PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND SIXTY

“Bu, I want to ask for your opinion, I have left the company long enough Kak Andra, but the current situation of Kak Andra is also not good.  Then I have to how, Bu” Jossie rested at Bu Sum's feet while leaning his head on the middle-aged woman's lap.

Ms. Sum smiled and fondly stroked Jossie's hair, “You can't decide what, son, you should just talk to your sister, I'm sure Andra can definitely give you the best decision.  After all, this will already be a company owned by both of you, so talk well with Andra” said Bu Sum.

“But, Brother Andra is still not well, Mom, I don't have the heart to interfere with his thoughts with the company's affairs.  Anyway I'm sure that Brother Dean won't let me talk about things that will make Brother Andra think hard” said Jossie.

“Jossie, then you can ask permission first to Nak Dean, I'm sure that if you just talk about this matter, then, Son Dean will definitely let you” still Bu Sum spoke softly to Jossie.

“Hah, well, if you think it is not a problem, I will ask permission from Brother Dean, although in fact I am a bit afraid to also face Brother Dean”, Jossie said in a resigned voice.

“Fear?, are you afraid why?, did Nak Dea ever scold you” asked Bu Sum with a frown.

“Being not sich, but, did you not see that cold face of hers, her aura really made my heart almost stop beating.  I really do not understand, how Brother Andra can fall in love with him, if the problem is really handsome sich, but ..” Jossie stopped talking when Ms Sum cut her word immediately.

“Jossie!” jolt Bu Sum, made Jossie stop talking and raised her face to look at Bu Sum's face.  “Don't say your brother like that, Son Dean may indeed behave like that in front of others, but with Andra, he said, don't you see how it changes” said Bu Sum still with a smile on his face.

“Huh, yes, if you are with Brother Andra, Brother Dean does look different, Brother Dean really became a man who adored Brother Andra” said Jossie while smiling while shaking his head.

“That's how Nak Dean is, he knows his charm is so strong, and he doesn't spread it anywhere, only to the woman he loves he shows it” said Bu Sum.

“I hope they both will always be happy and live together forever, yes Mom, pity Brother Andra, there has been too much bitterness of life he lived” said Jossie hopeful.

Bu Sum was silent to Jossie's words, “Ah, whether let alone what would be experienced by Feli, I really can only hope happiness can accompany his steps, too much pain that has been experienced.  Hopefully Dika can make the best decision for Felicia, because if one makes the wrong decision, it will definitely make Felicia hurt again” sigh Bu Sum in his heart.

Jossie looked at the middle-aged woman, she frowned when she saw Bu Sum speechless.  Even the middle-aged woman's eyes looked distant, as if her soul was wandering and had not heard Jossie's words at all.  Whereas usually if Jossie prayed for the happiness of Andra the mother would immediately agree.

“Bu, mom, mom .....” Jossie tried to wave her hand in front of Bu Sum's face but was not responded by the woman.  Until finally Jossie gently patted the lap of Bu Sum trying to restore the consciousness of the middle-aged woman.  “Bu, Mom, what's wrong Mom, why do you shut up, is Mom okay” asked Jossie with a little worry.

Bu Sum flinched, then immediately regained his composure and looked at Jossie with a gentle smile.  “Mother is fine, Son, don't worry about mom” he said.

“But why the mother suddenly fell silent, is there a problem, Mom, or is there a word I said wrong” cecar Jossie who is still curious about the attitude of Bu Sum.

Bu Sum smiled as he shook his head slowly, “No son, there is nothing wrong, I only remember the journey of your brother's life, Andra, you are right, there have been many hard roads through, he said, may he not feel any more suffering, we can only hope that he will be able to live his life with happiness.  Although we do not know, the path of how he still has to choose, hopefully he can determine the best choice to live his life”

Jossie looked at Bu Sum, actually in the heart of this young woman still could not believe Bu Sum's answer.  Jossie could see that there was anxiety being hidden by the woman he had thought was his mother.  However, Jossie also did not want to press Bu Sum any further, so she preferred to keep quiet.

“Have it, don't think about it, now you better be ready and meet Nak Dean, ask him for permission first before you meet Andra, I'm sure he won't make things difficult for you” continued Bu Sum.  Bu Sum could see that the young lady was still doubtful, he said.

Jossie sighed for a moment, “Alright, Mom, but are you sure that everything is fine, or is there something you want to talk to me about, or do you mind my plan, just say ma'am, I will listen to” he said without being able to hold back his curiosity.

Ms. Sum smiled, she knew it would be very difficult to hide something from Jossie.  This woman was just like Qiandra, very good at reading the facial expressions of others.  But, Bu Sum was also unlikely to tell honestly what was really on her mind, so Bu Sum had to rack her brain to give a reasonable excuse to Jossie.

“Mom has absolutely no objection to your plans, son, but I just don't know how to say this to you” said Bu Sum in the end.

“Nak, actually I don't know how good it is, I love you just as much as I love Andra, but right now, I love you, I hope you want to understand and want to forgive mother” said Bu Sum with a lethargic bowed face.

“Hey, what do you mean said mother, I beg you, Mom, speak clear” said Jossie who was even more confused to hear Bu Sum's answer.

