PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY-FIVE

Several hours of time passed without the two people noticing. It was not long before Jossie along with doctor Jimmy as well Bik Sum came to the room. And it seemed like they had indeed been ordered by the guards outside so as not to ask and make a fuss. So the three just came and immediately sat in the waiting chair near Vian's assistant. However, they all immediately stood up when they saw Doctor Albert coming out with a lethargic face.

Dean who was waiting at the door of the emergency room immediately stood up and faced Doctor Albert.  “Say, Al” hiss that guy with a pias face.  Fears slipped in his heart as he looked at the face of his best friend who looked so uninspired.

Doctor Albert sighed for a moment before answering Dean's wishes, “The situation is very weak, but so far Qiqi is still safe, we will continue to monitor the condition of the baby.  May there be a miracle so that the baby can be saved.  As his current condition was extremely vulnerable, the pressure Qiqi received plus his weak physical condition greatly affected his gynecological state. I think you really understand this situation” said Dr. Albert.

Albert's answer made Dean's body suddenly staggered backwards.  Fortunately, Vian's assistant, who had been on standby behind the man, immediately restrained Dean's body.  Dean immediately regained his senses and tried to strengthen himself, “What can I see him” hisses again.

“Qiqi will soon be taken to the ICU room for pregnant women.  I've ordered them to prepare a special room with all the fittings there, the room will be placed side by side with Walt's daddy room.  We will continue to observe the baby, continue to pray, Bro” said Albert doctor who immediately stepped away from Dean who was still dumbstruck.

Jossie and Bik Sum who heard all the explanations from the doctor Albert could only cry bitterly.  “Bu, ....” hissed Jossie while hugging the old woman with a heart of gloom.  Jimmy's doctor, who understood Albert's explanation, could only pat Jossie on the back gently to calm the woman down.

Bik Sum himself did not know what to say, only tears kept flowing on his wrinkled cheeks.  “Hopefully the baby can be saved, lest Qiqi lose again.  I'm not sure he'll be able to survive if he has to lose again.  Lord Charles, please Qiqi, do not let the source of her happiness be snatched away again, unless you want Qiqi to completely lose her soul” whispered Bik Sum's heart.

Not long after the emergency room door was open followed by the exit of a gurney driven by several nurses.  Dean immediately walked up to the gurney and grabbed the gaze of the woman he loved so much who was currently lying helplessly.  Bik Sum, Jossie, Doctor Jimmy and Vian's assistant soon followed behind the group of nurses.

When Qiqndra entered the ICU room, the nurses prevented Bik Sum's entourage from entering.  “Please forgive us, but for the sake of patient's peace, we can only allow one person to enter into” the nurse said with heart.

The nurse felt compelled to speak carefully, because she knew that the person before her was Dean's family.  So, the nurse did not want any problems to arise if she was wrong in speaking.  Moreover, there is also an assistant Vian, making the nurse a little trepidation considering the events that happened to his coworkers.

Bik Sum just nodded and smiled gently at the nurse, “We understand, Son, and thank you for telling us” she replied meekly, making the nurse breathe a sigh of relief.  Bik Sum himself did not know that the nurse was disinclined by them, he only answered according to what he felt.

Inside the ICU room, Dean did not shift in the slightest from the side of the Qiandra bed.  Even his hands seemed to be unable to detach even a moment from the fingers of the wife who did not even return his grasp.  Dean looked at the beautiful face of the woman with his wit, he stroked the pale face of Qiandra and tidied a few strands of hair on that cotton-white face.

“I'm sorry, Honey, I'm sorry for making you suffer, I'm sorry for not being able to keep my promise to always make you happy.  Wake up, Honey, open your eyes, do you not miss me, do you know how much I miss you.  Please open your eyes, and let me see your beautiful beads” whispered Dean gently.

Doctor Albert who entered the room hardly had the heart to disturb the two people.  However, he finally stepped closer to Dean and patted his best friend's back slowly.  “Keep calling him to open his eyes, I feel so great trauma and fear that he prefers to dwell in his subconscious.  Knowing her pregnancy at the time she was in danger was certainly not an easy thing for Qiqi.  And chose to stay in the safe zone of his subconscious because he felt so afraid of losing again” he told the friend.

“But, instead of him having been able to master the trauma of a sense of loss, then why did he still experience it” sis Dean.  “You alone made sure that he was capable enough to overcome his trauma” Dean continued again while glancing at Albert's doctor at a glance.

“Well, it's true that he has overcome the trauma and fear of losing you and that's when he feels that you're going to be okay.  Unlike when he learned of the existence of another life in his womb, the trauma of losing a child for the third time really makes him weak and give up on the state of” replied Doctor Albert.

“Guen up on the situation?, what do you mean” asked Dean with a frown.

“Well, giving in to the circumstances and feeling that he did not have the ability to protect the baby in his womb, even worse, he said, feeling that she does not deserve to have another baby, ' said Dr. Albert explained to Dean.

“The pesky carrier woman” sizzled Dean involuntarily as she recalled the word that was often labeled on Qiandra and made her feel even more inferior.

“What do you mean” asked doctor Albert to hear Dean say, “Don't say you think Qiqi is like that” exclaimed doctor Albert in a quiet voice.

