PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY-SIX

Charles smiled as he shook his head, “No, honey, that's not the case, I just feel so happy seeing you find your love again. We are different in nature, and it is so happy for me to see you living your life so happily, and indeed I very much hope for that”, Charles said softly.

“So, come back to your world, Qi, here I will always take care of you and I will return our son to you” continued Charles gently while looking directly at the bead of Qiandra's eyes.

“I'm sorry, Brother, I do love Dean, you know that.  But I also don't want to add any more trouble to his life by loving an unlucky carrier like me.  Dean can find another happiness with another woman, sister, but not me”, Qiandra said with a sad face.

“Do you think he can forget about you, Qi, hmmmm” asked Charles with a gentle smile and his fingers caressed Qiandra's face lovingly.

Qiandra slowly changed her sitting position and laid her body and placed her head on Charles' lap.  “Sister, he's got everything, it's not a difficult thing for him to find a replacement for me. What am I, Brother, I am just a pesky carrier for the people I love” sigh Qiandra subconsciously she felt pain in her heart.

“Ha ha ha, just saying he found your replacement only you already feel sad, Qi, and are you sure he can find your replacement quickly after some time that he went through just to find you, then how can you think he'll easily forget you” asked Charles again still while stroking Qiandra's long hair. Charles knew that the heart of the woman he loved was sad.

“There was me feeling sad, and again he could not and had trouble finding my successor because I was still in the same world as him, Brother, different if I was already in a different world with him, he would definitely soon find my replacement easily” Qiandra said confidently although still unable to deny the pain in his heart.

Charles smiled as he looked at the face of the woman he loved so dearly.  “Are you sure he won't be like you after losing me, it took you years right, Qi, then how about him, you know, don't you think that he'll make the decision to choose his own life after losing you, even though you know he's the last of his extended family.  So, are you ready to be the cause of the loss of a family line just because you” asked Charles again.

“Kak, don't scare me like that, even if I come back, I can't give him a descendant, not necessarily, I've lost once and I'm afraid even now I'll lose another” Qiandra said sadly.

Charles looked at the woman with his sad eyes, “ I promised I would return our son if you were really ready, Qi.  I used to choose to take it from you because I didn't want to make it difficult for you to take care of it without someone to help you and continue to be by your side.  But now, you already have him who will always be faithful to accompany you, so you just prepare yourself, said Charles again.

“But Brother ...” Qiandra again wanted to reject Charles' wish, but as she looked at Charles's face, she saw the man moving further and further away from her, “Kak !!!” qiandra exclaimed as she tried to grab Charles' body without letting go of his grip on the man's fingers.

“Run your day happily, Qiqiku, here I will always support you” said Charles who is growing from Qiandra.  Qiandra, who did not want to part with Charles, tried to hold the man's hand with all her might.  Until Qiandra could feel the warmth flowing in her palms and she heard a familiar voice calling out to her.

“Qi, Qi, Honey, do you hear me, please open your eyes, Honey, it's me, Dean, Honey” Dean exclaimed as he patted Qiandra's cheek lovingly.

Qiandra tried to stare at the face that kept calling out her name.  Samar can be seen the face of a very handsome man who makes Qiandra's heart suddenly feel warm.  “Love, ...” hiss Qiandra although not clear but can be captured by Dean's ears.

“Yes, Honey, it's me, it's me, please come back to me, my love, I beg” Dean sighed with tears beginning to drip in the corner of his eyes.  Dean's hand grew tighter clasping the Qiandra's fingers, while his other hand continued to pat Qiandra's cheek gently trying to wake the woman up.

Qiandra slowly opened her eyes and collected her life that felt scattered in various directions.  Qiandra tried to wake herself up, where she is now.  Because a moment ago he could feel happiness together with Charles and their son.  But now?, Qiandra did not know what she was feeling, happy to be able to hear back the voice of Dean the man she loved so much.  But, he also did not deny the sadness of infiltrating in his heart when he lost Charles again.

Qiandra finally slowly opened her eyes, and at that moment she could clearly see the face of the male who had already broken into tears.  Qiandra smiled gently, her hands ungrasped, slowly stretched out and gently stroked Dean's face, “Love, ..." he said.

Dean smiled happily among the roars of his tears as he saw that Qiandra had opened her eyes.  Dean immediately pressed the button that was on top of Qiandra's head repeatedly.  Then he grabbed the Qiandra fingers that were stroking his face.  Dean brought the two Qiandra fingers and kissed them gently, “Thank you, thank you, Honey, thank you for coming back to me” Dean said with a slight sobbing of happiness.

Not long after, a clattering of steps sounded outside the Qiandra room.  And in the blink of an eye, the room was already filled with Albert's doctor and the other medical team.  “Wait there first, we have to make sure the condition of Qiqi” exclaimed doctor Albert to Dean, when he saw the man did not budge from his place.

Dean looked at Albert's doctor in annoyance, but as he looked at Qiandra and saw the woman nod weakly, Dean finally resigned.  “I'll be back again, Honey” Dean said as he gently peeked at Qiandra's forehead, then he stood up and stepped towards the sofa in the room.

