Me And Myself

Me And Myself
Me And Myself Chapter 22



Me And Myself Chapter 22


This morning I woke up very cheerful, there was no feeling of sadness or disappointment when I woke up.


As usual I do every routine before I go, whether it's going to play or work.


Today I didn't go to the store, because I had a holiday. And now that I'm going to meet my best friend Shila, last night we promised we'd meet at a regular cafe.


("Shila I must")


I told Shila that I was leaving soon. Shortly after that, Shila replied.


("Ok, I'm also on the road")


After a few minutes I finally arrived at the cafe where we used to spend time telling stories. Don't forget I paid the ojol that drove me. Then I went inside looking for the figure of shila.


It didn't take long for me to search for shila, by observing the surroundings I found a shila sitting with a cell phone in her hand.


"Gilma!"


I called out to her when our distance was near, who felt on call oun looking up at me who was already in front of her.


"That's april really bad!"


Shila hugged me when I was right in front of her. Yeah, we haven't seen each other since I've been staying at the shila house because of that matchmaking.


Besides being busy with her graduation exams and being monitored by her parents, she never met me again for a few months. We only exchanged occasional messages, and it was only today that we met again.


I tried to let go of her embrace because it was so tight.


"Shila, I've been ashamed to see so many people, I'm claustrophobic"


"Partially, where the hell are you! I wish I knew you were April, God!"


We sat down, with shila nagging me. Not anywhere, it's shila herself who said she couldn't meet before shila graduated.


"Ih ko so be guilty of me anyway, you're the one who said it yourself the same as me. To not meet first because you have to focus on the exam. How the hell?"


"Hehehe, will April be able to go to shila. How wicked"


"What the hell haha, there are no parents. Shame to know"


"Co shy? My parents knew you were, and they didn't forbid me from being friends with you"


"Yes, but yes"


"Basic huu shy"


"Oh, what do you want? Laper, I haven't eaten"


"Why? Habit already know have gastric disease still like to eat late, this April really stone?"


"Yes, don't nag, let's go"


"Yes yes"


Finally our debate was over, after ordering we just told a light story. Shila recounts how difficult her graduation exam was, but Alhamdulillah Shila passed and will now continue college due to her parents' request.


Before long our food came, and we ate silently only the sound of the boisterous shades of the cafe and spoon were heard.


"Ok so how? Don't you want a story?"


Shila was done with her meal, and began to open the conversation.


"Ok, but you don't laugh"


Me and Shila were done, after shifting our food marks, I started telling stories.


"Do you laugh if something is funny?"


"No idea, you think. But promise not to laugh"


"It's not clear banhet, yes I promise"


We're clinging to little fingers.


"So.."


"Hu'um"


"So, I'm gonna go back to someone at the end of this"


"What's? Seriously? Who?"


Hey, I've been guessing that Shila's going to be excited. He gave me consecutive questions.


"Silver! Slowly plan. Yes, I'm serious"


"How did the guy like it?"


"Yes, not how. Ok ko"


"Uhmm, april has a bustle"


Shila smiled a faint smile while holding my hand. I just smiled amusedly at Shila's behavior.


"Not yet shila, the person she was not yet real her feelings. It's just my guess, what do you say?"


"Of course, she likes you april. He's interested in you"


"really? Don't make me wish ah"


"So really, do you want me to be sure? Here hp you let me ask you directly"


"Eh uh, yeah don't be so good. What if he's ilfel?"


Shila tried to take my phone on the table but I quickly grabbed it.


"Well, believe me, how long have you been with her?"


"Maybe almost two months?"


"That's fine, if he doesn't like you there's no way he'll last that long"


"Ok, I'll wait"


"Yes dong should, anyway spirit who knows he is your soul mate. And he'll pull you from the abyss that haunts you every day"


"Yes shila, thank you. aamiin, hopefully"


Shila cheers me on, I hope what Shila says is true. Hopefully, the cross can be my savior from the deep abyss that is not visible.


"Trus how are you?"


"Uhm? What's?"


"Your school. You're graduating, and you want to continue?"


"Yes, I have to! There is no rebuttal from my order, my goodness. I have to go to college!"


"Well, are you grateful, instead of me? Quit school because of circumstances and do not want to be a burden"


"Yes, but don't be so low that I don't like it"


"Yes, I'm just ngingetin you. Don't oat the spirit of all that for the sake of your future shila"


"Yes, april well, sometimes you can be a guide"


"What the hell am I a teacher?"


"Not, but hahahha's parents"


"Yushila!! What the hell am I so good old!"


"Hahah sorry sorry, anyways use all lecture events. Kayak ortu tau"


"Yee the guy in the saying goes too"


"Yes yes, brother april"


"What the hell, I'm so tempted to keep you"


"Oh yes, sorry"


Shila and I kept talking. Because we hadn't seen each other for a long time, we told him a lot about this and that, the experiences that I and Shila had during our time without seeing each other.


Sparkling. I hope he will be the sun for me. It's an excuse for me to keep on holding on. Although so far it's not known what happened to me completely.


Even so I hope he will accept whatever my condition and circumstances.