PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED EIGHTY-THREE

Qiandra looked at the three people with some hesitation, “Himwa that we are all at stake, Feli, if it is true there are still people who do not want us around Dean and Dean can not fulfill your request, Feli, if it is true that there are still people who do not want us around Dean and Dean can not fulfill your request, then we can only prepare to receive the end of our family” said Chris who contains threats.

Chris said back in Qiandra's mind, for some reason his heart became troubled.  For Qiandra if only her life was at stake, it wasn't

trouble and he won't worry too much.  But if he had to risk his family's life, Qiandra would have to rethink it.

Qiandra sighed for a moment, her entire family had walked out of that room.  They gave Qiandra a chance to make a decision.  “We will not force you to choose

as we wish, but make a decision in accordance with our conscience and

your trust in your husband” Clayandra said shortly before she came out and

left Qiandra in that room.

“Hah, why do my heart doubt, do I not believe in my own husband” whispered Qiandra.  “But if I don't trust him, why would I want to be his wife and be willing to endure to this day and even willing to contain his flesh and blood.

Qiandra sat on the pregnant mother's chair which was specially prepared by Dika for her.  This beautiful woman stared out the window of her room where the garden lay

playing so beautiful.  Smileful

suddenly engraved on his lips as a flash of past memories flashed through nature

his thoughts.

Along with that smile, tears also flowed unnoticed by him.  A longing suddenly entered his heart when he remembered the faces of his parents who used to spoil him.  “Mommy, daddy, daddy,

please help Feli, help Feli to make the best decision.  You know that Feli has always depended on you and Brother Dika to make a decision” exhorted Qiandra again.

Qiandra was used to living alone and making any decisions for herself.  But all that he did without thinking that he still had a family.  Because often Qiandra makes decisions that are fairly courageous, because indeed she does not care about her life.

Unlike this time, Qiandra has a moral burden where there is the safety of her family that depends on her decision.  Qiandra knew that Dika also had power

big enough to protect yourself.  But Qiandra could not deny that power and power were still far under Dean's power.

Qiandra sighed for a moment, before she finally pressed the intercom on her side, “Kak Dika, can you come here briefly”, he said.

Not long after the door of Qiandra's room opened hurriedly and a worried figure appeared.  “What's up, Feli, are you okay” asked Dika who slightly ran towards Qiandra.

Qiandra reached out her hand and was immediately reached by Dika, “I'm fine, Brother, thank you for worrying about me” he said in a sad voice.

“It's my job, dear Feli, don't say that” Dika said as she clashed with one knee in front of Qiandra.  Dika stared fixedly at the face of the sister, then

stretched out one of his free hands to caress the face of Qiandra.

“Why Kak” asked Qiandra who felt somewhat astonished by Dika's intense gaze.

“Ah, stupid me, why my eyes were closed all this time” sigh Dika who was still staring at the face of Qiandra fixedly.

Qiandra's forehead wrinkled, “What do you mean Sister” asked the woman with an increasingly greater sense of wonder.

“While looking at your face like this, I realized that you look a lot like Mommy, except for your hair.  I remember when Mommy really liked it

changing her hairstyle, maybe that's what made me so unaware

“Well, I hardly ever change my hairstyle because it's actually, albeit very small, there is hope in my heart that one day there is someone who says I look like someone who was part of my family in the past” Sigh Qiandra.

“I'm sorry I found you too late, Dek” sighed with regret.

“Ah, never mind, don't think too much about it, it's the past and we've met this time, that's what we should be grateful for

Qiandra.  Dika smiled and nodded

agree with the sister's words.

“Alright, now tell Big Brother, what did you call Big Brother here, is there something you need, hmmmm, just tell Big Brother, or is there something you want.  Says pregnant women always have a unique desire, and sister will

fulfilling all your wishes it” said Dika while patting Qiandra's hands.

“Thank you, sister, but currently Feli is not wanting anything, maybe all this problem makes Feli a little lost

tastes preoccupy others” said Qiandra with a nosy smile on his face.

“Don't try to tease big brother, Feli, you never can bear if you reply” kekeh Dika.

“Iya, yes, but Feli is serious now Brother, will you help Felicia” asked Felicia with eyes full of supplication.

“Hey you don't need to put on a face like that, you know big brother will do anything for you.  Now say what you want” said Dika.

Qiandra sighed for a moment, “Kak, according to big brother, whether I can trust Dean” great-grandson Qiandra with a slightly hesitant voice.

“Feli, ...” hiss Dika who felt almost in disbelief that the sister would ask him that.  “Sorry, sister was a little surprised to hear you ask about your husband, though you yourself know how my relationship with Dean” hastily Dika connect the words he said when he saw Felicia's face that slightly changed when he heard Dika's answer.

“I just feel the need to listen to the opinion of my brother, however, my brother is still my only representative of Mommy and Daddy” great-grandson of Qiandra again.

Dika smiled at Qiandra's words, “Thank you for asking for Brother's opinion, Brother feels very appreciated by you” said Dika.  “About Dean, sister does not know much of his personality, brother only knows him in business battles only.  But, what you believe, he

love you so much, just like brother's belief in Daniel's love for you”

said Dika.

“Ish, Brother, why should I also mention Daniel again” Qiandra's sigh while taking off Dika's hand.

When he smiled again despite the sadness in the corner of his heart, “It seems there is not the slightest gap in your heart for Daniel, I'm sorry, Daniel” whispered to Dika.  “Don't be angry, did you ask my opinion earlier, then that's my opinion” continued Dika.

“I mean not a matter of his feelings, but a matter of trust, whether according to brother Dean can be trusted” asked Qiandra again.

Dika slowly stood up and put his hand in the bag of material pants he was wearing.  The handsome man stepped slowly towards the window he was staring at

Qiandra since earlier, “Do you remember everything that has happened in the park, Feli” asked Dika arrived without answering Qiandra's question.

Qiandra nodded as she moved her eyes and looked towards the garden.  “Smallly small, Brother, but the memories really make my heart warm” Qiandra said.

“Well, that warmth, that warmth that comes from sincere affection.  You will still feel it even when it is very long gone and only left in the memories of”, Dika said again.

Qiandra frowned and looked at Dika trying to understand what her sister said.   “I mean big brother” asked Qiandra in the end.