PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

THIRTY-THREE

Unlike Daniel who soon learns of Qiandra's departure, Dean learns that Qiandra has left when he receives an email from the woman.  With a frown Dean opened the email from Qiandra.

Dear Mr. Dean

When you read this message I may have gone far from this city, I'm sorry I didn't have time to say goodbye directly to you.  A lot of my debt to you that I can't possibly repay, you've saved me in those tough moments where I've almost given up on my life.  I'm so grateful to be given the opportunity to meet a great man like you.

I really mean it when I say only stupid women reject you, and I don't want to belong to that class, heee.  I Like You, Yes, it cannot be denied all the gentleness you do to me is really able to make my heart vibrate.

Even after you've cursed me, I'm still unable to hate you, I've already allowed that feeling to grow in my heart.  But I realize who I am, I'm just a very unworthy widow with you.  I'm not going to take advantage of your feelings to embarrass you by interrupting me.

So, I decided to go far away from this city, forgetting all the bitter memories of my life in this city.  Thank you for giving me color in my life, thank you for making me realize that I am

precious, thank you for accepting a dirty woman like me.  But now, let me start a new life out of all that past, please don't look for me.  If we were to match, I believe we would

found at another time.

However, I suggest finding another woman who is much better and more worthy of being with a handsome and great man like you, and forget everything that has ever happened between us.  Remember, I'm just the rest of the other men's women, while you deserve a much more qualified woman.

Thanks again for everything, and forgive me.

Sincerely, Qiandra Zwetta Aldrich.

Repeatedly Dean read the emails from Qiandra in disbelief, “No Qi, there is no way you can do this to me, I love you and I know you love me too.  Then why do you run, why do you always think you don't deserve me.” Dean sighed.

There was a very deep pain felt by the man, he pensively stared at the screen of his phone paying attention to every word written by Qiandra.  Until finally he reached for his phone and contacted Vian's assistant, “Vian, immediately entered my room” he said in a weak voice.

Assistant Vian was surprised to hear Dean's weak voice, he rushed to the room of the master and his best friend.  “What's wrong, Tuan” asked assistant Vian, he was more surprised to see Dean's face that looked so frustrated.

Dean throws his phone at Vian's assistant, making the man swiftly catch the expensive phone.  Vian's assistant looked at what was on Dean's phone screen, then he frowned.

“What is true of him, Vian” asked Dean again still in a weak voice.

Vian's assistant asked Dean for advice, then he sighed softly, when he saw that Qiandra's account had all been closed by the woman.  “Sorry, sir, it looks like this is indeed Miss Qiandra” he said slowly.

“But why, Vian, why did he have to leave, was my mistake really unforgivable by him” exclaimed Dean with a shuffle of his hair.

“Master, maybe Miss Qiandra does need a new atmosphere to start her life, what she has been living all this time is quite heavy for her, plus the actions of Daniel who has trapped her, and…..” assistant Vian can not continue his words.

“And I've been berating him” Dean continued with sadness.

“But, he can come to me and I will protect him, no one will be able to touch him in my protection” Dean said, he still cannot accept the reason Qiandra left him.

“Nona Qiandra, just like me and Albert, we are just ordinary people, Sir, although Miss Qiandra has so many advantages even almost perfect, yet she must also be aware of her status as a widow, too, which will definitely be a burdensome thing when he decides to step with you”, said assistant Vian.

“Shit, I never cared about his status, Vian, I loved him for what was” Dean's circus with an annoyed face.

“Master does not care about it, because Master loves Miss Qiandra very much, but what about the big family of Master, father and also ..... Tuan” mother said assistant Vian with a little laid out at the end of the time.

“He's not my mother, Vian, NO, you remember that, never call that snake my mother” sis Dean in a sharp voice, his hands even clutching the craters of Vian's assistant shirt.

“Ma-Sorry, Tuan” hiss assistant Vian.

“The snake woman will never be able to affect anything in my life, even if she is in that position” Dean's circus while throwing the body of Vian's assistant.

“But he can influence your extended family, Tuan” told Vian's assistant despite being a little scared but Vian's assistant knew it was time for him to resuscitate Dean.

Dean turned around abruptly and his hand quickly grabbed back the collar of Vian's assistant shirt and his clenched other hand wanted to slap Vian's assistant's face.  Vian's assistant was silent and did not try to resist or avoid defending himself.  Just as Dean's fist was about to land on Vian's assistant's handsome face, Dean suddenly stopped his hand and pushed Vian's assistant's body away.

Dean landed his punch right on the wall of the room, which caused his hand to bleed.  His face looks very angry, his eyes are reddened, “I'll kill the woman with my own hands if she dares to interfere with my life” sarcasnya, then she's back sitting on the sofa.

Assistant Vian just exhaled heavily, he fixed his clothes that were tangled due to Dean's grip.  “I will try to find out where Miss Qiandra” is she said slowly and walked away from the room.

“Vian, sorry” exclaimed Dean who felt uncomfortable because he had scolded his assistant and his best friend.

“When we can find Miss Qiandra, I just hope, you can make sure that the woman does not act anymore and injure Miss Qiandra” said Vian's assistant before closing the door to Dean's room.

Dean only snorted heavily, he knew what Vian's assistant said was true, the snake woman who was currently his father's wife did have the ability to influence the Zacharias extended family.  The woman's voice was even more often heard than the voices of the other daughters-in-law in their extended family.

Either because she was the wife of her father who was the eldest child in the Zacharias family, or indeed because she was very cunning and intelligent.  Well, Dean can't deny that the woman is smart, she is able to think faster than others.  So that when others are thinking, he can give consideration to reasonable reasons that certainly benefit him.

It is still clear Dean remembered, when the woman entered easily between her father and mother.  And with such convincing sweet words, the woman managed to get the entire extended family of Zacharias to accept herself in the place of Dean's mother, right on the day of Dean's mother's funeral.

An enormous heartache and guilt grew in Dean's heart to his mother.  However, it was Dean who had brought the woman into his extended family with other intentions.  However, the woman so cunningly, managed to turn things around, that now, she became the ruler in the main mansion.

Such deep hatred and anger made Dean choose to never again set foot in the main mansion, since the day of his mother's funeral.  Right from the moment the woman took off her hand and grabbed the hand of her father, Walt Zacharias.  Dean never again cared about the state of the main mansion, only his younger brother had always faithfully informed the condition of the main mansion to him, even though Dean never cared.