PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

FIFTY

“Dok, you don't have to be here all the time, I really don't want your career and work to be interrupted just because you take care of me.  I can already slowly take care of myself, so the doctor does not have to worry anymore” Jossie said seriously to doctor Jimmy.

Sungguh, Jossie merasa sangat bersalah jika membuat dokter muda itu harus terus menerus merawat dirinya.  Sudah satu minggu, dokter Jimmy berada di rumah Qiandra, tugasnya  benar-benar hanya merawat Jossie.

“Hmm, do you really not want me to continue taking care of you, Miss” doctor Jimmy asked Jossie back.

“Bu-not that, Doc, your presence really helped me, I was able to recover so quickly everything because of the care of you, I'm really grateful to you, I'm really grateful to you, but I really don't want to burden you for too long.  I've troubled many people, I don't want to bother you too” Jossie said, he was really surprised by the question of doctor Jimmy.

“Do I look troubled taking care of you, Miss” back doctor Jimmy asked Jossie.

“I mean, hassle because you have to leave your job” Jossie said stammeringly.

“Hey, what do you think, I'm here on vacation, Miss, wasn't I working” Doctor Jimmy's eyes stared intensely at the beautiful face of the woman who had indeed stolen his heart.

“Bu-not so I mean, Doc, I just...” Jossie had not yet finished his words, and suddenly Jimmy's doctor stood and rested in front of Jossie's wheelchair.

“Miss, tell me honestly, do you really not want me to continue taking care of you, no need to make any excuses, if you feel annoyed by my presence, I'm not happy, I'm going to retreat” doctor Jimmy stared at Jossie's beautiful eyeballs, making the woman a misbehavior.

“Bu-not so, Doc, I...” Jossie again could not finish his words.

“Alright, Miss Jossie, I understand, forgive me for pushing myself too hard to take care of Miss, to make Miss feel disturbed” said doctor Jimmy, then he stared at the rose garden belonging to Qiandra.

“Dok...” Jossie was caught hearing Dr. Jimmy's words.

“I'll resign Miss, but one thing I want you to know, Miss, I'm doing all this not solely because of duty and responsibility, but I treat you with liver” continued Dr. Jimmy again.

Jossie was stunned to hear doctor Jimmy say, “What do you mean, Dok” asked with a frown.

“I've liked you since you first met when you were even in a state of unconsciousness, and more and more today that sense of liking is growing into a different taste.  I'm sorry, but I have to say this before I go” Doctor Jimmy sighed for a while, then he turned to stare towards Jossie, “I love you, Miss Jossie, she said, thank you for letting me take care of you, I beg you to resign” then the young doctor turned around and stepped away from Jossie.

Jossie looked at the young doctor's back with teary eyes, “Do I deserve your love, doc” Jossie said in a sad voice, but was heard clearly by Dr. Jimmy.

Doctor Jimmy stopped his steps, he turned around and looked at Jossie with a frown, “What do you mean, Miss Jossie” asked.

“Dok, do not you see my current existence, because this is all I can get because of the compassion of Miss Andra, I am just a poor and orphaned woman, she said, there's nothing I can be proud of.” sighed Jossie with tears beginning to flow on her cheeks.

Jossie did not not not know that the doctor Jimmy put his heart on him, and it could not be denied that his heart was also attached to the good looks and sincerity and softness of the doctor when taking care of him.  However, Jossie did not dare to expect much, she realized who she was.  Therefore, he did not want to let his heart sink deeper into a false hope that the more painful it would become for him.

“Nona, do you think I don't know everything, I've known who you are, even all your extreme hobbies, I've known, but all that never changed the taste that was in my heart” doctor Jimmy again stepped closer to Jossie.  “Si, may I call you that, I love you, no matter what your background” said doctor Jimmy, he again rested in front of Jossie.

Jossie looked at the handsome doctor's eyeball, he tried to find a lie there, but he did not find it.  “Dok, but we are very much different” he said with a stumble.

Doctor Jimmy wiped away the tears that ran down the woman's cheek, “Si, don't think about differences or anything else, I just want to know how your heart is to me, do you feel the same way I” he asked, he grabbed onto Jossie's fingers and grasped them tightly.

