Me And Myself

Me And Myself

But I looked at him with a really sad look really sad to see everything was chaotic like this.

The rudder he opened his voice after quite a long silence stared intently at me.

"Look!! My son's all ruined harena fucking kid like you!! His mentality must have been damaged from seeing things he shouldn't have seen!! And all because you're a fucking kid!!"

With a hunting breath she pointed towards me, and with courage out of nowhere I answered her.

"Yes, if you do not want to damage your own mama and mamah angry as I slap I am a mah slap please!"

I looked at him and patted my right cheek with my right hand, hoping he wouldn't make a fuss and just vent it on me because I was the main problem for him.

"Damn!! Don't you want the cave to dirty your hands to torture the gob**k kayak you!!!"

After saying that, he left my room still with his swearing to me. But at least not as crazy as earlier that makes the hell cry and overwhelmed father calm him and also the hell.

But on the other hand I was in shock, my hands were shaking violently as well as my body. Tight wading through my chest, tightness and pain.

I can't spend the night here under these circumstances. I want to cry out all this restrained, with the very chaotic conditions I took the shawl bag that I used to wear to work.

Take the jacket and put it in the bag, luckily I didn't change after I got out of the room today so there's no need to change clothes I'm getting ready to leave the house.

Before that, I made sure no one was outside the room, because I didn't want to get back in the snaps with questions I couldn't answer.

I could hear him still cursing but his presence in the bathroom, then from the voice of the father I could hear him if the father was in the room together with the hada.

Not waiting any longer I immediately go out, the main door has not been in the lock I ceoat open and exit the house without saying anything.

With a body that vibrates violently and mehan tightness I try to look good in front of others who pass me.

My mind is dead, my mind is empty. I want to go to a quiet place, I want to take out everything that's stuck, I'm not strong.

I don't know where I'm going to go that clearly I'm going to follow my footsteps. In front of the gate on the side of the highway I saw the place where the gelao daj deserted, even though on the side of the highway but the place can make me a little calm and can bring out everything I hold.

I was crouching on the dark side of the wall of the little shophouse, next to the big house and there would be no one to land if I cried.

Out of all my tears, I cried so bitterly. Sometimes I hit my chest softly which is very sick and tight, I did not hold a sob because I could not stand it.

So tight I can't make my sobs cry, clean and continue to sound I cry as it would be.

The motor car passed by in front of me, no matter the surroundings that just pass through it.

Maybe half an hour I'm crying in this place. Either because I heard sobbing or something else I didn't know, but at the end of the street there were some people facing towards me.

I tried to change my situation, I tried to stop my crying. Still tight, I checked my phone.

Already, I'm going to the mess place. Either I have to sleep there or I'm going between places by the cross I don't care. I will obviously approach him first.

My body was limp, and still shaking, my hands were the same. I need to see him right away. Traverse the dark streets at night.

Thank goodness I could see the cross, meaning that it was inside. But I hear people talking okay.

I looked my head inside, and I realized it. Come up to me and ask who I'm coming to the night place like this.

Instead of answering I came back crying, finally cross me inside I was crying in his arms.

The two people who broke into it did not bother me, as if to make room for me to take off the burden.

I cried for a long time, trying to calm me down and curse at the behavior of him who does not listen to words not to hurt the hearts of others.

Gilang semoat will follow her to the house, but I hold it. Everything will get more complicated if the emotions return.

When I was satisfied, my crying stopped by itself. Gilang crouched down in front of me, and now I have to sleep where I am tonight.

I shook my head confused, lost had called his boss so that I could stay one night at his house but not lifted, naturally maybe already asleep.

The son of the boss also contacted his mother again but was not adopted. Finally I called tia, hopefully she hasn't slept and I can stay at her house.

Thank goodness tia answered my call and allowed me to stay, the clock has shown at 21:20 this late and I will be in between the cross to tia's house.

When I got there I could see tia in front of her alley. Waiting for me with his close friend. I did walk myself to the alley of tia house, because pity if the cross should be too late to go home to his mess because it is quite far away.

I approached tia still tightly. Just came tia already strafe me with her question questions.

After saying goodbye to a close friend and her mother, Tia and I entered her house tia. Then go to Tia's room and tell her everything.

Then we fell asleep, and woke up in the morning with the excitement of the parents because of my presence that they did not know. And tia told me everything.

Tia's gonna help me make up, she's gonna stay tonight at my camp and I'm gonna sleep there tonight.

Mamah Tia will be present at my wedding tomorrow but she apologized for not being able to attend, because her job could not stay.

And today I passed without tension like yesterday.

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