Love Kania

The Part 24

Kania was shocked when she heard that sentence. A sentence that someone used to say to him in the past. "I love you, beautiful."

Kania tried to turn her body around, but the embrace was so tight that it made her unable to move. "Ryan, let me go!" Kania tried to rebel, but again failed. The burly body of the young man so tightly hugged her.

"Why? Don't you like my embrace? I know you're just a cheap woman who's willing to sell her body just to get a wad of money. I'll pay you whatever you ask, as long as you give me what you gave my brother." Ryan's words were so sharp and painful. Kania shed tears as the young man uttered a sentence that was so despicable and demeaning.

"Are you satisfied with insulting me? Let go of me, then I'll forget about your treatment." Kania tries to be patient and does not fight, because she is afraid that Arya will come and see her in her own sister's arms.

Roughly, Ryan turned Kania's body around until their faces felt so close. Kania could feel the puff of Ryan's breath that was so hunting with the look of an eagle's eyes that were looking for prey.

"Why? Are you afraid that your husband will see you in my arms? Calm down, my brother has gone into his room and may be asleep by now."

Kania then released Ryan's hand which had previously blocked his body. "I will forgive you for your cruel treatment of me. Ryan, I know I was wrong, so I'm sorry, but please don't interrupt my life again. That day is over and I want to forget it. Please, let me live my life with Arya and Tania." Kania shed tears. In earnest, Kania pleaded. However, it's useless because it turns out Ryan still can't forget Kania's betrayal of her.

Ryan smiled sinisterly as Kania said it all. "If I don't want to, what do you want? Want to report to my sister? Come on, I'll be happy to tell her who you really are. Oh right, one more thing, don't ever think that my love was on you, because it was a love word for me for Kania five years ago."

Ryan then left Kania standing still. Her tears suddenly fell upon seeing the young man's departure. Indeed, Kania could not afford to be angry or hate him even though the young man had cursed or looked down on him. "I can't hate you, because I still love you. Forgive me for not being able to be honest with you." Kania looked down and wiped her tears.

While in his room, Ryan sat on the side of the bed holding back his tears. For some reason, she felt pain because she had been cruel to Kania. Although he said angry and hate, but in the depths of his heart, he could not bear to do it all to Kania because honestly, the feeling was still there. Although Kania once betrayed her, but she can not easily forget the love and affection that Kania once poured out on her.

"Why is it that when I forget you, you suddenly reappear in my life? Kania, why are you so cruel to me? What's my fault for you that you could hurt my heart?" Ryan clenched both of his hands and recalled Kania's betrayal which made him feel a deep sense of hatred.

She brought a glass of warm milk from the kitchen. The rest of the tears that had wet his cheeks, look began to dry.

Inside the room, Arya was still sitting on the sofa chair while looking at her laptop screen. Seeing the arrival of Kania who was carrying a glass of warm milk, the man smiled.

"Drink this warm milk. Sorry, I took a little while because I had to clean up some kitchen utensils that I didn't have time to clean." Kania tells a lie because she is afraid Arya will ask him, but the man just smiles while receiving the glass that Kania thrust at him.

"Thank you." Arya then drank the warm milk. It was so soothing as the warm milk passed through his throat and warmed his stomach.

The empty glass was placed on the table. Kania picks it up and intends to take it back to the kitchen, but Arya forbids it. "Let the glass be here. You better sleep. Oh, yes, from now on you no longer take care of the kitchen and also the house. I will ask Bi Suri to call her nephew to work here. Your only duty is to be a mother to Tania. Don't pay attention to others because all I want you to do is pay attention to my daughter."

Kania nodded and put the empty glass back on the table. Kania then walked to his bed and lay there. Likewise with Arya, who laid her body while staring at the ceiling of the room she always stared at every bedtime.

The atmosphere of the room was so quiet as if both of them had fallen asleep and were lulled into a dreamland. However, the silence could not make their eyes closed. Kania looks agitated to make him unable to fall asleep.

"Why are you nervous? Is it because I'm here, that's why you can't sleep?" Kania was surprised that the man had not yet fallen asleep.

Kania who covered her entire body with a blanket, slowly revealed her face. "I'm sorry if I bother you. Not because of that, but ... "

"Aren't you able to sleep because the lights in my room are this bright?" Arya seemed to understand Kania's anxiety. She realized that as Kania covered her head with a pillow, even covering her body with a blanket.

"I'm sorry, but if you mind, just let the lights on. I'm okay, co."

Arya then got up from her bed and immediately put out the lights in her room. Instantly, the room darkened, but not for long because the small lamp in the corner of the bed then lit up. Arya laid her body back. The ceiling of the room looked at him with a smile that slowly flashed at the corner of his lips.

"Are you asleep?" arya asked, but there was no answer. Arya smiled again and turned her body towards Kania. Sure enough, Kania had fallen asleep while hugging the bolster pillow that made her lulled into dreamland.

The atmosphere of the quiet room with a dim lighting, apparently makes Kania easy to fall asleep. Arya was still staring towards Kania. The beautiful and innocent face of the girl in his eyes. "Ah, why can you make me this comfortable? Do you know that I can't actually fall asleep with a bright light? Why is it that since you've been in this house, I've missed home and want to go home soon? Ah, am I crazy?" Arya smiled in light of her being silly with her own feelings.