“Dok, i...” Jossie was confused as to what to say, on the one hand she did feel the same way as Dr. Jimmy.  However, on the other hand, Jossie felt it was very inappropriate to side by side with the handsome doctor.

“Si, I don't want to hear your strange excuses, I love you, do you love me too, answer honestly” said doctor Jimmy, he raised the face of Jossie who kept his head down, so that the eyes

Jossie doesn't know what to say, Jimmy's doctor's eyes exude sincerity and so much love.  Jossie looked into those eyes, and slowly her head nodded, “But, Doc.”

“There is no need to reveal any reason, for me as long as you love me it is more than enough, another problem we will face together” doctor Jimmy stroked Jossie's cheek gently and lovingly.

“But, Doc...” Jossie's still feeling heavy, he really doesn't feel right for Jimmy's doctor.

“Si, can you not call me that name again, however now you are my lover” said doctor Jimmy with sad eyes looking at the face of the woman he so admired.

“A-me...” Jossie really felt all wrong, her face reddish withstanding the shame.  Doctor Jimmy again lifted Jossie's chin, and gave the best smile for the woman.

“Call me with something special just you just call me so” said doctor Jimmy.

“Emmm, may I call you brother, Sister Immy, may I” asked Jossie hesitantly.

“Whatever it is, as long as it is from you, of course it is possible, Si, and I will call you like that for the next” doctor Jimmy gently tucked the fingers of Jossie, “Thank you for accepting my love, Si”hereinafter gently.

“I thank you, Sister, because Sister Immy wants to love a woman like me” replied Jossie sincerely.

“Si, I beg you, do not feel that you are inappropriate, you are the best for me, I am willing to chase you to come here, do you still feel unworthy” doctor Jimmy spoke to you.

“Kak Immy..” Jossie looked into the handsome doctor's eyes.

“I love you, Si, and to me there is nothing bad about your past.  It wasn't because you wanted it, it wasn't, but it was all a fate line that brought you to me.” Doctor Jimmy kept trying to convince Jossie and foster that woman's confidence.

“It wasn't easy, sister, all these years I've been in Miss Andra's shadow, and everyone I've met, has never once glanced at me.  Miss Andra's charm is amazing, I'm always amazed at her” Jossie said with sadness.

“You are right, Si, the charm of Miss Andra is indeed undeniable able to be an extraordinary magnet for us men, I admire it.  However, I was just amazed at her, but to you, I love you, Si, and that is far greater than my admiration for Miss Andra”, said Dr. Jimmy.

“Did your interest in me start from your admiration for Miss Andra, Kak” asked Jossie.

“I won't lie, Si, whether you believe it or not” said Dr. Jimmy, he looked into Jossie's tense eyes waiting for his answer.  “When you walked into the hospital, I didn't even know that you were with Miss Andra, I immediately fell in love with you at first sight, even before I had time to meet Miss Andra” continued Dr. Jimmy again.

Jossie's eyes were round to hear the handsome doctor's confession, “Barakkah.

“I told you whether you believe it or not, Si, you know when they come, I was worried” said Dr. Jimmy again.

“Worried?, but why” asked Jossie.

“Because there are doctors Albert and Mr Dean, they are great people, I'm afraid they don't trust me to take care of you, but I really hope to take care of you” said doctor Jimmy with a smile.  “I will still be a young doctor, Si, while Albert's doctor is a senior doctor with no doubt expertise.  So, I don't think they'll trust your treatment to me, but thank God, Dr. Albert really appreciates our existence as a young doctor.  He was just watching when I was taking care of you” recalls doctor Albert.

“Yes, I am really grateful to have met Miss Andra, so that I can also get to know the other great people around Miss Andra.  I hope, miss Andra can soon find her happiness, she has already suffered quite a lot” Jossie gazed into the garden of the Qiandra rose.

“Suffering?, as far as I am concerned, Miss Andra is a very successful career woman, with all her achievements and charms, how can you say she suffers, Si” asked doctor Jimmy.

“Hmm, that's how it is for the people out there, but all of us who are in this house, know how tough the life of Miss Andra” Jossie said.