PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW
ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY-FIVE
“Felicia suffered a head injury that caused her to lose her memory. According to what I've learned about amnesia Felicia is very likely to become permanent amnesia because the event she experienced last night is an event she does not want to remember anymore. Unfortunately, if he wanted to forget about the events of last night then he also had to forget everything he had experienced in his entire life up to this point. And from what Chris told me last night, I think this amnesia is much better for Felicia than she has to keep remembering the tragic events that happened to her family. Because if he can not accept the incident last night and continue to remember it, it could be that it will interfere with his psyche” said doctor Freddy at length.
Clayandra was just speechless at the doctor Freddy's explanation, she was still trying to digest the word from the doctor. “His age is still very young, but has experienced events like this, it will certainly greatly affect Felicia's pisikis. And I'm really worried about his mental development. Not to mention his family's enemies, who I'm sure will try to keep track of the whereabouts of the two of you, and it will be very dangerous for him” continued Dr. Freddy again.
Clayandra remained silent, but after a while she was able to understand what Freddy's doctor wanted. “Then what should I do, Dok” hissis Clayandra with a heartwarming thought of the fate of her nephew. Clayandra could understand what Dr. Freddy meant, because she herself found it very difficult to forget the painful incident, especially for little Felicia.
“We must release little Felicia from her past, including those closest to her” said Freddy's doctor slowly but like the sound of thunder in Clayandra's ear.
“What, so the doctor meant that I had to part with Felicia” exclaimed Clayandra did not accept the word doctor Freddy said.
“Not separated, Honey, but we should both be able to present as different figures in front of Miss Muda” Chris said gently but made Clayandra frown deeply. “We'll stay with Felicia, but not as Aunt Clay and Uncle Chris anymore, but as a new person with a new name also that will not stimulate the brain Felicia to return to remember her past.
“Ta but how to” asked Clayandra with questionable eyes staring at Chris.
“We have made plans, but it all depends on your decision, Honey, again all this we do is for your good and Felicia” replied Chris again.
“Tell me” Clayandra's pinta despite the heavy feeling in her heart, but if it's for Felicia's good, anything Clayandra would do.
Chris looked towards Doctor Freddy and nodded faintly. Doctor Freddy then stood up from his seat at the desk and stepped towards Clayandra and Chris. Then the doctor sat down on the sofa that was located right opposite Clayandra and Chris.
“I was one of the regular donors in an orphanage in the suburbs. I proposed to Chris to put Felicia in the orphanage, but she would be placed as the foster daughter of the foster home there. I'll tell the mother of the parlour that Felicia was the victim of an accident with the deaths of her parents. So, I will also ask the housewife not to ask about Felicia's past, the housewife must act as if Felicia has indeed been in the parlour for a long time, but she was missing for a few days due to an accident that left her with a loss of her memory. We also have to change the name, so that people do not easily track his whereabouts” explained doctor Freddy at length.
“Then how can I stay together with him” asked Clayandra with a slovenly and doubtful heart. It's hard for her to part with Felicia, but if it's for Felicia's sake, Clayandra's willing to.
“We're gonna be a freelance waitress in that orphanage, honey, honey, so you can stay with Felicia but also should not be too close so that no one is suspicious” this time Chris answers Clayandra's questions.
“Until how long” asks Clayandra again.
“Until the deadline that we can not specify, if indeed Felicia amnesia is permanent, then it may be better for eternity. But if he can remember faster then we will adjust to his situation later” said Dr. Freddy.
“Why he didn't become your foster child alone, Dok” asked Clayandra again.
“Doctor Chris is one of the best doctors in the city, and his life will always be monitored by others. If they saw Felicia's existence in the middle of this family, then Felicia's life would be threatened, not even Felicia's, this whole family will also be threatened” said Chris who did not want Clayandra to be mistaken with the family of doctor Freddy.
“Lenny desperately wanted the little girl, Clay, she was already in love when she first saw Felicia's face. But I also have to consider what Chris said just now, so I guess the original plan was the best for Felicia. The orphanage is in the suburbs, rarely noticed by people, so Felicia's existence will be quite safe there” doctor Freddy continued again.
“Alright, I will think about all this, but now can I meet with Feli” asked Clayandra again, all the plans she heard this really make her brain and heart tired. Right now he just wanted to hug his little girl, unraveling some of the longing that suddenly felt so big to his brother.
“I'm sorry, Clay, but you better not show up in front of Felicia, we planned that you'd show up later in the orphanage. So Felicia is right to remember you as the caretaker of the home” said Freddy doctor again.
“Chris ...” hiss Clayandra as if asking for consideration from Chris. Well, right now there is no one who can be a place to share other than Chris.
Chris just nodded and stroked Clayandra's shoulder gently, “In the meantime, we only have this option, Honey, you can still see Felicia from outside her room and while she sleeps. Later after she is in the orphanage you can hug her again, because doctor Freddy has arranged you to be Feli's nanny there later” he said gently.
