PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

SEVENTY FIVE

“Honey, honey...book your eyes” a.

the sudden sound shocked Qiandra and made her slowly open her eyes.

“Love....” hissis Qiandra, then she immediately

get up and hug Dean's body tightly.  Dean stroked Qiandra's back gently.

“Stranquilize, Honey, calm down” whispered Dean

qiandra tried to give the woman some calm.  Qiandra sobbed with restraint, the pain returned to her, a very deep pain.  A while later, Qiandra realized

if her attitude can hurt her husband, so he slowly tried to calm himself.

Qiandra slowly released her embrace on

dean's body, and he soon realized that there was someone else in the room.  “Sorry.pardon me” he said as he lowered his face and hid his blushing and flushed face.

“It's not your fault, Qi, your husband is the one who is

accidentally steal a chance” said doctor Albert broke everyone's silence.  Dean looked at his best friend in annoyance, even though he knew what Dr. Albert meant.

“Please sit back, Madam” doctor Tirta let Qiandra sit back.  Qiandra immediately obeyed Doctor Tirta's words, she sat back in her chair. While Dean remained standing beside him tightly grasping the Qiandra fingers.

“A-what's still not done, Dok” asked

Qiandra, because honestly she no longer wanted to recall all those events.

“Mistress, have you remembered everything” asked doctor Tirta slowly.  Qiandra looked at Doctor Tirta, then she nodded slowly.  “Can you retell it in a conscious state like this” back doctor Tirta asked Qiandra.

“A I can, Doc, but I can't if

must go back to tell it now” hisis Qiandra.  The fear, worry and also the deep sadness, made Qiandra feel unable to remember everything anymore.

Doctor Tirta smiled, “No, no

need, Madam, you don't need to repeat that story again now” said doctor Tirta, she is well aware of Qiandra's current feelings.

“Then, now how, what to

done again” asked Dean impatiently.  He felt very pity for Qiandra, what the woman had experienced had really taken Dean by surprise.

“For now there is nothing to do anymore, I think that if the Madam can recall everything, then the Madam and Tuan can start doing their own therapy” said Dr. Tirta.

“But alone, he means” asked Dean

with a frown and a little annoyed.

“Love...” Qiandra tried to calm down

her husband who looks a little upset with the answer of doctor Tirta.

“From now on, the Madam can slowly learn to tell everything to the Master in a conscious state.  By frequently sharing stories, the Madam will slowly be able to accept her past.  Along with that, Madam can also begin to cultivate a sense of trust in Mister, so that the trauma will slowly be overcome when a sense of security and

growing confidence in the people around Nyamal” doctor Tirta explained at length.

“What do you mean say that my wife

haven't trusted me” sizzled Dean with a little emphasis.  The man felt unacceptable if anyone said that Qiandra had not believed him.

Doctor Tirta smiled, he already knew the possessive attitude of this handsome president, “Trust here is more about security and believes that everything that has happened in the past is not repeated again.  The fear of losing

felt by Madam, it is not the fear you will leave her, but the fear of losing your life, Master.  Such great love in Madam, makes Madam really worried that death will separate her again with you” replied doctor Tirta calmly.

Hearing the words of doctor Tirta, Qiandra

clasping Dean's hand tightly, as if confirming what was said by

doctor Tirta.  Dean felt a grip

strong Qiandra, he immediately grabbed his wife's shoulder and peeked at the top of her head

gently.

“So, how to, dok” asked Qiandra

with a little pias face.

“As I said earlier, Madam should often share your past stories with Mr. Dean.  And now is a good time for you, Madam, because you are pregnant, you are in a state of deprivation

more the same as that time.  So, you can learn to cultivate trust in the Master by slowly doing what you have done in the day, go check your content together with the Master.  But, please do not be forced if it is still not ready, because it will have no good impact on your psychic condition” back doctor Tirta gives a long explanation.

“Alright, Doc, I understand, thank you

a lot for your time and clarity, Doc, now, may I ask permission, I feel very tired” said Qiandra, his face does look a little pale.

“Oh, of course, Madam, this is indeed very

tiring for you, please” said doctor Tirta, the middle-aged man immediately stood up and bowed his body.

Qiandra smiled, she immediately stood up, yet her body looked a little shaky.  Dean immediately grabbed his wife's body and lifted her bridal style.  The three men inside

the room immediately lowered its head as the two of them walked out of the room.

“Dok, did Qiandra not need to be given a tranquilizer, remember everything he's been through today” asked doctor Albert after Dean and Qiandra came out of the room

“We just see the development, if the Lady can sleep soundly, then no need to be given a tranquilizer.  Unless Madam can not rest, then we can give her a tranquilizer in small doses” said Dr. Tirta.

“Do you think, Madam will be able to sleep sound” asked assistant Vian who also felt curious.

“Most likely the Madam could do it, she had already taken it all out, although exhausting, but most of the burden on her heart had already reduced. Just please tell Mr. Dean, inside

in the next few days, don't leave Madam alone.  At least, there must be someone who is always there with him to keep him from possibilities that we do not want” said doctor Tirta.

“You mean, Dok” ask assistant Vian again

with a frown.  For Dean of course

it was what the man wanted, but for Vian's assistant it was a disaster.  Because, it means all work in the office must still be handled by him himself.

“Before Madam can start sharing stories

his past with others, in this case with Mr. Dean, his trauma could have appeared suddenly, given his current condition which is almost the same as his condition when the disaster occurred” said Dr. Tirta.

“What should Mr Dean always

“No, not necessarily, the important always

there are people with Madam, so there is someone who can help her immediately if the trauma suddenly strikes her” said Dr. Tirta again.