While both of them were already lulled in their deep sleep, there was someone who looked agitated at the thought of Kania's face returning to shake her heart. "Ah, why do I keep thinking about it? Ryan, are you stupid? Why do you think about the woman who hurt you?" Ryan looked agitated to the point of keeping his eyes awake. Really, the shadow of Kania's face can't just disappear. Because Kania, is her first love.

Ryan laid his body with his eyes slowly closed. Sweet memories of 5 years ago re-injured his heart. How, at that moment, he was so happy. Adolescence full of romance romance so membuubuu.

Back then, Ryan had completely fallen in the warmth of the love Kania had given him. In fact, Ryan no longer cared about the gazes of the girls who adored him. He did not care about the beautiful and stunning faces of the girls who tried to approach and seduce him. Because his love and heart have been bound to one woman, namely Kania.

However, all the love, affection and loyalty he gave to Kania was met with betrayal. Her heart crumbled dimly as Kania suddenly said a parting word. In fact, ruthlessly Kania walked in affectionately with the other young man before her eyes.

All those memories made Ryan shed tears. The bitter memories that he wanted to forget, now came back and brought the hatred he had once lost. Yeah, Ryan hates her so much that he wants to ruin her life. However, it was not easy for him to shed hate because the love that had been lost, slowly began to disturb his heart.

*****

The morning sunlight was slowly visible on the sidelines of the window. The sound of a crowed chicken can be heard from a distance. Arya slowly opened her eyes and looked around the room. Kania was no longer on her bed. "Sure he's awake." Arya saw a clock on the wall of the room that had shown at 6 am.

With a lazy step, Arya walked towards the bathroom. The bathroom door was slowly opened, but it was not open. Arya returned to her bed to tidy up the bed.

"Let me do it. You take a shower first." Kania looks very neat. His hair looked wet with fragrant shampoo and bath soap that could still be smelled by the man's sharp nose. For a moment, Arya was glued and looked at him, but not for long. The man eventually headed to the bathroom and soaked his body with cold water.

"Oh my God, what's wrong with me? Ah, why should I be faced with such a complicated situation?" Arya looked at her wet face in front of the mirror. His face flushed red as he remembered Kania who had been standing in front of him. "Arggh." Arya rubbed her face violently as if she wanted to throw away the image of the beautiful face that started to bother her.

Almost half an hour Arya was in the bathroom. With the towel wrapped around her waist, Arya stood behind the door. "Do I have to go out using just this?" Arya looked at the towel that covered half of her body. The man hesitated to get out of the bathroom. He did not want Kania to see him with circumstances that seemed embarrassing to him.

"Until when do I have to hide here? My body is cold too." The man's body looked shivering. Having been unable to bear the cold that morning, Arya finally decided to get out of the bathroom.

Arya was shocked when she saw her already tidy room. His bed was also fixed. And Kania was no longer there. Arya smiled to herself considering the panic that had been in her nature earlier.

Apparently, Kania had been out of the room since then and went to Tania's room to see her daughter. The little girl smiled as she saw Kania enter her room. "Mama's son is apparently awake. Come on, take a shower, and then we'll have breakfast. Papa and Uncle must have been waiting." The little girl nodded and immediately went into the bathroom.

Since Kania's presence in the house, Tania began to be taught to be independent. From bathing, eating, even to cleaning her bed, the little girl did it herself and was of course helped by Kania.

After they finished, the two of them finally headed to the dining table, where Arya and Ryan were already waiting for them.

"Well, Uncle's nephew is pretty. Come on, sit by Uncle." Tania smiled and obeyed her uncle's invitation. While Kania rushes to the kitchen and prepares warm honey water for Arya.

"Where's my mountain?" ryan asked when he saw Kania putting a glass of warm honey water in front of her brother.

"Do you want me to make you some coffee?"

"No, I don't want coffee because I couldn't sleep last night. Brother-in-law, can you make me the same drink as Kak Arya's? I think it's gonna be good." Ryan's face smiled and begged spoiled in front of Kania. Arya who saw his sister's behavior could only smile.

"All right, I'll make it for you." Kania then returned to the kitchen and before long she returned with a glass of warm honey water in her hand.

"Sum while it's still warm." Kania placed the glass in front of Ryan and sat back in her chair. Ryan picked up a glass and started sipping the honey water. "Hmm, I think I can sleep soundly if every day is served with this healthy drink. Brother Arya, Big brother is lucky to get a wife like sister-in-law." Ryan praised with a smile.

Every sentence that Ryan spoke was so praiseworthy, but Kania was not consumed with that praise. Kania knew, the young man was just making small talk in front of them.

While Ryan, only smiled on his lips, but in his heart he was so depressed when he saw Kania who was so attentive to her brother. She felt jealous when she saw Kania coming out of the room with her wet hair. "What am I thinking? Isn't it natural that they do? Ah, why am I tormented by their affection?" For a moment, Ryan glanced at Kania who was enjoying her breakfast. That face, can not be easily removed from his heart and mind. Between hate and love, both are so thin that the young man cannot tell whether he hates or still loves.