Me And Myself

Me And Myself 33

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I can finally go home, even though I will return to a house that is not home for me. But I can get out of such a creepy house, can I call it a haunted house?

Gosh, gosh,

Now that Gilang and I are on the way, it's two in the afternoon past fifteen minutes.

Well Gilang had a little chat with his father again, but I don't know what they were talking about.

The only one I caught was Gilang's father who asked my parents no.

He said just to ensure all the needs needed at the wedding later.

Ahh imagines a wedding event that somehow makes me happy.

I don't need to be fancy or festive like a wedding in general. As long as it is valid religiously and my country is sincere.

After all, a woman should lighten her dowry, not to make it easier for the man.

Maybe all of that is determined if someone who wants to get married but the circumstances are like us at this time.

I will accept whatever is in Gilang, and Gilang will accept everything that is in me.

As long as it is always together, any condition will be passed. I'm sure it is.

On this trip I was eating lilok, I was hungry of course but how else. Shy people like to torture themselves.

The streets are a little jammed, the day starts at dusk. Maybe because it was stuck so the time we took longer than yesterday.

We arrived at Gilang's workplace, close to my home but closer to here. I can rest a little bit, anyway.

After all the house people do not know where I have been since yesterday, if you see me together with Gilang can end our relationship.

We are so determined, I do not care anything important I can get out of the house that is not home, and Gilang who is round to immediately justify me.

Although our introduction is still very short, but in fact all that does not make us doubt.

I who do not hesitate to entrust everything to Gilang, and Gilang who continues to advance despite all obstacles.

Half-seven nights I was in between Gilang in front of the alley, it was heavy for me to step back home.

Ah let whatever their reaction after seeing me, I don't care.

Earlier Gilang was almost in omeli by his boss, Gilang was indeed given mess and Gilang lived one house with his boss.

The difference is Gilang sleeps on the ground floor while his boss is on the second floor, I already know his boss, I know Gilang and his boss have a very close relationship.

I can even see their familiarity, there is no awkward attitude to Gilang and Gilang is like that.

I was happy and calm, even Gilang was a little lectured by his employer about how to respect women to treat women.

Of course the boss is a mother of five children, his children are just as good to Gilang even the daughter-in-law of his boss Gilang already know who I am, who I am, and I know them a little.

It looks like Gilang got a new family in Bandung, because he said Gilang was already working at the place. So there is no awkward word anymore, and even they are all family boss that supports our relationship.

"Assynogaic"

I did not knock on the door as usual, my hands trembled even though I had gone to bed because of the matchmaking at that time, but now the conditions are different.

Cetrek

Cetrek

The door opened slightly, revealing who opened the lock and the father who was slightly gawking to the opening of the door a little.

I smiled stiffly then nodded, went inside and locked the door again.

Not until I got into the room, still in the doorway I was questioned.

"Where are you from?"

The father who spoke, with him who looked at me disdainfully as if I were a man full of dirty mud.

Henda who was sitting next to him also stared, staring at me who was still standing still staring yet to answer the question with a gaze as disgusted as him.

"Not from where"

"Say from Garut the same girlfriend of yours, do not know yourself really to be a woman. Go not tell me where to go and go with another man, braver you than I thought!"

This time he spoke, it was more than four words if he wanted to answer my statement.

I was still silent, still standing with aha who was standing not far from me staring at me with furrowed brows furiously, furiously and perhaps confused by my attitude this late on. I realized my change I was very conscious.

"Once asked, the answer is, the same man can go two days the same old man does not talk like a mute"

I was still down, would it be allowed if the action did go with Gilang to ask for blessing? Can I trust my choice? Is it okay if I want to be together with my choices without the slightest rebuttal?

Of course the answer is no, I know the language before I try. Because I really understand what's on his mind.

I should have married a rich man so that I would never set foot in this house again.

I'm supposed to be with a rich man so as not to trouble him. But whatever the power, what I love is a simple man who is ready to accept all my shortcomings.

I was silent and had no intention of answering. And they were still in their respective positions, the father began to move to sit in an ordinary place.

I was still down, there was no crying but still claustrophobic looking at my ignorant father.

Although I know I've let you down, but I believe I'm like this so I don't make you suffer any further.

I put this up so I could free my father from the confusion of the choice between me and him.

I do everything for my father, even though I hate it. But my father really loved me.

Before long I was expelled and I went into the room breaking down my body tired, tired because of the atmosphere and conditions in this house and in the house of my future-in-law the same.

Obviously because my condition and Gilang are the same, it will not be much different.

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Two weeks after I went to Gilang's hometown, Gilang and I were still with our excellent communication.

Until I told you if my parents pressured me and Gilang to get married soon, because he said our relationship was worthy of a husband and wife relationship.

It is no longer worth dating. Whereas Gilang and I only met once a week and every day we just chat.

It's getting dizzy, but Gilang still calms me. Strengthen me so that I can be more patient, because Gilang sure soon we will be legitimate, he said.

A month passed, and her dislike for me grew. Everything I did was wrong in her eyes.

Even when I received food from the gilang, the Gilang sent themselves home because I was sick.

He with his hateful gaze spoke as if Gilang was a shaman, who would use it for me so that I would fall into Gilang's arms.

I am of course very aware that I love Gilang, not for its use. Ah I want to be legitimate with Gilang immediately so that I am not here as soon as possible.

Until the arrival of the unknown no entered my phone, I hesitated but I raised it.

Turns out Gilang's father called me, whether since when my no was saved by Gilang's father. Because as I remember I didn't give it, I just gave no to my parents.

Maybe Gilang gave her, after her I went out the room today everyone complete with dad is at home.

I gave my cell phone to my dad and him, and then they were beebivafa over the phone. After his phone was over Dad and he quickly interrogated me.

Well I didn't interrupt if I was wrong, didn't tell you that Gilang's father would call them my parents. Honestly I forgot, because fear always dominates in my heart.

But after that I could see relief on her face, probably because soon I would get married and would be out of this house.

After his return as usual I was in the room, the day after tomorrow and so on I did normally.

No more interrogations, because it was clear that Gilang's father would help finance this marriage.

Until when the time has been set on August 18, 2021 my marriage and Gilang will take place.

Of course I heard directly because Gilang's father called back to my phone, because dad's phone really can't be contacted.

Not broken but it is rarely used, they will open the phone at midnight and that of course makes Gilang's father confused, so contact my no who always stays.

I'm glad I'm not playing, I'll be free soon. Gilang's father asked me what my dowry wanted. What I answer for, what matters is that Gilang loves me and takes responsibility for me.

Honestly, that's enough for me. Because all I need is a sincere hug and affection land a lot, for my heart to warm again.

Maybe my cheerful side will return if I am free from a house that is not this house.