PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY SEVEN

“I feel so stupid for never meeting Aunt Clay during the time we worked together first, Feli, I just met when I tried to visit you when you were in the hospital yesterday” sigh Dika.  Dika continued his story when he saw that Qiandra could accept calmly all his past stories.

“So, Brother Dika really just found out all this” asked Qiandra to make sure.

“True, Son, your brother just found out about your whereabouts, and Auntie herself also just found out that your brother is still alive, really when she left him with you in a state of severe injury, Auntie feels like a killer.  Aunty really can not think at all because of your condition covered in blood” Clayandra said.

“I really just found out, Feli, and all that is further strengthened by Daniel....” Dika speech interrupted when Qiandra cut it suddenly.

“Why there is always a name, Brother, does not Brother himself know everything he has done to me” desis Qiandra who felt reluctant to hear Daniel's involvement again.

“But he was an eyewitness who accidentally saw Daddy die, and even Daddy sent him a message to bring us together.  Unfortunately, his great love for you and his great affection for me as his foster brother, made him selfish and hid this fact.

“So, Daniel already knows everything” asked Qiandra.

“He suspected, and finally did a DNA test shortly before you disappeared.  She was too afraid I would hate her if I found out you were my sister while she had done something bad to you.  She was also afraid that I would further keep you away from her, while you were the only woman she loved” sighs Dika.

Dika was very angry with Daniel for hiding this fact.  However, Dika was also powerless when she found out the reason for the man.  “Daniel and his family who made this Brother, Feli, even those who have helped Sister avenge our family” said Dika again.

“Revenge?, what do you mean Sister” asked Qiandra again.

“Your brother has finished his business with Lee, and he has to do just that, he said, because Lee won't let him stay alive if he finds out there are surviving descendants of Hamilton” this time Chris answers the Qiandra question.

Qiandra's forehead grew furrowed as she looked at Dika with a questionable look.  “I finished off Lee and his entire mansion” said Dika slowly but said he contained so much anger.

Qiandra closed her mouth and looked at Dika in disbelief, “Why be that cruel, Kak” hiss Qiandra.

“I saw him drag Mommy, I saw our mansion burned down with everything in it, I also had to hear Daddy's death because of the torture they did.  And what's worse is that they've kept me alive for decades.  I just live like Daniel's robot guard and try to do all the best for the family while gathering strength to carry out my vows in the presence of the rubble of our former mansion” said Dika with visible emotions clear from his voice.

Qiandra was quite surprised to hear Dika's voice change which at first was always gentle on her.  Dika's face was also flushed, but her eyes held deep wounds.  Qiandra finally reached out her hand and clasped the man's hand to regain her consciousness.

“Alright, well, it means that now everything is done right, we can announce this to the world and also to my husband's family” said Qiandra who tried to melt Dika's mood.

“Cannot!!!!” dika and Clayandra Excite simultaneously.

“Why can't” asks Qiandra with a wrinkled forehead.

“Until now I do not know who has supported Lee when it” said Dika.

“Means Brother?” ask Qiandra.

“Lee is a loser, she doesn't have any power to fight Daddy.  But that night, he was able to bring in a mercenary who was so tough that he managed to defeat Daddy's bodyguard, while he had no money and such great ability.

“Maybe he has prepared himself” said Qiandra who is still trying to think positively.

“Lee is a gambler, he has also destroyed several companies because of his life attitude that is always fun.  When he came back to your father, he really had nothing left, so your father was willing to accommodate him.” Chris said.

“In addition, Lee did not have such great power that he could close all the news about the disappearance of the Hamilto family arrived.  Even when our mansion exploded and caught fire, not a single fire engine came.  After the incident even until now there is really no news about our family, Feli” said Dika.

Qiandra looked at everyone in the room one by one, her feelings suddenly felt bad.  “No, no, don't say that, please don't” Qiandra said in a slow voice.

Qiandra began to suspect the direction of the conversation and attributed it to Dika's ban on her from seeing Dean.  Qiandra knew very well that the Dean family was a royal family that certainly had a huge influence at the time of the incident.  However, Qiandra still hoped her conjecture would not come true.

“When Lee and your daddy argue, your daddy is very sure that Lee will not dare to do anything, because your daddy was also one of His Majesty's top advisors at that time.  However, Lee confidently said that His Majesty himself supported him to do so because your daddy was considered a traitor” Clayandra said with trembling lips.

“Traitor?” qiandra asked, getting confused.

“But, but Dean said that the transfer of power took place according to the wishes of the royal family as well.  At that time, dady Walt who should have continued the reins of power did prefer to release it voluntarily”, said Qiandra who remembered the story Dean.

“That's what outsiders know, son, but everyone in the castle as well as the higher-ups at that time knew the truth.  However, everything is covered so that there is no turmoil in society” this time doctor Freddy who is silent enough to speak.

Qiandra looked at Freddy's doctor, “That's why we had to hide your identity, Chris and Clayandra.  Despite being overthrown, the royal family still has power overshadowing the government.  We're worried they'll chase you through Lee if they know any surviving descendants of Hamilton” continued Dr Freddy again.

Qiandra still shook her head weakly, tears even slowly multiplying on her cheeks without her noticing.  This information was even more painful for Qiandra than all the tragic stories in her family.

