Love Kania

The Part 37

Seeing Kania who feeds her brother, makes Ryan consumed with jealousy. The young man seemed to be getting sultry with his feelings that were starting to unsettle. Although trying to brush off the taste, but in fact he still can not afford.

With an accelerated pace, Ryan walked down the stairs and stood right in front of Arya and also Kania. "Let me feed Brother." Ryan grabbed the plate from Kania's hand, but seeing the food on the plate had run out made Ryan snort angrily.

"Sorry, we're done eating. If you're still hungry, please eat it, it just so happens that the side dishes are still there." Kania then got up from her seat and cleaned the empty plate.

"Eat, Brother come in first." Arya patted his sister's shoulder.

"But why?"

Arya just smiled while looking at her hand. "Some small wounds, don't worry."

"I know that wound won't make Brother lose his life, but why would it hurt like that?" Ryan looked curious.

"Sister fights with a perverted man who seduces your sister-in-law." Arya whispered softly near her sister's ear.

"Bad guy?" Arya nodded.

"That pervert dared to tease your sister-in-law, therefore, Brother beat her up. Ah, come on, now go to sleep." Arya walked to her room.

"The pervert teases Kania?" ryan's inner self still doesn't believe. Seeing that Kania is still in the kitchen, Ryan immediately meets her. "Are you okay?" ryan asked as he watched Kania from head to toe.

"Whatchu mean? I'm okay." Finished washing the dishes, Kania intends to leave the room, but her hand is soon grabbed by Ryan.

"Is that why my brother's hand is bleeding?"

"You why? Isn't it natural for a husband to protect his wife?"

Hearing Kania's reply made Ryan release his hand from the girl's arm. "Ah, why should I ask if the answer I received was so painful." The young man's mind with a clear face.

Ryan then left Kania who was now looking at him in wonder. I don't know why, Ryan felt like he had lost. It was time for her to give up and accept the fact that the woman she still loved belonged to her brother.

In the room, Ryan started packing his things. Tomorrow, he will return to America and forget everything that happened to him. He was already determined to bury all his memories and past with Kania. "I should be able to forget him. I have to go so as not to be tormented because I see him every day. Kania, why can't your face disappear from my head." Ryan threw his body on the bed. Although he was determined to accept the reality, but in fact it was difficult for him to be able to mengikhlaskan.

Because I kept thinking about Kania, Ryan couldn't fall asleep last night. His eyes were still awake until morning. With a lazy step, Ryan walked towards the dining table.

"Why is your face like that? Did you not sleep last night?" asked Wicaksana while sipping honey tea served by her daughter-in-law.

Ryan did not reply, only his face looked pouted while gulping down a glass of water.

"Do you still want to go? It's not too late if you don't want to go." Arya tried to persuade her sister, but Ryan did not budge. His decision was unanimous, he had to keep going.

"Yes, if you have arrived, don't forget to tell."

Seeing Kania sitting next to her brother, Ryan again piqued until he got up from his seat.

"Ryan, where are you going? You didn't have breakfast?" wicaksana asked when she saw her son leaving, but again Ryan chose silence.

"Easy, Dad. Maybe he's still worried about leaving or staying here, so he's weird like that."

Wicaksana just nodded even though he actually knew the unease in his youngest son's heart.

"Prepare breakfast for Ryan, let me take it to his room" Arya told Kania. The girl nodded and prepared at Arya's request.

While carrying a glass of milk and some toast, Arya knocked on her sister's room door. "Ryan, open the door." Before long, the door of the room opened.

"Don't bring you breakfast. You're leaving soon, so you have to have breakfast." Arya placed the plates and glasses on the table and sat down next to her sister. "You why? Brother notice, you seem to be agitated? If you don't want to go, you better not go."

Looking at the older brother who cared about her, Ryan was touched. The sister who was perfect for him now looks happy with the woman he loves. He was too cruel to ruin their happiness. "Is my brother happy?"

"Why do you always ask about Big Brother's happiness? Didn't you, Brother already said that Brother is very happy? Ryan, don't worry about Brother because Brother has found Big Brother's happiness. And now, you also have to achieve your happiness so that father doesn't worry about you too much."

Arya smiled at the question of her sister. "Why? Do you still not believe that Brother is so happy because he married a woman like your sister-in-law?"

Ryan smiled bitterly when he heard the expression of his brother's heart. I don't know what he is feeling now, because he himself is not able to interpret the turmoil. If time can come back, she wants to go back in time and become a lover that Kania can trust. She wants to be a reliable lover and is always by Kania's side in her time of need, but that is unlikely to happen because her opportunity has been wiped out with their memories that are slowly disappearing.

"Sister, stay happy, even if I have to bear the injury. If he can make you happy, I will be willing and let go of him. I'm leaving and I don't know when I'll be back. I don't think I deserve to be among you, because I definitely won't be able to see your togetherness." Ryan's unconscious mind had already made him shed tears.

Seeing her sister crying, Arya hugged her. "So don't know you're sad about having to leave us, but if it's burdensome for you, stay here and don't go." Arya was still trying to persuade her sister, but again she did not succeed.

"I still have to go, brother. After all, Dafina must have been waiting for me." Ryan tried to look tough.

