Me And Myself

me and myself chapter 25

Chapter 25

Remember I was always about today, I really don't want to forget today. If I can master time I will lay off time for just today.

The first time I felt this happy was with someone after my father and grandmother. And what made me most happy was that this person was the man whose end had disturbed my mind.

I don't know how else to express all this happiness.

It never crossed my mind that I would be this happy in the midst of my downfall.

All this time I only thought about my fate and my life problems, thinking about what exactly was my mistake during my stay here with them new people.

People are new because I know them-mamah and Henda was only seven years ago.

The very thing I asked and I feared if I met someone new, "would they accept me? Or will they judge me like a housekeeper?"

And the thought turned out to be just excessive anxiety from me.

If I think about it again, there are also many people who love me, expecting me to be present without something certain or demands that will pressure me.

Tia, tia family, Shila, Crazy. They're the guy. People who love me without seeing my bad side.

Without any intention of hurting me and sincerely loving me.

I am grateful to have met them all.

God, may this happiness not only today I feel it. But forever and in the future, and I hope I can be happy in the future.

My smile did not fade all the way and thought about Gilang.

Until I got in front of the house even my smile did not fade as usual. There was no fear, there was only a sense of joy and calm that I felt right now.

Tuk

Tuk

Tuk

"Assynogaic"

Cetrek

I opened the door, closed it again after entering and locked it again.

No matter the strange look and wonder of the house, I still with a smile I entered the room.

Stretching my body and my smile grew, I covered my face with both palms. Screaming stifled because this taste is really bubbling.

Maybe it's true this is love, it turns out the taste is indeed this extraordinary thing. Very crowded but not sick, but crowded with flowers that bloom in the heart and not accommodated.

After enough I grabbed the love doll that was stranded beside me.

Again, I smiled, not just the smile of my teeth came into view because I laughed my own laughter by just looking at this doll love.

I hug this love doll with lips that I can't even hold.

While being cool with my happiness. My phone rang, a message came in.

Since I got off the motorbike actually my phone continues to sound but not a phone but incoming messages.

I don't know who sent that message.

Seventeen messages are unread! Gosh darn.

Shila!!

(Where was that?)

(Don't forget the story)

(Next time know her not friend but boyfriend ok? Xixi)

(Woii, it's not really noon yet?)

(April!!)

(April!!)

(Where is this child, Shila time in cuekin:/)

(What's really not home yet?)

(April)

(Ohh very long anyway you guys are dating her)

(April come on bales first)

(April Shila was really curious to know)

(April. Don't forget Shila, it's late afternoon)

(Aprill not home yet?)

(April's home, right? Let's tell stories)

(April. April. April. April. April. April)

This much and Shila really kepo this time.

It was still with my smile, and that smile grew even more as I read the successive messages from Shila.

My best friend this one is really considerate, look Shila is happy when I am very happy like this.

And Shila wants me to share my happiness with her.

Well it's natural not because when I was down even sad Shila was helping or even helping me.

All right, I'll return the message.

(Shila Shila, be patient I just got home)

(I haven't dated Gilang, Gilang hasn't shot at it yet. Don't tell me we're dating Shila later if Gilang doesn't like how?)

After replying I decided to go out of the room, I will take a shower this afternoon. No need to draw my water still much.

After my bath ritual was over I dressed up a little, tidied my hair and then used lip balm on my lips so as not to pale.

After that I again grabbed my phone which since I lived I cas.

And I really want to open up this time not just smile. Look Shila's really funny.

I just stayed for a while and the message Shila sent was already over five.

I returned to reply to her message, pity because Shila was really curious to know my relationship with Gilang.

I know all of it is not certain and uncertain, but even so I am still happy. And now I can only pray that my hope will not hurt me.