“It was a word that was often spoken by her husband's family back then, and it was deeply embedded in Qiqi's heart and mind.  I tried to convince her that it wasn't true.  But, if you hear your explanation, it looks like Qiqi still keeps that label in her heart” Dean sighed.

“Oooo, so apparently, but Qiqi's life for the last few years is fine” asked Doctor Albert.  Because indeed for the past two years when Qiandra was on his escape, the woman's life was really safe.  Only a small incident that befell his foster sister, Jossie, alone caused him to panic a little.

“That is one of the causes, which makes Qiqi feel even worse.  He can live well when he is not with someone who loves and loves him.  But when he had a person who loved and loved him like Charles and now me, all sorts of bad things always happened to him.

“But Qiqi does not love the man” Dean said with a punch and a little glare at Doctor Albert who mentioned Daniel's name with ease.

Doctor Albert who realized his mistake was just grinning the horse while scratching his nape that did not itch. “Hah, luckily Qiqi is not a woman who falls in love easily, she said, try if he often falls in love what maybe he will experience more and more bad things like this” great-grandson of doctor Albert who again gets a sharp gaze from Dean.

“My wife is a loyal type of woman, if you forget that fact” sis Dean.

“Heh, indeed you have proof that he is loyal, maybe because he avoids bad things happen” said Albert doctor who deliberately wanted to break the seriousness on Dean's face.

“He loved me and stayed loyal in the distance until I came back to him, do you think the evidence is still less strong” exclaimed Dean in a stifled voice.

“I don't think it's because you're loyal, but because you're the only guy who keeps clinging and shameless, like, so it's possible that Qiqi feels sorry for you” said Doctor Albert still with a serious pretentious face.

“You ....” Dean pointed at Doctor Albert's face and exclaimed but said he was stifled when he saw Albert standing up and raising his hand.

“I'm sorry, Mr. Dean, this is the ICU room please don't make a fuss here, or please you wait outside” Doctor Albert said as he passed away.  Dean who had originally prepared the maki curse for his best friend could only sigh in annoyance when he saw the back of the doctor Albert left the room.

“And don't forget, outside there is also a family of Qiqi who really hope to visit this beautiful woman, don't be too selfish” exclaimed doctor Albert who popped his head from behind the door.  However, the doctor's words made Dean realize that he had not given the Qiqi family a chance to see the woman's condition.

“Honey, I'm out for a while huh, mom and Jossie must have been very impatient to see you” Dean whispered gently in the woman's ear.  “I beg you, Qi, open your eyes, have mercy on me, only you, only your spirit of my life” hiss again with a hoarse voice holding the feeling in his heart.

Dean then stood up slowly and was about to release his hand grip on the Qiandra fingers.  However, how surprised Dean felt that his hand seemed to be restrained even though it was very weak.  Dean looked at Qiandra's face closely, looking for signs that she would open her eyes.

And how cold Dean was, when he saw the Qiandra eyelids moving slowly.  “Qi, Qi, Honey, do you hear me, please open your eyes, Honey, it's me, Dean, Honey” Dean exclaimed as he patted Qiandra's cheek lovingly.

Some time before, in his subconscious, Qiandra was engrossed in playing with a small child.  A very handsome man looking so happy looked towards Qiandra and the little boy.  He waved his hand towards Qiandra who was also staring at him.  Qiandra smiled and immediately brought the little boy who was with her walking over to the man.

“Sister Charles, this is so beautiful, you know how long I've missed a time like this.  I miss you guys so much” Qiandra exclaimed with a happy face.

“Qiqi, my dear, now you know that we are happy here, so never worry about us again.  I will take care of our child and will return it to you if indeed you are ready” said the man who was none other than Charles, Qiandra's previous husband.

Qiandra turned and looked at Charles' face closely, “What do you mean, Brother, why do I feel as if you are saying that I will not be with you guys anymore” hiss Qiandra with a face that suddenly becomes sad.

Charles smiled and as usual he stroked the woman's long hair and grabbed the woman's head to lean against her chest.  This kind of position was one that Qiandra was very fond of, leaning on the chest of the man she loved so much.  Qiandra even directly wrapped her arms around Charles' waist tightly.

Charles gently kissed the woman's forehead lovingly, “Honey, your task is still not finished, there is still much you have to finish.  Every problem you face, learn to deal with it calmly.  And remember, ending your life won't solve any problems, it will be a sin for you that will prevent you from meeting with us” said Charles gently while staring at a child who was busy chasing butterflies.

“But now that I'm here, brother, and I don't want to go anymore, I'm tired of living it all there.  The endless trouble made me so tired and I was very reluctant to go back there again, please, brother, let me stay here” great-grandson of Qiandra while putting her arms on Charles' body.

“Do you not care about him either, a true man does not care about his world and only looks at you.  Do you have the heart to destroy his hope and his spirit that so rests on you” asked Charles while raising the face of Qiandra with both fingers.

“I'm sorry, if I wish for your love, Kak” hiss Qiandra who actually feels guilty about Charles's question.

Charles smiled as he shook his head, “No, honey, that's not the case, I just feel so happy seeing you find your love again.  We are different in nature, and it is so happy for me to see you living your life so happily, and indeed I very much hope for that”, Charles said softly.  “So, come back to your world, Qi, here I will always take care of you and I will return our son to you” he continued gently while looking directly at the bead of Qiandra's eyes.