PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY-NINE

“Dean, your wife is pregnant young, and at a time like this, her heart becomes very sensitive. He can be a very different figure with his daily life, even later he may have an irrational desire. That's called the hormone pregnant women” explained doctor Albert to Dean.

“What do you mean” asked Dean with a wrinkled forehead.

“A woman who is pregnant tends to experience hormonal changes.  Well, although not all pregnant women experience this.  HCG hormone increases rapidly in the first trimester, then decreases its level in the second trimester. This is the reason why Mothers in the first trimester experience morning sickness aka nausea-vomiting in the morning, also become frequent urination. HCG hormone suppresses the Mother's immune system so that the Mother's body is more tolerant of the Little One. As a result, Mother is more susceptible to disease, for example, flu” said Dr. Albert again.

“Then what does that have to do with the Qiandra attitude earlier” asked Dean again with a frown.

Doctor Albert sighed for a while, then resumed his explanation, “In addition, these hormonal changes can also affect the emotions of pregnant women. Increased production of the hormones estrogen and progesterone in early pregnancy, for example, can have an impact on the ability of the brain to regulate the emotions of pregnant women.  Hormonal changes in the body of pregnant women can affect the level of neurotransmitters, which are brain chemicals that one of their functions is to regulate emotions. This makes pregnant women sometimes feel sad, want to cry, and easily offended. At other times, pregnant women can also suddenly feel happy and happy. Mood swings and emotions of pregnant women during pregnancy may not be under control” continued Dr. Albert again.

Dean was surprised to hear the explanation from Albert's doctor, he had no idea about such a thing at all.  “That means pregnancy will make a woman suffer” his his hiss as if talking to herself.

“In reality there are indeed many pregnancies that make a woman suffer, not only physical but also psychic.  So, it is not uncommon for many women who are afraid of getting pregnant, or who have been pregnant, then traumatized and do not want to experience it again. Pregnancy also brings happiness to a woman.  Can produce offspring especially from people who are loved, of course, a pride for a woman.  And so many women are willing to go through this suffering with gratitude and happiness.  So, now it is the duty of men to put themselves” said Dr. Albert.

“What do you mean” asked Dean.

“Well, if a man really loves his partner, his woman who is pregnant with the fruit of their love, the offspring of the man, then he should be able to support the pregnant woman through her pregnancy.  We only support by paying more attention, giving a sense of security and comfort, also trying to fulfill the wishes of women who are pregnant.  All of that is certainly to provide a sense of comfort and happiness for pregnant women, which will automatically support the health and also the development of the fetus in the womb” continued Dr. Albert again.

Dean was stunned to hear an explanation from Albert's doctor, really all this is a very new thing for him.  Dean did not expect that a woman who was pregnant would experience such suffering.  Because to her knowledge, a pregnant woman always looks so happy, she never sees a pregnant woman suffering.

When Dean was drowning in his daydream, suddenly his phocell vibrated, he immediately lifted it, “There Vian” asked Dean directly when he saw the number of people who contacted him.

“Master, Young Madam has woken up, but she immediately cried, and she also forbade me from telling you” whispered the assistant Vian who still sounded clearly in Dean's ear.

“Shit!!” dean called immediately and immediately stood up and left the room of Albert.

“Where are you” exclaimed doctor Albert when he saw his best friend was rushing.

“Qiandra got up and cried” exclaimed Dean before leaving Albert's doctor's room, Albert's doctor was surprised to hear Dean's reply, he also immediately stood up and caught up with Dean.  Doctor Albert worries about the condition of the Qiandra fetus if the woman returns sad and stressed.

Meanwhile in the Qiandra room, the pregnant woman had just woken up from her heart.  And when she recalled Dean's attitude that made her feel upset earlier, she again felt sad, especially when she did not find Dean beside her.  “Did Dean really get mad at me, ah it turns out he really didn't love me.  Time only because of such a problem he was angry to the point of leaving me” hiss Qiandra in his heart.

“Young Lady, what's up, what's sick, I'll contact Mr Dean and doctor Albert” a voice surprised Qiandra.  Qiandra turned and looked at Vian's assistant who was already standing beside her.  Qiandra slowly wiped away the tears flowing from the corner of her eyes.

“It's okay Brother Vian, there's no need to contact them, I'm fine, so please don't contact them ya” Qiandra said in a sad voice that left Vian's assistant stunned.  Vian's assistant had some doubts, he wanted to contact Dean but he couldn't refuse the request of this beautiful woman who looked so begging him.

“Alright, but can you stay calm, I need to go to the restroom briefly” said assistant Vian who replied to Qiandra with a nod of his head.  Assistant Vian immediately rushed towards the restroom, although he could not resist Qiandra's wishes, but the assistant Vian more could no longer see the tears on the woman's face.

“Master, Young Madam has woken up, but she immediately cried, and she also forbade me from telling you”, said assistant Vian in a whisper as her call directly connected even on the first ring.  After saying that, he immediately rushed out of the restroom and there he still saw Qiandra who was still crying even a little sobbing.

Just as Vian's assistant was about to step closer to Qiandra to calm the woman, the door of the room was already open and the look on Dean's face was very worried.  “Honey, you are awake, I'm sorry I left you earlier, I went out to see doctor Albert” exclaimed Dean who immediately stepped closer to Qiandra.

Qiandra was surprised to see Dean's presence in the room, she glanced sharply at Vian's assistant.  While Vian's own assistant soon passed after seeing Albert's doctor outside the room calling him.  “I'm sorry, Mr, Young Madam, I let you go out first” said assistant Vian without caring about the gaze of Qiandra.

