy said about Felicia's state.

“What's up, Doc, what's up with my niece” Clayandra's hiss still trying to calm herself down.

“Honey, you better listen to doctor Freddy's explanation first, even though you are the only person who can make a decision regarding the future of Miss Muda”, said Chris gently but it feels so painful for Clayandra.

“Chris ....” hiss Clayandra who is getting worried.  Chris just smiled gently, then led Clayandra to another room, where Freddy's doctor had already entered the room.

Clayandra eventually follows Chris with a heavy heart, and as Chris takes her to sit on the couch in Freddy's doctor's office, Clayandra refuses.  “Actually what is this” hiss Clayandra who is no longer able to withstand her worries.

“Sit down first, Nona” said doctor Freddy, making Clayandra want to not follow the will of the doctor.

Doctor Freddy sighed for a while before he started talking to Clayandra, “Actually Miss Felicia's current state is fine and quite stable.  Transfusion has also been done, until now Miss Felicia can rest well” he said opening the conversation while staring at Clayandra.

“Then why did you guys forbid me to see Feli, if things are fine” asked Clayandra impatiently.

“We're not banning you, Miss Clay, we just want you to know the current state of Miss Felicia.  Physically, Miss Felicia is fine, only the main problem now is Miss Felicia lost her memory”, said Dr. Freddy.

“Ke memory loss?, I mean Doc, please be clarified, Dok” Clayandra said with a brick so surprised she heard the word doctor Freddy.

“I still haven't made a thorough observation, however, when she opened her eyes last night, Miss Felicia really didn't know who she was and how it all happened last night.  My wife and I have tried to remind her a little, but she really forgot, including the name and origin of her” said doctor Freddy who made Clayandra's body tense to decay instantly.

Chris who was beside Clayandra immediately supported the woman's body and leaned her against her chest.  “La then, how severe the situation is, dok” hiss Clayandra after a little calm.

“For now, that's all I can tell you, I still can't do any further checking.  And for a case of amnesia like the one Miss Felicia was in was very unpredictable.  He may have lost his memory for a while, months or years, and it could even be forever if nothing could trigger him to remember” said doctor Freddy who again made Clayandra's chest feel tight.

However, Clayandra tried to strengthen her heart, the warm embrace of Chris also gave her a little strength.  “I'll meet him, who knows it can make him recall again” hiss Qiandra in a weak voice.

“Honey, are you sure” asked Chris in a sad voice.

“Whatever, I have to see him, Chris, whether Feli remembers me or not” said Clayandra slowly trying to stand up.

“Nona Clayandra, are you sure you will see Felicia and make her memory back” asked doctor Freddy in a heavy voice made Clayandra again surprised.

“A what do you mean, Dok” asked Clayandra with a frowning forehead.  Really, there was nothing else Clayandra wanted to do right now other than run and hug her little niece's body.  His nephew is currently the only family he has.

“Honey, <TAG1>, doctor Freddy's point is are are you sure you will let Young Miss remember back about her family and even the tragic incident last night that even for the both of us felt very heavy” said Chris in a low tone.  Chris does not want Clayandra to be emotional and think short so make the wrong decision.

“Chris ....” hiss Clayandra with a questionable look at her lover.

“Sit down first, Miss Clayandra, let's talk things out calmly.  I just don't want you to feel sorry later in the day” returned doctor Freddy spoke and made Clayandra stunned again.  However, Clayandra followed Freddy's doctor and sat back down.

"Please, explain everything, Doc, don't hide anything from me” Clayandra said in a weak voice.

“Nona Clayandra, ..." just now doctor Freddy started talking already cut by Clayandra.

“Call me Clay” cut Clayandra who feels a bit uncomfortable kept being called Miss by doctor Freddy.

“Alright, Clay, can you calm down first, I'll explain everything to you.  But please do not cut my explanation, so you can understand I mean” said doctor Freddy who answered Clayandra with a nod of the head.  While the woman's hand was tightly grasped by Chris as if giving strength to Clayandra.

“Felicia suffered a head injury that caused her to lose her memory.  According to what I've learned about amnesia Felicia is very likely to become permanent amnesia because the event she experienced last night is an event she does not want to remember anymore.  Unfortunately, if he wanted to forget about the events of last night then he also had to forget everything he had experienced in his entire life up to this point.  And from what Chris told me last night, I think this amnesia is much better for Felicia than she has to keep remembering the tragic events that happened to her family.  Because if he can not accept the incident last night and continue to remember it, it could be that it will interfere with his psyche” said doctor Freddy at length.