PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND SIXTEEN

Daniel accompanied Qiandra to lunch, he

take everything Qiandra wants, from food, to

drinks for Qiandra.  “Daniel, isn't it

you haven't eaten” asked Qiandra to the man.

“Don't worry about me, watching you eat greedily I feel happy and immediately feel full” said Daniel

while giggling amusedly looking at Qiandra who was eating like a starving person.

“Haish, I'm sorry, I'm really hungry and all the food served was my favorite, sorry if I

being khilap” said Qiandra with a met face to resist embarrassment due to his behavior who ate like a person who had not met food for a long time.

“No problem, Qi, and about the menu earlier, I did deliberately prepare it specifically for you.  I've been very upset with all your favorite menus, and all this time

I will try to fulfill all your desires” said Daniel with a sincere smile that adorned his handsome face.

“You deliberately want to make me

fat” said Qiandra a little joking to melt her tension.

“Ha ha ha, I'm really curious to see

a Qiandra has a fat body, because as long as I know you, never once have I seen your weight change, if you become fat you will definitely be more beautiful and sexy” Daniel's laughter blared in the room.  It was the happy face of the man that was not made at all.

“Haish, where there is a fat woman it's beautiful”

sahut Qiandra's.

“You women are too doctrinated

with the thought that the thin body is beautiful, but the beauty of a woman is not just from her appearance.  The beauty of a woman from her physique will quickly disappear, but the beauty from within her is not much more beautiful and not lost eaten time” said Daniel wisely.

Qiandra looked at the man, as if not

believe that a Daniel the Son of Mahardika has thoughts such as

that's.  “But, still you guys first see the appearance right before seeing the heart” Qiandra said.

“Well, in that case, I guess you were right, Qi,

the first thing a man sees is definitely a woman's physique, but when we want to get to know more, then the heart and person of a woman will be our priority.

“Halah, that's just the wits of a man

only, basically if a woman is not beautiful with a fat body, you will definitely not approach her, even glancing no” said Qiandra who remained insistent with his opinion.

“I think you're right about that too, Qi,

but you know, the criteria for us beautiful men are different.  And if all men are only looking for beautiful women, then what do you think about the not-so-beautiful women out there, don't they still have a life partner.  That means, their partner, the men

not just looking for beautiful women kan” said Daniel again.

“Well, it's probably because they can't

get beautiful women” Qiandra said with origin because it already feels cornered.  Actually, Qiandra knows that all

it is said by Daniel that it is true, but he just wants to throw away his fullness

with a little casual arguing with the man.

“Hey, why answer like that, you

like not the Qiandra the debate guy, is it because you are trying to stand on the side that you yourself know is wrong, hmmm” exclaimed Daniel softly.  He knew Qiandra very well and all of her ability to argue, and Daniel knew very well.

“Hah, no, I was just saying the truth” Qiandra said.

“Whatever it is, Qi, to me you are a woman

perfect with outer and inner beauty, so even if you become fat, ugly or whatever your physical condition is, your kind heart will always keep me going and keep falling in love with you” Daniel said as he stared and locked the woman's bead.

Such beautiful blue eyes with a gaze

gentle love makes the Qiandra completely glued.  Qiandra was not even able to resist as Daniel grabbed and gently grasped her fingers.  “I love you, Qiandra, anything and

no matter how you are, you're still the best woman I've known in my entire life

my life” said Daniel softly.

For a moment, Qiandra was stunned by the words

sweet Daniel, yet he soon awakened himself.  Qiandra slowly pulled her hand from Daniel's, but Daniel clasped her hand tightly.  “And, you know I will never be able to return your feelings, please do not torture yourself by continuing to love me, and please do not force me to love you.  I won't be able to share my heart for you, and it will hurt you, and I really don't want to be that” Qiandra said gently.

Well, if indeed with a strong word of rejection does not make Daniel stop loving himself.  Then Qiandra will try in a gentle way to reject the man, just as Daniel tried in a gentle way to attract Qiandra.

“I will keep trying, Qi, to the limit

at the end of the day, I won't give up.  You know how long I've been waiting for you, how long I've been waiting for you to give me a chance.  So, now I won't waste this opportunity, so, let me keep trying to knock on your heart's door” Daniel said in a soft and very gentle voice.

Had it not been the Qiandra, then there would have been no woman who would have survived all the romantic words of a Daniel Putra Mahardika.  A rich, handsome and beautiful presidir, said the word romantic with this soft.

“Do it, if it makes you feel

satisfied, Daniel, but I'm sure you won't be able to get anything but

disillusionment.  And I really don't want to

you feel disappointed and hurt, because I will not give you hope

all for you” Qiandra said

“Not why, Qi, I will not blame you for whatever the end result of my struggle is.  For me, as long as you want to give me a chance, it is already much more than enough” said Daniel refused to give up like Qiandra's hope.

Qiandra sighed for a moment, really she did not

I wonder how a perfect man like Daniel would waste years just waiting for him.  Qiandra knew very well that he would not be able to stop the wishes of a Daniel, but Qiandra also could not let Daniel continue to hope.

