PLEASE, LOVE ME, WIDOW

ONE HUNDRED AND SIXTY-THREE

“Alright, son, then you can talk about it directly with Jossie, I'm sure she won't turn you down this time” said Bu Sum with a smile of relief on her face.

“Reject what, Mom?” a voice made Bu Sum and Doctor Jimmy immediately turn their faces away.  And there they saw Jossie stepping towards them with a frown, “Indeed what was rejected, Mom and who refused” asked Jossie in a tubi.

Bu Sum smiled at the question of the tubi tubi from the young woman, “Josh Jossie, if you ask it can not one by one” kekeh Bu Sum saw the curious face of Jossie.

“Ish, Mother, yes how do I not wonder if you are talking in half voice like you are hiding something” Jossie said with a pouting face.

“Yes, already, instead of you guys want to go out, go, later Jimmy will explain it to you” said Bu Sum.

Doctor Jimmy also stood up immediately and grabbed the lover's fingers, “Mother's right, Honey, let's go out, I'll explain everything to you in the right place.  Mother, we say yes, pray for your son to succeed, said Doctor Jimmy, winking one eye at Bu Sum.

“Apaan sich, Sis, what should mother pray for?” ask Jossie who's getting curious.

“Eatya if you want to know, do not ask a lot, let us leave” said doctor Jimmy with a mysterious smile.

Jossie could only sigh resignedly, she knew she would not be able to force the two men to speak.  “Alright then, I'll excuse you first, Bu” said he relented.

“Iya, son, hearts hearts ya” said Bu Sum with a maternal smile that always adorned the middle-aged face of the woman.

Doctor Jimmy and Jossie finally pass by leaving Dean's luxurious pentha house.  Bu Sum who looked at the departure of the two people could only smile merrily, “Ku hope you can soon achieve your own happiness, Nak” hiss the woman.

Bu Sum then grabbed his phonsel lying on the table, then he pressed the number of someone he loved so much.  “Pah, can pick me up now” asked Bu Sum to someone across there.

“Sure, dear, I will soon pick you” said a voice across there making Bu Sum smile happily.

Bu Sum then stepped back towards the room that Dean had reserved exclusively for him.  Bu Sum began packing some of his clothes, before he finally remembered that he had not informed Dean.  “Gosh, how can I forget to ask permission from the host, ish, am I really old, until it has started senile” kekeh Bu Sum.

Soon the middle-aged woman grabbed her phone and called Dean, “ Sorry if mom interfered, Nak Dean” said when she heard Dean's voice across the street.

“It's okay, Mom, what's up Mom called me” Dean said in a respectful voice.

“Mother wants to say goodbye to visit mother's family, son, soon husband mother will come to pick up mom” said Bu Sum.

“Oh, yes, Mom, please just Bu” Dean said.

“Mmmm, how is Nak Qiqi now” asked Bu Sum, because it is actually only that which is somewhat stuck in his heart at the moment.

“If Qiqi, she's much better, now, Mom, maybe in a few days she can go home, so I don't have to worry about her.  I promise I will contact my mother soon, if Qiqi can go home” Dean said.

“Hmmm, well then, thanks for the information, son, later if indeed Qiqi has come out, I will immediately accompany her again” said Bu Sum, then end her phone call.

Bu Sum could breathe a sigh of relief, he was finally able to leave feeling calmer.  To be honest, Bu Sum was indeed just waiting for the state of Qiandra to improve.  Her son and husband had repeatedly offered to pick up Ms. Sum.  However, the woman remained faithfully waiting until Qiandra recovered.

After waiting for several hours, finally what Bu Sum was waiting for came as well.  A middle-aged man who still looks sturdy and handsome even at the age who is not young anymore.  The man pressed down on Dean's pentha house bell, and as the door opened he saw the face of the woman he so desperately missed.

“Pah, ...” said Bu Sum as he poured into the man's embrace.

“Clay, ...” hiss the man while welcoming the middle-aged woman's embrace.  The two hugged tightly, well, age did not prevent them from continuing to channel the affection that had to be separated by distance and time.

“What now you are really going home, Hmmm” whispered the middle-aged man to Bu Sum or Clayandra.

Bu Sum smiled, “Iya Pah, I will only once return to visit Feli if he has recovered later” said.

The middle-aged man smiled, “Alright, then we go home now, then, children can't wait for your return” said the middle-aged man who was none other than Chris, the former butler at the family mansion of Dika and Felicia's parents.

Clayandra nodded, then immediately grabbed a small bag where several pieces of her clothes and personal needs were.  Chris immediately took the bag out of Clayandra's hand, then he grabbed the middle-aged woman's fingers and clasped it tightly.  They both step into the elevator that leads them to the basement where Chris parks his car.

Chris took Clayandra to a white luxury car, “Wow, since when you have this car, Pah” exclaimed Clayandra when he saw Chris's car.

“It's only been a few months now, darling, well this is also on the will and consent of the child.  They said our car was too old” said Chris with tekekeh.

“Ha ha ha, you know very well the nature of our three children” kekeh Chris when he heard the wife nagging.

“Papa also sich always menjain him, what he wants is always fullin” now Clayandra annoyance turned to the husband.  And instead of being angry, Chris laughed at his wife's nagging.

“Papa, ich, why even laugh, know aja mama again pissed” Clayandra pinched her husband's arm with a clatter.  Instead of being in pain, Chris was even more open-hearted.  “Papa why sich, people again kesel even diketawain” exclaimed Clayandra with a pouty face.