It was not that Qiandra did not feel the loss of her parents, but it was not that for decades she had indeed thought that she did not have parents.  But, if you have to go back to snatching the person who is currently the back of his life because of that past, Qiandra really cannot accept.

Suddenly Qiandra smiled and laughed with a discordant voice that sounded very sad.  “Excellent, incredible destiny toying with me, huh, then moreover, what else do I have to face, why don't you guys just let me die back then and just save Brother Dika” Qiandra exclaimed in such great despair.

“Nak, ...” hiss Clayandra with a sad gaze even tears again filled the middle-aged woman's face.

“Pacify yourself, Nak” said doctor Freddy who tried to calm Qiandra down.

“Quiet?, calm down you ask Doc, how can I calm down, after all that I have lived all my life, left behind by the husband I love along with the baby in my womb because they protected me, lived years of living in guilt, then now knowing that I was lied to by people I love”, Qiandra said, staring intently at Clayandra and Chris.

“It's still not enough of that, now I have to hear that the man who is my strength and where I'm leaning is right now, the only person I love, the father of my son, the father of my son, it turned out to be from the family that had killed both of my parents, then where was it I could calm down, Doc!!!!” yelled Qiandra with a frustrated voice.

Dika tried to hug Qiandra to calm the woman down, but Qiandra brusquely brushed her hand away.  “You all saw the journey of my life, you all witnessed all the drama of my life.  And when I managed to achieve my happiness, all of you suddenly appeared and opened everything to take away all the happiness that I feel today.  What your hearts are made of until you do this cruel thing to me.  If you can choose, I prefer not to remember everything!!!!” yell Qiandra again.

Tears had already filled the beautiful face of the woman, and when Dika wanted to approach her Qiandra again brushed off the man's hand.  “Don't touch me, I really didn't expect you guys to be this cruel to me, you deliberately wanted to snatch away my happiness!!!!” Qiandra was sobbing even now that her body was falling from the sofa she was sitting on earlier.  The beautiful woman's body was completely shaken by her sobs.

“Quite, Feli, we are not all that cruel, instead we want you to know it first before the bastard family knows who you are.  If they have found out who you are, we are afraid that they will not hesitate to eliminate you as they did to our parents.

Dika could not accept that Qiandra accused him and everyone in the room of deliberately wanting to snatch away Qiandra's happiness.  For they also did not have the heart to convey all this.  But their fear for Qiandra's safety forced them to tell Qiandra.

“Destroying me?, so that's what you're afraid of, do you know that I'd rather die than have to hear all this.  I'd rather die than have to go back to feeling lost again and again.  Have you forgotten how many times I want to end my life!!!!” yelled Qiandra while looking at Dika sharply.

“Feli!!!!” exclaiming Dika involuntarily snapped at Qiandra, she really did not accept that her only sister preferred death.

“What!!!, do you know that I prefer death, I would rather die at the hands of my loved ones than I have to lose again”.

When Dika wanted to talk again, Freddy's doctor raised his hand to give a code so that Dika did not prolong the debate.  “Better I die, better I die, ..” hissing Qiandra and suddenly his body drooped limp.

“Feli!!!” yell at everyone in the room.  Dika who was indeed standing not far from Qiandra rushed to grab the woman's body before hitting the floor.  Although Qiandra was already sitting on the floor but if she fell down it would be very dangerous for her womb.

Dika directly propped up Qiandra's body that really lost consciousness, he said, “Bring him to room” exclaimed doctor Freddy made Dika immediately lift Qiandra's body with a heart and take her to the room where Qiandra had rested.

While Chris had to constantly try to calm Clayandra who looked very hit.  Clayandra just kept crying while patting her own chest.  Various tastes mixed in the chest of the woman, guilt, sadness and heartache mixed into one.

Finally, Chris picked Clayandra up and took her out of the study.  Chris took the wife to another room, for a while, Clayandra had to be placated first.  As a surrogate mother who had always been beside Qiandra, it was certainly very hard for Clayandra to see the current state of Qiandra.

Dika himself immediately laid his sister's body slowly on the king-size bed in Felicia's luxurious room.  Doctor Freddy immediately checked the state of Qiandra with a heart.  The middle-aged doctor made sure Qiandra's condition was meticulously in order that no bad symptoms were missed.

After the examination, Freddy's doctor also gave an injection of boosters for Qiandra.  He also gave several injections of vitamins to strengthen Qiandra's stamina.  “Let him rest, but never leave him alone.  His condition is very unstable, I am worried that he will take action without thinking of the length” he told Dika.

Dika just nodded with a face full of worry.  There was a huge regret in his heart for letting himself be provoked by emotions so that he snapped at Qiandra earlier.  The handsome man slowly stroked Qiandra's face lovingly.

“I'm sorry Big Brother, Feli Darling, Big Brother really can't hear that you prefer death and leaving Big Brother again, it's been enough we've been apart for decades, it's been, Brother will not be able if you have to lose yourself again” whispered Dika in his heart.

Tears flowed back in the corner of Dika's eyes as she looked at Qiandra's pale face.  Doctor Freddy could only sigh heavily.  The middle-aged doctor patted Dika on the shoulder, “As Big Brother, you have to learn more patiently, let alone Feli is currently pregnant” he said before leaving Felicia's room.