Dean ignored Vian's assistant, he immediately took a position and sat down beside Qiandra, “Honey, forgive me, forgive your husband's stupidity, my jealousy makes it difficult for me to control myself.  Losing yourself over and over again really traumatized me, I was really scared of losing you again.  Please forgive me, Honey, don't keep quiet on me, please , Honey” Dean said in a pleading voice.

Qiandra slowly reached out her hand and grabbed Dean's fingers on the bed beside her.   “I'm sorry too, Love, I'm sorry for being too carried away.” sis Qiandra.

Dean immediately raised his face, and that was when Qiandra could see that the husband's face was already wet.  Ah, Qiandra suddenly felt very guilty towards Dean, she felt that she had behaved too childishly.  Qiandra reached out her hand and wiped away the trace of tears on her husband's handsome face.

Dean held back the Qiandra's fingers that were wiping away her tears, then she gently dipped the woman's lentic fingers.  “I'm sorry, Honey, this is all a new experience for me, please teach me to be a good husband for you.  Forgive me for focusing too much on my fear of losing you, until I forget about your current situation” Dean said in a sad voice making Qiandra feel even more guilty.

“Already, Love, I am also sorry yes, I don't know I have so hard to control my emotions, please understand my current situation” sigh Qiandra.

“Sure, Honey, sure, I was wrong to have forgotten your circumstances and my ignorance of the state of a pregnant woman.  I'm sorry, I will try to improve myself, and please forgive me too if I can't be a good husband for you” sigh Dean while tightly grasping the fingers of his beloved wife.

“Hmmm, did you ask Kak Al, Love” asked Qiandra when she realized that said Dean seemed to just realize the change in her.

“You were right, Honey, I was so confused to see your attitude, that I went to Albert to ask him what it was, from there I just knew a little about the hormones of pregnant women.  I'm sorry if my desire to have offspring actually makes you suffer, if you mind then just one, I will not ask again” said Dean with sincerity.

“Ha ha ha, where I suffer, I am very happy, Love.  In theory we women are mentioned to have suffered a lot during pregnancy, but actually this is a very happy moment for us and a moment that a woman dreams of so much when she has a life partner.  And, yes, our happiness will feel more complete when we can go through this pregnancy together with the people we love so much” Qiandra said at length to Dean.

“Of course, Honey, I will always be by your side and I will always support you, please just say whatever you want and whatever can make you feel happy.  At this time his heart was relieved, although for a moment he had felt very sad and sorry for his ignorance of the state of the wife.

Dean slowly stood up and grabbed Qiandra's body, he clutched tightly onto the body of the woman he loved so much.  “I Love You, Honey, and always Love You” sis Dean heartily.

Qiandra also returned the husband's embrace with happiness.  Especially when hearing the word of love from Dean that sounded so sincere, the heart of the beautiful woman immediately melted.  “Love you too, Love” said among the happy that popped in his heart.

“Heh, please keep your attitude on our patient, Sir, I could have ordered the security officers to take you out even deport you out of this country, Mr. Obama said, if you can't obey the rules here” a very clear voice belongs to who again spoils the moment of martyrdom between Dean and Qiandra.

If Dean ignores Albert's voice, it is different from Qiandra who is bowed shyly and tries to let go of Dean's embrace.  “Love, there is Kak Al” desis Qiandra when he felt that Dean's embrace was getting tighter.

“Don't mind a human like him, Honey, he just feels jealous of us, wrong himself can't get a partner.  Finally, his work just interferes with the intimacy of others,” exclaimed Dean with a voice a little loud so that it was heard clearly by doctor Albert.

“Hey, who said I can't get a partner, I just don't want to be” cried doctor Albert.

“Hah, that is the same as a weathered singles” exclaimed Dean, but he did not mind still releasing his embrace on the body of Qiandra.  Dean also slowly fixed the position of the Qiandra lying down and again enveloped the wife's body with gentleness.

“Basic ungrateful man, just now his face was like clothes never ironed, fitting already happy then forget to give advice” exclaimed doctor Albert who did not want to lose with Dean.  The handsome doctor stepped closer to Qiandra with some examination tools in his hands.

Qiandra could only smile at the debate between the two friends.  Qiandra was already very puffed up with the behavior of the two, therefore she did not feel astonished anymore by their debate.   Qiandra knew that the two were always trying to create a happy atmosphere around Qiandra, and this woman felt very grateful for that.

“Alright, Madam, how are you at the moment, are there any complaints” asked Albert doctor when he was already at Qiandra's side and started doing the examination.  Doctor Albert was indeed worried when he found out the condition of Qiandra who had cried earlier, but at this time Albert can breathe a sigh of relief to see the smile on the beautiful face of the woman.

“I feel much better, Brother, thank you for helping us” Qiandra said in a soft snowy voice.

“Whatever, Qi, whatever it is for you, never hesitate to tell me whatever you feel or want.  Do not mind this insensitive man, even if you are disturbed by his existence, I will be happy to keep him away from you” said Dr. Albert.  His eyes stared at Dean who was completely unwilling to budge from the Qiandra side.

Dean could only glare at Albert when he heard his best friend's last words.  However, his attitude was certainly not cared for by Doctor Albert.  The handsome doctor continued to check on Qiandra and made sure that the woman was really fine.  And when he saw that his best friend was concentrating, Dean finally chose silence and did not answer, said Dr. Albert.