Me And Myself

me and I 26

Chapter 26

One week after that great day. I went back to living my life as usual.

Although usually but this time my heart is not so empty, because Gilang always accompany my day with his message that warms my heart.

And our speakers are getting more and more, we talk about exes, favorite foods, hobbies, desires, even dreams.

Like tonight, we still reply to messages even though the clock has shown at 20:35 is still not too late, and reply this message will continue until late usually.

So cool we always forget the time, really happy. Is this how it feels to be in love, and maybe even in love? I don't know exactly how Gilang feels.

But judging from the way he communicates and confronts me I am sure that Gilang also has the same taste for me.

Tonight we discussed comfort, where we were raised how our lives were before him. Well we because I told him everything about my life and Gilang told me everything about his life.

Including the problems that I always face every day, the demands of blame that must be held accountable even though I do not know what the mistake is, and what it is all wrong from inside me. I don't know either.

It's also about me acting to the house people, and the attitude of the house people to me.

There's nothing I'm covering up, because for more than two months now Gilang and I have been getting closer. And that close. Open it, so that maybe there is nothing we keep secret or we cover from each other.

We entrust what we feel and experience to each other.

(April really want to be taken care of?)

(Who does not want to be taken care of, yes you will)

We are discussing feelings, and comfort.

(You want to be taken care of at all times or what?)

(Well if you can every time why should in time?)

(That means April wants to be married?)

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Wait for. Since we were discussing feelings, does this mean Gilang is coding about his feelings all this time?

Gilang and I often discussed our feelings, but Gilang asked as if he was joking.

I thought he was joking, even though I knew Gilang was the humorous type. Adequate age and a tall sturdy body it makes itself more prominent.

The openness and humorousness of his increasingly visible in my eyes. I was amazed by Gilang, even though his life was not much different from mine.

Well, Gilang is just like me, a broken home child. The difference between me and my dad and my mom. While Gilang with his biological family, with Gilang who was eliminated.

We have the same condition, but seeing her very warm and humorous does not reflect her broken home.

I still see that message from Gilang 'ready to marry?' does that mean Gilang wants to marry me like that?

All right, I'll ask him directly. But my feelings are not out of whack. Alright calm April.

Okay.

(Where's Lang?)

(Yes, if you want to be taken care of the same I mean you should always be by my side dong. If only I was a friend, I could only take care of you if we met)

My eyes were glaring, but my lips were smiling. Really? Am I allowed to be by his side at all times?

(Oh that is. so how dong can be taken care of Gilang every day).

Sent, and I asked you a stupid question. April really you're too stupid for this.

I patted my eel slowly, I closed my phone and bit my finger. My habit if I'm worried. My question will obviously invite laughter for Gilang, I'm sure he's laughing right now.

(Yes you married me. Wanna naw? Let me take care of it every day, let me be your side. Let me free you from the pain you've been feeling all along)

Again I was glued with eyes not blinking at all looking at the screen of my phone.

You won Gilang, you've made it into my deepest heart. It broke my heart, but the poranda's ravage caused the growth of flowers and many butterflies flying in there.

My heart tingled I laughed and screamed stifled, his blissful smile fading from my lips.

I'm happy dad, I found someone who will make me happy after dad.

Is it true that I was just proposed by Gilang? This is a proposal, isn't it? But in WhatsApp chat. But Gilang invited me to marry.

Aaaahhhh

Again I scream stifled, if real yelling can run out I am in omeli.

Ok ok calm April calm down, don't panic. Do not overdo it even though this taste is excessive. First take a breath, control this mind and this heart.

My hands until vibrated because it was not good, my lips were no less vibrating because they continued to smile and laugh at their own laughter.

I am like a crazy person, I am crazy! crazy by love Gilang.

(Huh? Marry, Gilang want to marry that same April?)

Ok send. Just to be sure, because I can't be sure yet. The heart is so fucked up like this.

(Yes, if April marry me, I will try to make April happy. I know a lot of my shortcomings though)

(Gilang actually want to marry the same April? April's son like this)

(How is April? I'm the one who should ask April. Will April be my life partner?)

(Yes, April wants to. If you are serious Gilang same April, because once again April insists April does not want to find a boyfriend or just be a girlfriend. It is a sin and the relationship is uncertain)

I did tell Gilang if my wish someday someone will like me I want to get married immediately, do not want a girlfriend dating because in addition to endless dating relationships will also lead us to a turnaround.

(Yes April, Gilang also knows. Therefore Gilang directly nanya April want to marry the same Gilang no, after all this is quite possible for introductions. But if April is not ready, Gilang also still needs preparation for April marriage)

Aaaahhhh

Tell me I really love love love, said your God... I am really in love and happy, despite proposing to her like this but I am happy to be so happy. Eventually I fell in love and the person I loved proposed to me. Not only applying but also wanting to marry me.

Without pressure, even Gilang questioned my readiness, I was really flattered by the warmth of his attitude.

(Iya Gilang is okay, if you do not mind the lack of April state of April accept April as it is. April will wait Gilang)

Is that enough to answer Gilang's doubts? Ahh melted already this heart is not accommodated anymore.

I waited for the following message from Gilang, I was right to wait with a disco heart.