Me And Myself

Me And Myself 36

It was supposed to be my wedding day, but it didn't live up to my expectations. Today I went through with nothing memorable, like a normal day.

Even so Gilang and I did not give up, once again we will try to apply for our marriage to KUA.

Gilang had already told his parents in the village if his marriage today failed. With the money that is sober in the help of the boss' mother at her workplace to manage the money.

It's nothing, besides I'm like a wasted child and so the cross boss wants us to live alone without anyone being harmed.

At least we can contract one room just for the two of us, because I've already told you that after marriage I'm not allowed to stay in that house anymore.

Anyway I don't want to, nor am I crazy. More drama will happen if I stay there.

Luckily she agreed, and we handed over the finances for our marriage to her boss.

Honestly, his boss was very nice, very nice. My eyes slowly opened up about the outside world, it turned out that the outside world was not as bad as he told me.

There are still a lot of good people, and that is an inspiration for my life in the future.

Indiscriminate and make friends with anyone is very exciting, because I feel it.

If I play to his place of work, mother who likes to gather there will welcome me. Not a welcome, it's just that they welcome new people and that makes me comfortable.

I'll stop working if I'm married to a cross, and I'll join a cross at work.

That way me and Gilang will not be separated hehe.

Like today, I don't work and I go to the mill. Not far from my house so it is enough on foot that I have arrived at his place of work.

We will consult our problems with the boss.

Because maybe the cross is already considered as his son? I don't know for sure, his attention as a mother is really reflected.

I saw that he was at work, I just sat on the empty bench next to him after greeting my other mother.

Well, it's a cross around mommy's mom or maybe grandma's grandma hehe.

"Say the father will be in search of another date that is right for us to marry, he said, meanwhile, the money you sent yesterday was only two million he said must be returned first so that he can add again later for our marriage"

Just sat down for a few minutes Gilang directly relayed the latest info from his parents.

It's like that, always reporting whatever happens when I don't ask for it. Let her treatment make me happy too.

Because then I feel really appreciated and there to be lost.

"Yes no matter what has not been kepake also his money, the show is also in the retreat do not know when"

With a smile I answered the saying, because it will make the smile calm if you see me smile.

"Yes, sorry well so messy gini. Where our marriage will not be as lively as other people, dowarpun do not know how"

I see sadness in the eyes of the cross when saying that, to be honest I do not really expect a good wedding or party like a bride in general.

I just want my marriage to be recognized by country and religion, that's enough for me. What do I expect with a situation like this.

With a cross that wants to finance everything myself, I am grateful, and my parents feel disadvantaged if I get married at close range later.

What else if it wasn't for the money? He said he didn't have the money to marry me, but I didn't ask for a fancy party.

But still he and his father are angry, say if I don't know myself not in profit, and want to blackmail parents firmly want to get married this year.

Though they themselves who want me to get married immediately because of my relationship and cross has been more than a year. Which if you think again, half a year goes with all the wedding plans, not a year of relationship just dating.

After all, all in the responsibility of the cross, even I did not spend a penny at my wedding later.

I'm very grateful, I don't know what my fate would be like if I didn't meet a guy like a cross.

Besides being ready to marry, also very responsible. Dare to take risks just for my sake.

By late afternoon I came home in between the galang, not until the house just in front of the gangang gangang drove me. He said he was lazy to come face to face with her.

When until I go straight to draw water, the water in my container sudsh runs out more precisely lives its yellow yellow, dirty and also smelly.

After rinsing the container I went to the well, drew and filled my container to the brim. So tomorrow I'm a little relaxed no need to bother fondling neem.

The man of the house still with his wrath, whether wrathful because what is clear all his wishes have been fulfilled, I do not know what else is my fault. So I just kept quiet and closed my ears by listening to music.

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This week the son of his boss is married, maybe it will be very fun well, become a princess a day on a special day once in a lifetime.

Gilang of course was busy helping his boss, whereas I was just lying in the room today.

No answer from her parents about my wedding day and the cross, it might be a little difficult to find the right day.

There were about two times his father called me, asked my parents whereabouts because his father said some send WhatsApp messages but no longer reply, always like that.

Until my wedding day arrives.

Her father's words were decisive, once again his father called to my mobile phone to give it to my parents so that the parents had a clear chat.

"Well, how do you agree?"

"Oh pa, how did my father follow anyway I do not understand if the calculation of the moon kayak that"

"Yes at most that date, it's been good in a good month. What about the dowry? How many?"

When my father asked that, his eyes turned to me. A little smile I responded but,

"This answer wants how many times it says it's asked too"

Although a little subtle but still his tone a little annoyed.

"How much, don't know about it"

I answered as if, it's true that I don't know what. All the first time for me, there is no place I can ask.

"How much he said sir, the important responsibility, dear to the wife, it's already so"

"Yes yes. Fifty thousand is not papa?"

I just put my shoulder around in a sign of not knowing, not wanting to make things worse. I will accept whatever the dowry is because lightening it is very helpful for the man.

"Hahaha kidding, yeah it's just like that. Assalamualaikum"

"Yes pa waalaikumusalam"

The phone closed he returned my phone back, looking down I was waiting for orders. But she just kept quiet with a look of disdain, I finally got up and went to the room.

Actually there is a father, father just silent with an occasional reply. What else, let the important thing my wedding day is certain and clear.

One more month, I can't wait to start my life.