Clayandra could only be speechless, she really did not know if this was the right decision. All Clayandra thinks about is Felicia's safety, she doesn't care about anything else. For Clayandra, back then, Felicia was everything, because it was the only little girl that her family was left. So, whatever Cayandra does, just stay with Felicia and the girl can still survive.
Clayandra and Chris kept all the secrets about Felicia for decades. Several times Felicia told me she had a strange dream. And each of those dreams was about the tragic night Felicia had been through. And Clayandra could see how Felicia was always trembling and frightened as she told her dream.
Because of this, Clayandra and Chris, who are in talks with Freddy's doctor, decide to close all their past stories. They will let Felicia live her new life without the trauma of her tragic past.
Flasback off
Dika was stunned to hear the explanation of Bik Sum or Clayandra who was currently taking a drinking glass and drinking the drinks available on the table. “Tante Clay, don't tell me that Felicia is ....” Dika did not dare to continue his words. For some reason his heart was too afraid to hope for something that he had always considered to be just a false hope.
“Qiandra, well, Felicia is Qiandra, the first letter I accidentally took from your mother's name combined with my name” said Aunt Clay with a happy face. “I raised him well, but various bad events happened to him and made him always traumatized. Starting from the loss of Charles, which at that time was right, I hoped would make Feli happy, to the abuse committed by Daniel, ….” aunt Clay has not finished her words because Dika has already raised her hand.
“Gosh, my goodness, Auntie, how could I harm my own sister, me, I wouldn't dare to face her, Auntie, I know Qiandra hates me so much for that event. No, no, she not only hates me but she is also afraid to see me” exclaimed Dika in frustration. The president of PT. Mahardika even grabbed his hair and repeatedly hit his seat as if venting all the regret in his heart.
It is very clear how he followed all the scenarios made by Daniel. And Dika also clearly remembers that Daniel promised not to hurt Qiandra, a promise that eventually turned out to be denied by the man. And that was something that Dika regretted, even long before he knew that Qiandra was his younger sister.
“Why am I so stupid, I never noticed about you always being on the Qiandra side, Auntie, I never looked for your picture at all. Ah, if when my men do the investigation they give you a picture of you, surely none of this will happen” regrets when it becomes more so.
“Don't blame yourself, son, I was always hidden and hidden by Chris and Freddy's doctor, they never allowed me to appear in front of the camera along with Qiandra. Even if I get caught on camera, then I will also try to hide my face with the excuse of not being confident if I have to side by side with Qiandra. All that we did was to keep my identity and Qiandra unknown to the public. We are still afraid and avoid people who have committed abominations that will hurt Qiandra again” said Aunt Clay.
“They have responded appropriately, Aunt, Lee and the rest of her family I have lost” said Dika in a cold voice that made Aunt Clay shudder.
“A what do you mean, Nak” asked Aunt Clay who is still trying to refuse to believe in the words of Dika.
Dika stood up and stepped towards the window in the luxurious room. The window faces directly towards the garden which is made exactly the same as the garden and gazebo where Dika hid first. When he breathed a heavy sigh, his gaze looked bright considering a little boy who had to try to save his own life. “Yes, they have all been killed, just as they have killed all my family and the workers in our former mansion”, he said.
“Gosh, son, why are you doing that” exclaimed Aunt Clay who did not expect the soft-hearted little boy she always cared for was turned into so cruel.
“I had to do that to avenge the heartache of my parents, my tortured father and my mother who was dragged away by force. Besides, if I don't destroy them then I'm the one they'll destroy. Didn't the aunt herself who said that even aunty until now was still afraid. And I do not want to live my life with such fear” said Dika still in a cold voice, very much different from his voice that was full of warmth.
“Hah, well, I will try to understand, Nak” said Aunt Clay who tried to mengamahmi reason Dika retaliate brutally. “Means now that Qiandra is safe, but why have you until now never pinned your surname, Nak” asked Aunt Clay again.
“My man who caused the tragic event was already destroyed, Auntie, but who is the powerful person behind them, I have absolutely no idea. Until now it is still a mystery to me, all information gaps always lead to thick walls that really can not I penetrate” sigh Dika.
“What do you mean, Nak” asked Aunt Clay with a frown.
“Lee will not be able to have a mercenary like the one he brought on that night. And a Lee's brain wouldn't be able to think about and plan all that. I'm sure there's a rich and powerful man standing behind Lee, so he's capable of doing that.
“Yang Mulia ...” hiss Aunt Clay makes Dika immediately turn her body and face towards Aunt Clay.
“What's up, Auntie, does Aunt remember something, please tell me, Auntie, whatever it is so that I can find out who is behind all the disasters that befell our family” asked Dika with such great curiosity.
“I remember the conversation between your daddy and Lee back then, when your daddy said that Lee would not survive His Majesty, but Lee said that His Majesty ordered himself because your daddy was considered treason” said Aunt Clay who immediately made Dika's face stiffen.
“Your Majesty who is Aunt, betray what” asked Dika with curiosity as well as tension surrounding her. There was a worry that suddenly entered his heart hearing the words Aunt Clay said. However, Dika tried to dismiss and reject it, and still hoped that the thing he was worried about did not come true.
