Me And Myself

Me And Myself 35

Gilang still asked my opinion to go to his hometown only because Gilang had resigned to the circumstances that did not support him.

I know Gilang always got the thing not to wear all his life in his path until Gilang met me.

Gilang always tells about his old life, whether when Gilang was destroyed or when Gilang was getting destroyed.

And even then I became more convinced that Gilang and I could unite because we had the same wound.

Since we have the same injuries then we would not be able to hurt each other.

Different opinions are a little reasonable, but we will always complement each other, trying to understand each other. And I'm sure about that.

I refuse to take Gilang's advice however in the future my life and Gilang will not calm down.

In addition to straying from the way of God, it is also detrimental to us because the behavior of parents and God does not approve.

After long enough silence each other and his final rise, I have to go home because if not I will be more fallen by the words he said that ssalu pierced the heart.

Although I'm sure, if I go home and say this he'll be happy because his wish is realized by the universe.

When I got home I went straight to my room. Still with a broken heart.

But before this leg reached the front of the room he called me. Not by name, but by his typical call to me.

"Heh, how it went. Want to stay on the next huh?"

With a hateful look she looked at me, watching me from top to bottom.

Maybe I'll be laughed at soon.

I began to sit on the edge of the room, facing her with my head down.

"Neither being a mah, from his KUA can't"

At first glance I could see a trivial gaze and a cynical laugh instantly sounded. But the furrowed eyebrows seemed to be angry it became a question mark for me, why such an angry upset and demeaning to be one in the look of his face.

When his eyes bulged towards me, I immediately lowered my head back honestly I couldn't look at him.

"Heh what does that mean? You want to play with old people, huh? After yesterday you firmly do not want to rewind the show now even canceled? Is it sane?!!"

From the tone of his talk I know he was angry and angry, but why angry instead of happy?

Does he feel sorry for me?

"Well, he said the distance was too close so he couldn't. Then yesterday was the time to be exhausted because of the lack of data in the village"

"Allah reason, so if said parents do not yes do not. Now this is the result!! Now what is the fate of your father who has applied for leave for Wednesday, huh? Can you pay because your father can't work?!!"

I was a little stunned, even so now I know why he was so angry.

Not out of pity for me but because he's gonna lose because Dad won't get money on Wednesday, because of leave to get me married.

Not only that, he also kind of sued for me to compensate the loss he received for it.

Tight, very claustrophobic I could only apologize and rush back to the room.

I couldn't bear the tears I shed right then and there, but she didn't care if I still heard her grumbling.

I seem to be meaningless. So all this time what? It was as if he thought of me as his real son.

What is the attitude of a mother to her child? I don't think so. There's no way a mother wouldn't let her child get hurt.

All this time I was not his son, more precisely he was not considered his son. What am I just a kid who lives away his birth mother.

No one really wants to give me answers about all these puzzles.

How bad am I? How thick am I? Until his hatred never faded from the past until now.

Although the day is still bright but I sleep because I am tired of everything I walk

today, falling asleep with the occasional sob still coming out.

Shortness still feels very tired and weak body because it has not filled anything.

...

My eyes blinked softly, looking at my dark room I slowly took a step.

Falling asleep on an empty stomach, the brain is full of thoughts and tears that are still seeping makes me difficult to just get up and turn on the lights.

Fortunately my room is not too big, maybe even small enough so just need to stand up and take one step forward then I have reached the light switch.

My eyes hurt because the lights were on, making it a little difficult for me to open my eyes.

After her I sat pensively on the edge of the wooden bed with this limp mattress.

My mind is still fixed on the failure of my marriage, what should I do?

I realized because I heard laughter and laughter outside the room, it turned out that my father had come home and it was dark.

I looked at the phone to check the clock, at 19:15 it turned out I slept long enough. I'd better go out for food, whatever's important I'm not starving like this.

Just now I was about to move I heard my name brought in at their talk.

"Father, it won't be this neighbor's son! Maybe he wanted to embarrass the family, humiliate me. How will you tell the boss to try? Already on leave his permission to be a guardian ehh not even so. Basic kid gob*og"

"Yes how have already said, it is impossible to cancel mah. Know for yourself what B*I factory"

"Yes, that's why I was mad earlier oulang home him, bodo really want heartache or hit also hah wrong this itself"

I close my eyes, the tightness comes back up in my chest. I have to rush out, let them see me out when they talk about me.

Because I'm sure they won't care. After passing through the eyes of the eyes that saw me snide, I closed the door.

I took this to the streets, where the vendors were selling food. Although not as good as in the market I usually pass after work, here is enough for me to find food that can make me full tonight.

I walk as if I am fine, do not want to be asked a lot of people because however in this area many who know me, just know if I am the son of rt 10 sir.

Mareka did not know exactly what happened in the house, and if it happened it was over I was maki because it really tarnished his good name.

After buying fried food I returned home, nothing just this because my money was also thinning still long into payday so it must be frugal.

I opened the door and went inside, without seeing them I went straight into the room. Eating fried foods that I buy, wearing earphones so that my ears no longer hear the word that is always and more piercing.

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