“Haish, stop Vian, just accept your fate,

do you think Dean will allow others to accompany Qiandra” doctor Albert exclaimed.  Doctor Albert was well aware of why Vian's assistant asked at length.  Assistant Vian could only scratch his non-itchy nape, he sighed for a moment.

Suddenly doctor Albert felt his phonsel vibrate, he immediately lifted it, “Yes, what” asked doctor Albert when he saw who contacted him.

“Have Vian investigate everything immediately, and make sure the Qiandra story doesn't come out of

that room, we don't know the purpose of those people” turns out the person who contacted Albert's doctor was Dean.

“Alright, how is Qiandra now” asked doctor Albert.

“She's asleep, but I can't leave her, she's still hugging my arm tightly” Dean sizzled.

“Don't leave Madam, sir, it means Madam is trying to build her trust, stay by her side” doctor Tirta interrupted the conversation of the two, because she heard Dean's explanation through doctor Albert's phone.

“Alright” Dean said and hung up his phone.

“Do that mean, Qiandra will be fine, Dok” asked doctor Albert.

“It looks like so, well, I'll excuse me first” doctor Tirta stood up and collected his equipment.  “My advice, if it is possible, Mr. Dean should be as much as possible on Mrs Qiandra's side, because right now it seems like Mr. Dean is the only person she trusts.  Even so, Mrs Qiandra is still trying to put her trust, her worry and fear of her past makes Mrs Qiandra very afraid of losing” she said as all her equipment had been collected in her bag.

“Dok, please tell us honestly, actually how Qiandra feels to Dean” doctor Albert suddenly asked doctor Tirta, the, making doctor Tirta lift his face and frown staring at the co-worker and his boss.

“What do you mean, Dok” asks doctor Tirta to doctor Albert.

“Although I don't really understand your field, but of all your explanations, I think there is still something that you have not said because you are disinclined with Dean” said Dr. Albert with a probing gaze at doctor Tirta.

Doctor Tirta breathed out his breath

slowly, “I'm sorry, but I keep feeling both, so there's no way I say everything” said with a lethargic face.

“Say, we will hold this secret, at least we can find out if there is a problem between the two” assistant Vian also feel curious.

“I hope this really doesn't spoil

the relationship of the two” doctor Tirta took a breath for a moment, “Actually Lady Qiandra has not fully given her heart to Mr Dean, the fear of loss makes her not ready to let her heart love Mr. Dean fully, therefore, she is, Mrs Qiandra has not trusted Mr. Dean.  Plus, sorry, Mrs Qiandra's status, makes him, in his little heart still do not believe in the seriousness of Mr. Dean” he continued at length.

“So, you mean, Mrs Qiandra is not

loving Mr. Dean” asked assistant Vian with a surprised face.

“Not loving, but not completely, yet, Mrs Qiandra just needs a little longer to convince her heart that Mr. Dean really loves her and she will not lose again” said Dr. Tirta firmly.

“Is it because of Charles, or may be there

another male” doctor Albert gives a pretty surprising question.

Doctor Tirta smiled, “No, Doc, same

once it was not for others, but indeed it was a kind of self-protection of Mistress Qiandra to avoid too much heartache.  From what I see, there are only two men in his heart, only Charles and Mr Dean”.

“What that means is Mrs Qiandra still

loving Charles more than Mr. Dean” asks assistant Vian again.

“No, Sir, in my opinion, just now

charles' position has begun to shift.  I'm sure, if Mr. Dean can continue to accompany and convince Mrs Qiandra, then it won't take long for Mrs Qiandra to put her whole heart on Mr. Dean” Tirta said.

“Hmmm, okay Doc, thanks for that

explain everything to us, and I'll give your message to Dean, Doc, once again thank you very much for your time” replied Dr. Albert.

“Don't forget Mr. Dean's message last” sizzle

vian's assistant sharply and in a slightly threatening tone to doctor Tirta.

Doctor Tirta smiled, “ My life as a bet, Sir, not only Mrs Qiandra, even all the secrets of other patients we will keep with our lives, it has become our code of conduct”, he said, “I excuse me first, if anyone wants to be consulted again, I am ready” further

doctor Tirta again, then he stood up and bowed his body to the doctor Albert and Vian's assistant.

“Alright, Doc, let me take you

You” said doctor Albert, he immediately stood up and opened the room door for doctor Tirta.  After driving Tirta's doctor to his car, Albert doctor returned to see Vian's assistant who was still struggling to pay attention to the story of Qiandra on his laptop screen.

“What do you suspect” ask doctor

Albet on Vian's assistant.  Assistant Vian

sigh, then shake his head.

“Now, we really have to investigate the past of the Madam and Charles, so that we can find out who is ready for their enemy, and who is so eager to harm Charles or harm both.

“This is not a difficult job for them” said Dr. Albert.  They were intended by Albert's doctor to be a royal investigative team still working to this day on Dean.

“It should be so, unless there is power

big trying to cover it” said assistant Vian.

“Great power, indeed there is power

great that they can not penetrate” asked doctor Albert again.

“There is, and indeed we always shy away

deal with them just as they also do not want to deal with

kita” said assistant Vian, he stood up and stared far out the window of the room.

“Haish, I don't think there is anything in this world that they can't penetrate, given all the capabilities and also the technological facilities they have today.  Then, who are the people who are quite great this” asked doctor Albert with a curious face.  He stepped up and

standing next to Vian's assistant.

“Mafia” his assistant Vian who makes

doctor Albert gasped with a completely shocked face.