“Haish, look at the man's behavior, Qi, he was right like a child who was taken his candy” great-grandson Doctor Albert when he saw Dean's pouting face when leaving Qiandra.  “By the way, welcome back, Qi, I'm happy because you still want to open your eyes.  Because I really feel sad if I can't see your beautiful eyes shining on your beautiful face” said Dr. Albert, who made Qiandra blush.

“Al, do you not love your life” exclaimed Dean who could hear said doctor Albert.

“Gosh, how could he just sit there, shouldn't he be waiting outside, possessive male base” said doctor Albert in a voice that could be heard clearly by Dean.

“Al ....” Excite Dean again.

Qiandra could only smile at the babbling doctor Albert who always liked to tease Dean.  Qiandra was already used to the attitude and babbling of doctors Albert and Dean.  Qiandra knew that Albert always wanted to create a pleasant atmosphere around Qiandra.  And Qiandra also could not deny that the handsome doctor's babble that often provoked Dean's emotions, was always able to make Qiandra smile.

After all the medical team was out, Albert's doctor gave Dean a code to approach.  When Dean approached, Albert began to speak.  “I don't want to hide anything from the two of you, because all of this you both need to know and only by supporting each other to get through this period” Albert told the couple.

“What's up, Al” asked Dean with a worried face.

“In general the condition of Qiandra has improved, it's just that the condition of the content is very weak.  Qiandra must continue to undergo bed rest some time ahead, of course, must be with a calm mind and avoid stress and heavy mind load.

“Then, what's the problem” asked Dean again.

Doctor Albert sighed with a little annoyance, “Will you if a little bit of Qiqi feels stress, then you will most likely lose this baby” hiss with a little fuss at Dean.

“Then I will take care of him, I will not let him think of any severe problems especially until stress” said Dean confidently.

“Haish, I just hope that you can do it, because I'm more worried that you yourself are the cause of Qiqi to be stressed, until I thought about keeping you away from him” doctor Albert.

“Hey, what do you mean, where might I make him suffer like that, what do you think without me you can take better care of him” exclaimed Dean with ruffled and a little possessive.

“Gosh, Bro, I just told you that we should give Qiqi a nice atmosphere, you've been screaming nearby because of your possessiveness.” whispered doctor Albert with slick eyes.  “Yes, already, now can you go out and let his family again visit Qiqi” continued doctor Albert gave up on arguing with Dean.

“Qiqi is well aware and well done, so I will stay here to take care of it, please let them enter” said Dean who did not want to move a second away from Qiandra.

“Love, ...” said Qiandra gently trying to give the man some understanding.

“Qi, Honey, please don't throw me out, you know how I suffered being separated from you” whispered Dean who understood the meaning of the wife.

“Hah, never mind, Qi, you know the character of this man, wonder me how you can fall in love with a man like this” whispered doctor Albert as he stepped out of the room.

Dean did not care what the doctor said, Albert, he did not even turn his head when he heard that his best friend had left the room.  “Honey, let you know that I feel like I just got my life back when you opened your eyes.  Really, everything felt hollow when I lost you, especially when I found you and you prefer to close your eyes, that, is very, very painful” sis Dean in Qiandra's ear.

Qiandra reached out her hand and stroked the male's jaw which looked slightly blackened because it was covered in fine fur that never seemed to be shaved at all.  “Thank you for finding us, Love, thank you for staying faithful waiting for us, and forgive me for everything that has happened, especially about Dad ...”

“No, it wasn't your fault, it was our carelessness that caused everything to go awry, I thank you for saving my life, Honey, even though I really don't allow you to do that anymore.  It's free you save my life if it makes me have to lose you, because losing you is much more painful than losing my life” Dean cut firmly.

Qiandra smiled again as she felt Dean's lips again peek at her forehead and channeled a warm feeling in her heart.  But unfortunately the kiss could not only stop on the forehead of Qiandra alone but slowly down towards the eyes and continue towards the lips of Qiandra.  The longing is so deep as to try to melt them by sharing saliva, until a voice managed to make a Dean Walt Zacharias cursing annoyed.

“Oh my goodness, I just left this place and look now you have started to disturb my patients, it is true that visitors who must be deported like you this” exclaimed doctor Albert who was surprised to see the scene in his VIP patient's bed.

“Damn !!, can you knock on the door first, you man of no manners” exclaimed Dean in a stifled voice without turning to look towards the source of the voice.  Because Dean knew it was a voice that came from his friend's most chatty.

However, Dean was surprised when he saw Qiandra smiling warmly towards the back of his back.  Dean initially wanted to reprimand Qiandra not to give Albert a warm smile, but he was a little stunned when he saw who was standing behind him back then.

“I Mother ...”desis Dean with a little misbehavior exactly like a high school boy who was caught kissing in the back of his class.

Bik Sum just smiled gently at Dean, next he stepped closer to Qiandra and was followed by Jossie.  Dean finally gave his place to Bik Sum, then he stepped closer to the doctor Albert who seemed to be trying to die to hold his laughter.

“If you want to laugh, just laugh, basic friend is not good” hiss Dean who was upset to see the face of doctor Albert who blushed holding his laughter.

“Ah, I just want to know what it's like to successfully lotus my own in-laws. I can totally imagine it when I saw your face” the great-granddaughter of Doctor Albert who successfully made both eyes of Dean glared back at him.