Me And Myself

me and I 28

Chapter 28

After all this time I spent my time in Tia's house, now I have to face the reality that I live in a house that is not as warm as Tia's.

I was walking towards the alley of the house, the clock was showing at 18:45 hours seven nights less than fifteen minutes.

I was in between Tia after having dinner together at Tia's house, what a warm home atmosphere I crave.

Full of laughter and jokes, everyone is cheerful no face depressed or someone who is set aside.

All present together gathered in front of the available food, everyone was free to take whatever he wanted to eat.

Tok

Tok

Tok

And after I parted with Tia in front of the alley, I again felt empty. Because I will return to the house where, my presence was not desired.

Cetrek

The key opens, I open the door. I saw father opening the door, slowing down his steps a little and looking at me with a gaze that I could not figure out someone's mind from his gaze.

Not long after that dad went back to sitting on the spot, watching tv.

I went back to my room and I used to wear earphones in my ears, play my favorite song and reply with Gilang.

Gilang also knew if I was going to Tia's house, even Gilang offered a ride so that I did not need to walk or use the fare to go to Tia's house.

But of course I refused it, I am still ashamed of Gilang. And Gilang's treatment has made me very happy, we are like dating people.

But we are not dating, even we only have a relationship that is getting warmer every day.

Until three days ago Gilang expressed his intention to marry me.

(April, I've ruined our relationship. But I'm not sure yet because everything is still not clearly visible)

While we were discussing about food and street, Gilang discussed our relationship.

It turns out Gilang is that serious, even he has done what I suggested. Or maybe I told him to?

(Oh, how do you keep going? Not clear how?)

(Yes it is not yet clear that I am still myopic)

(Ohh, yes, slow down)

(Yes, you are patient)

(Yes Gilang, I'm patient. I'll wait for you)

Just like that has made me fly, her attention and sweetness are intoxicating.

Not infrequently I and Gilang met at the weekend, Gilang will take me to play. Not far and simple, Gilang and I just went to the park.

Where many people relax on weekends, relieve fatigue during a full week's work.

Or also to his friend's place, oh not only friends but also can be said his brother Gilang.

I am really grateful to have met him. With all her seriousness, her desire to take me away from a house that is not home for me also makes me fall more and more into her love hole.

Not anything I've been trapped, what if I had been his wife maybe I would not be able to get out of this love hole forever.

Tonight is the same as the night before. I replied to a message with Gilang until late, at 23:05 we were just preparing to go to sleep.

After our good night, we ended our conversation.

But somehow my ears heard my father and he was talking outside the room which means he and he were in the living room.

Not meant to eavesdrop but I was curious, because again my name was mentioned in his secret talk show.

Yes, I called their night talk a secret talk, because just look at the two of them and whisper a little, dad and him are always like that if there is anything to talk about and do not want to be known by Henda or by me.

To be honest, I still know, because if they had their secret talks in the middle of the night, I would always wake up and sound like, as a result, even if I'm asleep I'm gonna wake up because I don't know it's always like that.

Like someone's making me wake up, or maybe waking me up?

"Look dad, your son this late end is very happy. Maybe because he felt someone was defending, even though the man he was carrying at that time seemed completely untrue to the neighbor's child"

"Yes, I don't know dad, too, just looks a little like that. His appearance is not too neat"

"Yes, right? Ahh, if the neighbor's son became the same man yesterday. Can be sure they will be equally bad, just as not true how the neighbor's child behaves, other than not having the same manners of parents as well he was really a bearer of trouble"

Holy hooch!

It seems true, doesn't it? My ears are always curious, but with these sharp ears and instincts I can know everything I shouldn't know in this house.

Which they think I can't know, but I still know it without their knowledge.

Had how the hell to say it, anyway so. And what is not true, obviously Gilang went home so that they as my parents know if their daughter was close to him.

And convey do not worry too much if his son is not at home if it is daytime on the weekend because of his absence I am going on a road with him.

What explains the purpose and purpose

like it's wrong? Even with the light of light if Gilang conveys seriously with me, and we me and Gilang are trying to raise funds so that we can immediately justify our relationship.

I had indeed brought Gilang home, just a day after Gilang proposed to me at that time.

Not happy and even bad to think, I no longer understand the way he thought.

Why would the person who would arrive to propose at that time even agreed to it, while I just did not know which person. And sudha obviously I bring the person I love and love me in front of him even in comments like that.

I know, I know the big line. For now let it be, I'll sleep a lot that I have to do tomorrow.