Hearing the girl's name, Arya smiled. "So, you've made girls people wait? In that case, Big Brother will no longer persuade you to stay. Go, he must have missed you. If you feel fit, don't make him wait. Hasten him immediately and be happy." Arya then got up and left her sister who could only smile behind the deep sadness.

"If you know that the woman I've been in love with a long time ago is Kania, can you still be happy?" ryan looked at her brother's departure.

"Wouldn't you go to the office? Your hand is still not healed." Kania looked worried when she saw Arya was getting ready to go to her office.

"My hands are okay. Besides, the only thing I hurt was my hand, not my leg." Arya smiled, but not for Kania who looked disappointed with her husband's answer.

"Don't worry, I'm fine. If you're still worried, I'll be home early." Seeing that Kania is still worried about her, Arya just smiles even though she knows, Kania is worried about her because the girl feels guilty for making her hurt.

After Arya left, Kania then did his activities as usual. The girl was only in charge of guarding Tania and occasionally helping Bi Suri and Surti in the kitchen although sometimes she got their rejections because after all, she was the Madam in the house. "Madam, let us work in the kitchen, Madam just accompany Non Tania. After all, Mr. Arya has advised not to let the Madam cook in the kitchen." Bi Suri rejected Kania subtly, however, Kania was not at all offended.

"Alright, Bi. I understand and won't bother Aunt again." Kania smiled and left the kitchen. At the same time, Kania saw Ryan who was already preparing with a suitcase in his hand. "You're leaving already?" asked Kania who was already standing in front of him.

Ryan nodded. "I'm going to go. I'm sorry, because I hurt you. I know, you've been happy with Arya, so, I'd better go because I can't see you guys together." Ryan said with a broken feeling. Love that slowly began to tease, finally can only evaporate without a trace. The love that had once been lost and re-present, in fact, was not able to make him happy, because only jealousy he got.

Hearing the young man's words, Kania could feel sadness in every word she said. "I'm sorry, it's upsetting you, but this may be the best way for us. I pray that you will always be happy." For some reason, Kania felt sad to see the young man. The young man who had made his heart again melt, but now no longer because slowly the love was stored for Arya.

Arya's tenderness and care, has made Kania fall in love. Although she was aware, her status was only a wife on a contract sheet, but at least she sincerely loved the man.

"Can I hold you?" Ryan looked at Kania who was now standing in front of him.

Kania nodded and hugged the young man. Hugging Kania, Ryan shed tears. His first love, the woman he loved, and all his memories he would forget along with the last hug of the girl. "Do I still have a chance to have you again?" asked the young man who was still hugging Kania. Hearing her question, Kania wanted to let go of her embrace, but Ryan did not budge. "Is there a little bit of your love for me?" Ryan asked back, but this time Kania did not stay silent.

"Sorry, everything I've ever felt for you is gone. We're just ex-lovers and that's never gonna change. I don't love you anymore because I love my husband."

Ryan let go of his embrace and Kania could see the clear water hanging from the young man's eyes. "I know, that's why I better go. Please take care of my family and I hope you and my brother live happily." Ryan wiped his tears and rushed to meet his father who was waiting in the courtyard.

"Uncle, Tania must have missed Uncle." Seeing his nephew being held by his father, Ryan smiled and approached him.

"Uncle must have missed Tania too. Later, Uncle called Tania often. Tania still remembers Uncle's message, right?" Tania nodded and hugged her uncle.

"Dad, I'm leaving." Ryan looked at his father and was just the smile the middle-aged man had given him. "Pad's Health. I'll call Dad often."

"Take care of your health, too, son. Don't worry about Dad." Wicaksana hugged her son while patting his back.

After saying goodbye, Ryan rushed to the taxi waiting for him in the yard. Waving his hands, Ryan finally left. Looking at Kania, Ryan shed tears. A sense of regret suddenly erupted because of the hatred that was not appropriate for Kania. In fact, that hatred had turned into a love that almost killed him.

Seeing the young man leave, Kania tried to hold back the crying. For some reason, upon seeing Ryan leave, Kania felt a sudden sadness bothering her. "Maybe, this is the best path for us. In the past, even a while ago, I still loved you, but I couldn't continue my love because I already loved her."

Kania has loved Arya, the man she married, despite only being a contract marriage. He loved the man for his care and maturity. The man apparently managed to take Kania's heart, causing her to worry between the two. Eventually, Kania decides to keep her love for Arya, even though she herself does not know when her love will be revealed or maybe she will harbour her love.

At the airport, Ryan was sitting and waiting for his flight time which was only half an hour away. Among the turmoil of his heart, he saw Bastian who was passing not far from where he was sitting. Ryan then rose and intended to meet his former best friend just to apologize for the misunderstanding that had occurred.

Ryan walks behind him until unknowingly, Ryan hears Bastian saying to someone on the phone. "Don't worry about Kania. As long as no one knows if their marriage is a contract marriage, he'll be fine. Thank you, because you're so worried about Kania."

Ryan was shocked to hear Bastian. Believe it and not, but it makes her feel like she has hope. "If Kania is only married to Kak Arya, it means they don't love each other. Does that mean I still have a chance to get back to Kania?"

After going through an inner upheaval, Ryan finally decided to return. She will not return to America and remain with her family and she has decided to forget Dafina and choose to get back Kania's love.