“Daniel, I give you a chance not a hope, because that hope does not exist and will never exist.  Because for me after Brother Charles and Dean, I will no longer open my heart to anyone. So even if I had to lose Dean, I still wouldn't be able to give my heart to you.  Because if I lose Dean, then I'll lose my life.  I gave my whole heart to her and there is no place

for the love of others in my heart” said Qiandra.

the bed that leads directly to the beach.  Indeed Daniel still could not hear the mouth of Qiandra mention the name

Dean, but he felt at least at this moment his emotions no longer exploded as usual.

Daniel breathed a few times

to control his emotions, he really did not want to scare Qiandra anymore.  While Qiandra could only freeze, he resigned himself if Daniel arrived to rampage because he heard Qiandra mention Dean by name.  Qiandra

I hope Daniel will understand that at any time Qiandra will not be able to love Daniel.

“Qi, tell me, what are the advantages of men

that's what's not on me, so you prefer her even just by meeting for a few moments, you can immediately decide to love her” asked Daniel without staring at Qiandra.

Qiandra was quite surprised by the question

Daniel, to be honest if asked what Daniel's shortcomings when compared to Dean, can be said to be nothing at all.  Both are equally handsome and charming in different versions.  Mapan and the rich are clearly not in doubt.  The attention and affection that the two gave to Qiandra was also the same.

Qiandra was silent for a moment hearing Daniel's question which she was deeply unsuspecting.  “Nothing, Daniel, nothing less or more in between

you're both.  You two are the same

amazing man, thousands of women out there.  You can get any woman who

you guys want” Qiandra said.

“Yes, except for you, Qi” Daniel said audibly

so poignant.

“Yes, I, I for the women out there are

a very lucky woman, because she got the love of two men

perfect as you.  But did you know

you, Daniel, if my heart can choose, I really want to find a simple man who is worth me.  Because I am not looking for the perfect man, but I am looking for a man who can make me happy not because of his material or perfection.

“Do you think I can't

make yourself happy, Qi, if you want us to live simply, I am willing, Qi, Qi,

I will let go of everything I have just so I can live with you” Daniel said.

“Well, I know you are very and very able

make me happy, and you will be able to do anything for me, as well as Dean.  But my heart has been

choose to love who, not for any reason.  For years I have been with you, with you as your secretary, I have known you, but my heart still cannot accept and love you, and it was all long before

I know Dean.  And Dean, like

you said, Daniel, I've only known him for a while and I don't know how my heart can open up to him and fall in love with him.  Those are all things I can't explain” said Qiandra at length.

Qiandra replied like that because she didn't

wanted to make Daniel try to be Dean.  Because there are so many advantages of Dean compared to Daniel to a Qiandra.  However, he did not want to make Daniel keep trying to find a loophole to make Qiandra fall in love by acting like Dean.

Because Qiandra knows that Daniel can

be nice like Dean, but it'll only be temporary.  When someone tries to change his personality to be like the person of others then he will not be able to stay like that forever.  It will certainly be temporary when he wants something, and when he has got what

what he wants is to be himself again.

Daniel sighed at Qiandra's reply, “Don't turn back the word, Qi, I know how you are.  It's impossible to love someone for no apparent reason.  It's just that I don't understand, how can you love him in just an instant.  Are you sure you know him well, even at the beginning of your meeting he hurt you.  As for me, never once did I hurt you, except that moment, when I was right

with the fear of losing you” said Daniel with various feelings raging in his heart.

Qiandra fell silent, said Daniel

in his heart.  Can't be Qiandra

deny that he doesn't know Dean so deeply.  And even to this day Qiandra has not known much about how a Dean really is.   Very little is known by the Qiandra about a Dean.  Even when they were married,

qiandra's knowledge and introduction of Dean was based on the man's story alone.

Surely different from Daniel, Qiandra already

with Daniel for years.  He knew Daniel as arrogant, arrogant

and very emotional.  And just together

with Qiandra, Daniel can be a little more gentle and very considerate of him.

Qiandra already knew that her decision to accept Dean's proposal was too soon.  However, Qiandra could not resist back then, because even though it had been two years apart she still loved Dean.  The anger in his heart from Dean's abuse of him first, just vanished because

his misses are so big.

“Why are you silent, Qi, you just realized that you have made a decision that is too rushed.  But it's okay, Qi, I'll still be ready

accept you whatever your circumstances” said Daniel with great confidence.

Qiandra breathed a heavy sigh, Daniel said in no way to be denied by her.  But the end of Daniel's sentence really made Qiandra stunned.  How could this man be so easy

accepting her who has become the wife of others, even for the second husband.

“Daniel, maybe everything you say is true, I don't really know Dean, I'm in too much of a rush to accept the proposal and marry Dean.  But that is the state of the heart, something that logic is hard to accept.  Loving without a reason

explained, accept all circumstances, disadvantages or advantages” sahut

Qiandra.

“It was just your defense against the mistake you've made, Qi, why don't you just be honest with your heart, that you

you are too rushed with your decision.  Every one of us must have made a mistake, so do not hesitate to admit it” said Daniel is still trying to influence Qiandra.

Qiandra smiled at Daniel, “Everything you said is true, Daniel, but I still deny if you call me making the wrong decision.  Because

to me, what I have decided is right for me, although maybe not for others” Qiandra said confidently.