PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY EIGHT

Qiandra felt her entire body crumble dimly, she slowly opened her eyes and looked around her.  Qiandra was stunned as she looked at Dika who was asleep while sitting by her side.  The man's hand was still clasping Qiandra's hand tightly.

Suddenly Qiandra again felt bitter and bitter when he recalled everything that had happened.  Tears flowed back from the corner of her eyes, her hands outstretched through her belly, “Mommy won't separate you from your Daddy, honey, Mommy won't let you feel what Mommy's been through all of Mommy”'s life Qiandra whispered.

Qiandra did feel quite happy when she was able to rediscover the family she thought had been missing all along.  However, the harsh reality he heard today made all that happiness lost erased by such deep pain.  Qiandra also realized that she would be faced with two choices, her biological family or her own husband.

The bitterness he had felt all along made Qiandra make a quick decision.  Qiandra doesn't want to care anymore

on the other hand, for a moment he wanted to be selfish and choose his own happiness.  Qiandra was already feeling very tired of living her life filled with tears.

Isak Qiandra turned out to slowly restore Dika's consciousness.  The man looked at Qiandra's face which looked calm even though it was pale.  “Feli, forgive Brother, Brother really has no intention of wanting to snatch your happiness, Brother just does not want to lose you again” hiss Dika with a soft voice.

Qiandra turned her face and looked towards Dika who looked extremely chaotic at the moment.  “Let me go back to my husband, brother, that's all my happiness” hiss Qiandra in a slightly sharp tone.

“Feli, Brother please consider once again, Brother really does not want to lose you again” sigh Dika with full application.

“What according to Brother, Dean will be able to kill me with his flesh and blood is now in my womb” asked Qiandra with a little sharp.

“Dean probably won't do that, but the people around him, we really don't know, Feli” said Dika is still trying to make Qiandra reconsider her decision.

“I don't care, if I have to meet my death under the protection of my own husband, it's much better than I have to feel the loss again” said Qindra with a little sarcasm.

“Son, we know everything you've been through, we also understand very well the reasons for your current decision, and we don't blame you for that at all.  But

at least consider what Dika, your sister, has lived

full of fear and resentment and even to this day still can not open

heart to love.  Consider anyway

your Aunt's sacrifice, which for years was willing to leave her family behind to keep you safe.  Also consider your daughter's family willing to be left behind and let their mother take care of you.  All because they love you so much and want to keep you safe.  Are all those sacrifices going to be wasted this time by giving your life voluntarily to danger” doctor Freddy tried to give input to Qiandra.

“I don't ask them to do all that if I know everything from the beginning” hiss Qiandra.

“True, you did not ask for it, but even if you did not ask for it, they did it anyway because they loved you so much.  Don't you know that your Aunt Clay is always sobbing at the sight of your journey, while she can only play your servant” asks Dr. Freddy again.

Qiandra was silent at once, only to realize that everything Freddy's doctor said was true.  “You lived your life through all the terrible suffering, but that doesn't mean your biological family life didn't have as much trouble as you did.  All undergo in their respective portions, trying to protect and look after each other in ways that may be difficult to accept common sense.  But, shouldn't it be like that

family, don't you miss your own real family so much.  Without you knowing all this time you have always lived in Clayandra's affection which is even more prioritizing you than his own son” still doctor Freddy continues to speak.

The soft and shady voice of the middle-aged doctor really entered into the hearts of the indecisive Qiandra.  Qiandra suddenly sobbed herself, “I know, I know, Doc, but I also can't leave my husband and let my son not know his own father.  I can't let my son go through the agony I've been through.” hissed Qiandra with a heart of grief.

for him, but it does not mean that other people do not experience the same suffering.

Doctor Freddy sighed for a moment, a hint of relief seething in his heart upon hearing Qiandra's reply.  “No one asked you to leave your husband, Feli, we all just told you everything that has happened.  Including allegations of who is behind Lee, we reveal that you understand our concerns” he said later.

“But if all that is true doesn't that mean I have no other choice but to leave my husband” asked Qiandra again.

“No, Feli, we haven't made any decisions, because we haven't been able to confirm whether Lee's words are true or not.  All this time we just try to avoid, and Dika who has done the investigation is always deadlocked

with thick walls that could not be penetrated when it came into contact with

husband's family.  You alone must be

very know their strength is not?” ask Dr. Freddy again.

Clayandra, Chris and Dika who were in the room were all silent.  They had been asked by Freddy's doctor to hold back and let Freddy talk to the Qiandra.  Because if the three of them were to speak they would be very easily carried away by emotions.

While Freddy's doctor can be more neutral, because he is not emotionally involved with the family.  It could be said Freddy's doctor could be a good mediator for all of them.  In addition to her not being involved in blood, Dr. Freddy also knows all the family's history.

Therefore, Clayandra, Chris and Dika agreed to Freddy's doctor's plan.  It turned out that their plan could go smoothly, because it proved that Qiandra could receive input from doctor Freddy.  Not only was doctor Freddy relieved, but the three of them also felt relieved when

heard Qiandra's reply.

Qiandra fell silent for a moment when she heard Doctor Freddy's explanation.  Although it's been too long about Dean, but a little bit of Qiandra knows enough about her husband's strength and power.  Qiandra could not deny that what Freddy's doctor said was true.

The Dean family as a royal family that still upholds the customs of the royal family to date.  It was impossible to say they lost all their strength and power.  As a layman though, Qiandra could confirm that the Dean family must have great power.

If now all that doesn't look real, but Qiandra is sure behind her husband there is a huge support.  Qiandra could see how Dean could solve all his problems so easily.  It shows that Dean really has power that cannot be underestimated.

That power is certainly not just attached to Dean himself.  There must be another party behind all the power and power Dean has.  Unfortunately, until recently, Qiandra did

didn't know too much, because he was just in the Dean family.

Qiandra only knew Vian's assistant and Albert's doctor as Dean's best friend and right-hand man.  Beyond that, the Qiandra had not known too much at all.  Even Dean's own family was just a few

people known by the Qiandra.

“So, what should I do, Doc, please never ask me to leave my husband” sighs Qiandra with a face of despair, after a while she fell silent.