Bu Sum breathed heavily for a moment, then continued his words, “I'm sorry mom, Jos, because mom can't leave Andra at this time, I'm so worried about her condition, mom can't come with you home, I hope you will understand, Nak” said the middle-aged woman in a soft voice.

Jossie frowned for a moment and looked at Bu Sum with a look of disbelief, “Mother please, Jos, it's not that I don't love you, but you yourself saw the condition of your brother kan” lanju Bu Sum because you saw Jossie's gaze.

Jossie shook her head, “Hah, of course I understand that the matter, Mom, I myself will not allow mother to come with me.  How can I force you to come with me while Brother Andra is still in this state.  I even thought it would be much better if mom stayed with Andra, even though she was able to go home and be healthy.  Pregnancy is not an easy time for a woman, especially for Brother Andra who has experienced trauma several times.  Well, even though there will be Brother Dean by his side, but I'm sure Brother Dean will not always be ready beside him” said Jossie.

Actually, it's not a problem for Jossie that Ms. Sum can't get back together with her.  Jossie himself knew that Bu Sum must have been very worried about the state of Qiandra.  Jossie felt it was hard to leave her brother, but she also had to think about the state of their company.  The company that Qiandra had entrusted to him, for his future, because Jossie knew Qiandra would no longer depend on their small company.

Jossie knew well that their company was only worth one of the smallest branches of Dean's company.  However, that does not mean that Jossie can be careless with their small company, because the company will also be a guarantee of his future.  Jossie knew that Qiandra had indeed given the company to her, and she had promised to manage the company as best she could.

Ms. Sum smiled at Jossie's reply, “Hah, I hope that Jossie can believe my words, in order that she would no longer continuously search myself with other question questions” sighed the middle-aged woman in her heart.  “Ah, thank you, son, thank you for your understanding.  Actually, I do plan to stay here, not only for Qiandra, but I do want to return to the mother's family.  You and Qiandra are quite mature, and I also feel that you can already live your own life.  I want to enjoy the mother's old days together with my own mother's grandchildren” continued Bu Sum again.

This is indeed honestly long wanted to be done by Bu Sum or Clayandra.  Ever since Qiandra's marriage, she had actually felt that her task was done, escorting the woman to her door of happiness.  Back then, Bu Sum had indeed planned to bury all the stories of Qiandra's past, and let the woman live in happiness without the shadow of the past.  Bu Sum was very confident that Dean would be able to make Qiandra happy, as well as the Dean family who so accepted Qiandra with open arms.  So that Bu Sum felt that there was nothing for her to worry about anymore.

However, things changed drastically when Bu Sum found out that Dika was still alive.  Although until now Bu Sum still does not know what Dika's decision.  But Bu Sum was very confident that Dika would not be able to let Qiandra forget her past which means also forgetting Dika as her biological sister.

Which brother could be willing to let his biological sister, his only surviving brother not know him.  Even if until now Dika still had not said about his relationship with Qiandra, it was already an incredible thing for Bu Sum.  And Bu Sum knew that it was all done by Dika of course because she was considering Qiandra's current health.

But if Qiandra has recovered and is healthy, Ms. Sum really does not know how Dika conveys that to Qiandra.  And somehow the woman's reaction when she learns this reality.  If it was only a matter of fact that Dika was his biological sister, it would certainly be happy news for Qiandra.  But, how did she react when she learned of the relationship between the bad events that befell her family and her husband's family.

This was what made Bu Sum increasingly round up his determination to stay together with Qiandra.  Bu Sum was sure this would be a very hard time for the woman, and Bu Sum felt obliged to be beside Qiandra to deal with all of that.

All this time Bu Sum had still survived along with Jossie only to appreciate the request of Qiandra.  And Bu Sum was already waiting for the moment when Qiandra held his wedding reception, so Bu Sum would tell Qiandra and Jossie to resign and return to his family.

“Ah, as it seems, well ma'am, if it is a mother's decision, I really appreciate it, and I'm sorry, ma'am, because it has been holding Mom for so long that mother must be separated from the family.  And thank you so much for wanting to be my mother all this time, I hope you still do not forget me and still want to be my mother”, said Jossie with a sad face.

Jossie was very aware that Bu Sum had only intended to serve Qiandra and not himself.  Jossie did not feel hurt, this young woman actually felt grateful, at least she had felt the affection of a mother from Bu Sum.  The middle-aged woman had always sincerely loved herself and Qiandra.  Jossie could feel the sincerity and kindness of Bu Sum on her.

Therefore, Jossie really felt guilty when she realized that she had demanded too much from the middle-aged woman.  For Jossie what Bu Sum had given her all along was more than enough.  The woman has accepted herself as a child and wants to be a loving mother to Jossie.

“What do you say, son, forever you remain my son, and for me that will never change.  Even if we are separated by distance, but we are still bound in family relationships.  Please, do not ever stop accepting mother as your parents, because it is a very happy thing for mother, can have a child like you” said Ms. Sum sincerely.

“Thank you, ma'am, thank you for all you've given me, priceless affection.  And forgive me for still not being able to give complete happiness to mother”, said Jossie with eyes that began to wet.

Bu Sum immediately pulled the young lady's body to enter in his arms.  The two women of different ages embraced each other lovingly.  There is haru and also happiness and sadness that fills the niches of both hearts.  Bu Sum smiled happily, at least at this time Jossie was no longer curious about his attitude earlier.