Me And Myself

Me And Myself Chapter 18

Me And Myself Chapter 18

"When the hell he goes from here, the trash of his existence is just draining him tofu"

"Yes yeah, how dong. Though at that time he wanted to leave, why did you not try"

I woke up today because I was sick. My body hurts all the way, after dawn I woke up and felt pain all over my body and immediately asked for permission not to go to work today. And I woke up so late after taking the medicine, even though it wasn't breakfast.

But I heard the handa and mamah talking, dad had gone to work but I didn't know why he was at home. Oh or maybe go to school at noon, I'll try to move around for food. My stomach is rumbling.

A little I listened, at first I didn't care but as I was about to move they became more and more.

"Yes yes, if later he comes back here again continue to bring the child no father how? Shamefully ashamed!!. Want to put where your mama's face with your father's hell, shame!!"

Gosh, still with the same conjecture, why is it so sure that I would do something like that? I've been trying to be a good boy ever since I lived with him, but why is he always netting against me?

"Can you please, mah?"

"Ah it's adult business, mamah just think how to let him kapok"

Talk to a kid about something like that? With astaghfirullah. What should I do if he keeps thinking so, there will be no end to it even if I try to no matter how the result will be.

"Yes, I don't know myself very well. Love it all by yourself again!"

"Yes that's the problem and want to take care of it, you virus!"

"Day just haven't woken up yet mah"

"Yes a slacker!!"

"That's right, I've been talking trash will stink"

"Yes yes already, the important thing is that you do not get like that, beware will mamah severe law because you are a son of mama"

"Yes amit amit amit deh, I won't like that"

"Yes dong nice, must. Must be a sholeh kid"

They finally stopped talking, probably focused on the tv. I tried to get up and wash my face in the bathroom.

When I came out of the room, Henda saw me, and she quickly hugged him to face her face and he kept looking at the television.

(Well?)

I paid little heed to their behavior, I walked to the bathroom and immediately finished my morning ritual.

I went back to my room, ready to go out to buy breakfast.

"What's important, food"

Now I'm outside, trying to find my brother who wears a cart while selling. Nothing, maybe because it's too late because it's now 09:15 almost half ten in the morning.

"Kalo kupat later his nuts make stomach pain, ah yes already was a warteg aja. The important thing is food and there is rice also hopefully can be full, or can make two meals. No need to go out later"

I kept walking while talking to myself, deciding what I was going to eat today.

After getting rice and two side dishes I went home, and went back to the room and ate the food I bought. Don't forget I also take medicine and a little snack, because today I will be full in this room.

"Alhamdulillah"

I said slowly after the jelly finished half of the rice pack earlier. There will be no more activities for me, the water I have is still plenty until later in the afternoon before ashar I will draw back. Playing mobile phone while lying down, before long I went back to sleep probably because of the effects of the drugs I was taking after eating.

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I tried to go outside the room and it turned out to be true, there was no main door in the lock.

"With no one, I should be able to go out to get some water. But the door's in the lock"

What can I do, I go back to my room and my badaj is still sick better I get back to rest.

I returned to lay down my body that was still sick, because I was tired of skating in cyberspace. I opened Facebook to see other people's posts, while my ears put on a mobile phone.

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"Don't you think kids always make trouble!!"

"Why do we get it too"

"Yes, what are we gonna do to the people he lives here! But still can not be arranged wonder!!"

"Wake up aja mah, mumpung there are his people"

"Alah males, thought dong thought oyy brazen continue. I can't tell you that!"

I heard a commotion outside, he and Henda just got home. I don't know where they're from but I think I know because I came home angry. I'm sure there was someone else talking that made him angry, but why is it like talking about me?

I'm sorry my friend, but I do eavesdrop like this. Don't get imitated!.

Because in this way I can know the information hidden from me, including when they talk about me, or even about matchmaking at that time.

After I heard it turns out they were still discussing about the person who would propose to me at that time.

"Dasarf shy shy!! Even though the road is the same guy even pretentious an nolak!!"

Wait, why does it look like he knows I'm walking with a guy? Though I just don't feel the same deket guy!?

"No way the guy said it like that, if not in the same hope love the neighbors. Shame to shame!!"

Huh uh?!

"What did Grandma say?"

Well it's true my guess, it must be from there so go home angry. It must be because of the rumors that are not.

"Yes, were you horrified? Said his guy in say tell other people to the mother of the famous tuh stall in the field. Said 'ah not really her woman, want to be serious even say ma' tuh right!! This means that the neighbor's child has given the same hope as the guy"

"Oh, that's it"

"Yes, if it's not possible the guy said to tell other people like that, the basis of this is just a brash child! Not grateful!! He already has a home, has land in his stupid village!!"

Heh!?

Yes, you are the one who married her! Astaghfirullah wants to say so, taoi must immediately fight if I say so.

There are some, claiming one person only from one side, is not fair. If you want also after everything is clear one party and two parties exist and explain can only claim 'oh this is not true, oh he is wrong' right that should be?

Why is there always drama in this house. I'm sure, after this for sure he'll tell father at length. Even though it's all not true, if he's the story of the father must believe, do not know anyway if 100%or not but that will certainly be a burden on the mind of the father.

I do not feel and have never been close to any man around this house, yes boro-boro I think of a guy, think of my life is just dizzy constantly facing every problem that exists.

I don't want to listen any further, it's obvious that all the drama he's making, uh not the guy who's making people's families fret. Add to that the problems in my life.

I do not know which person, if I know I have come and angered him, making rumors that are not clear of their origin.