Chris instead slowly stopped his car in a corner rest area, “I always feel happy when you are by my side, Honey, I know this is when you become yourself.  It is not an easy thing for you, to live for years and pretend to be someone else.  I really can't wait for all this to end happily” said the man while tidying some children's hair on the face of the wife.

“I'm sorry, Pah, I was like numbering your duos, sister requests that I look after Felicia as if always demanding me to guarantee that Feli can live happily” Clayandra urged.

“I understand, Honey, children can also understand it, we are even very impressed with you who are always able to share your time and always take the time to take care of everything in our family” said Chris sincerely.

Clayandra breathes heavily, “Hah, actually I always feel guilty, when I do anything at Felicia's house, but I don't do anything at my own house, not taking care of my own son” sigh the middle-aged woman.

Chris gently grasped Clayandra's fingers, “Don't feel guilty, darling, we don't feel neglected at all.  I always tell kids to think their mama is working, just like any other career woman who goes in the morning and comes home at night.  So, we all never felt there was a problem” said Chris trying to calm the wife.

“But I've left you guys long enough, Pah” sighs Clayandra again.

“Two years it was quite difficult for children and I who always used to depend on you, but look, we can get through it, right?.  So, no more regretting the time that has passed, for me you are an extraordinary woman, dear, dear, and thank you for being a mother and wife to a child and I” Chris said as he grabbed the wife's body and gave her a soft kiss.

Clayandra smiled wistfully, “I thank you, Pah, thank you for understanding my situation, you and the child” said the woman with a full face.

“Already, don't think too much, we've been through this for decades, and it's not all right.  So, how now, are you going to stop accompanying Felicia” asked Chris again to switch their conversation.

Clayandra again sighed heavily, “I should have been able to let go of her enjoying her happy day with Dean.  Especially now that there is Dika who will definitely always take care of her sister more than herself.  But, I am still worried about the decision of both in dealing with this problem” Clayandra said.

“What problem, Darling” asked Chris with a frown.

“Pah, don't tell me you also don't know who Dean is and what his relationship with the royal family is” Clayandra said with eyes staring at the husband intensely.

“Dean Walt Zacharias, son of Walt Zacharias and grandson of His Holiness Zacharias” said Chris made Clayandra gaped at him without blinking.  “I already know, Honey, since the beginning Fred and I have been investigating all this.  And we decided that by marrying Dean, Feli would be safe” said Chris again.

“Aman, safe how, Pah, how can we put Feli in the nest of people who have made a dark trace in the life of Feli”, exclaimed Clayandra who felt not understood by the way of thinking of her husband.

“Honey, I myself until now have not been able to trace the truth if it is the royal family who at that time supported Lee's actions.  But, whatever the reason, I'm sure, if Dean really loves Feli, then he'll protect Feli himself.  Dean is the sole heir of Zacharias, and no one will dare challenge himself”.

Clayandra harrumphed, “But, what if she knew the past, what if she knew that Feli's father had also supported the destruction of the kingdom and was considered a traitor.  Are you sure Dean can still love the son of a traitor” Clayandra's lick with fire.

“That's exactly where their love will be tested, dear, when Dean finds out that reality, I'm sure he won't stay silent.  Dean will definitely investigate and dismantle everything down to the root of the root.  Only he can do that, so we can all know the truth hidden during this” said Chris.

“But, what if the conjecture is true, Pah, how is the fate of Felicia” Clayandra exclaimed again.

“The proof of the truth of the allegation is very important, dear, it is also to clear the good name of the Hamilton family which is now as if removed from the face of the earth.  And Felicia and Dean's problem, let them decide what's best for both of them, if their love is indeed as strong as we think, then this matter won't be a hindrance to them.  After all, all this is only part of the past, however, it still has to be proven which is right and which is wrong, so as not to be a problem again in the future” said Chris at length.

Clayandra who was feeling very upset finally fell silent to the husband's explanation.  “But, Pah, I don't want that until Feli suffers again, he's suffered enough so far” sigh Clayandra with eyes glaring away.

“Feli is mature enough, honey, after all, there is Dika who will always be ready to support him if Dean chooses even the worst choice.  Feli will no longer alone face everything, there Dika, there are you and we all who are his family also” said Chris wisely.  Chris knew very well the anxiety of his wife's heart.

But, he also realized that there was no way they would continue to hide such a big thing like this.   All of this must be reopened, in order to find the bright spot of the disaster that befell the Hamilton family.  If they are innocent, then they should not be afraid to use their surnames.  If Hamilton is guilty, then Dika and Felicia must also make a decision.

“You are right, Pah, all this is indeed the time to reopen” sigh Clayandra with a heavy heart.

“Don't worry, we will continue to accompany them both, even if they are actually able to deal with it themselves with the ability of Dika and Feli, but as a family, but as a family, we will not let them walk and fight on their own” Chris said as he gently squeezed his fingers.

“Thank you, Pah, thank you so much for staying faithful and always being with me during this” Clayandra said.  The middle-aged woman realized that only because of the strength of her husband could she still survive until now.  Even with a very big understanding, Chris, the husband still supports himself who seems to put Felicia first than his own family.

“Yes, already, now that we go home, the children must have been impatient waiting for your return” said Chris again grabbed Clayandra's fingers and kissed her gently.  After that, he steered his car to leave the rest area to go to their house which was located quite far from Dean's pentha house.