Forced Love

Chapter 7. Keep trying

As time went on, our relationship became more intense every day even though we only communicated via chat. Me and Dhito were complaining about our activities, Dhito was stressed with his job and I was fed up with many tasks every day. And it's been almost a month we've approached. 

"I don't feel Ri... We're gonna have a month's deket." Dhito sent me a BBM message. 

"Yes, I don't feel it..." My answer was short and confused what else to respond to. 

"Hmm what else is Ri?" 

"Here I want to be ready - ready to sleep Dhit, already sleepy. I have to get up early tomorrow because I'm going to college tomorrow morning. You're not sleeping, Dhit? Stay up again?"

"Oh that's yaudah deh.. I can't sleep with Ri. I also work in the morning tomorrow. Why yes.."

"Something else you think is possible."

"It's a must and a lot of Ri... Hehehe..."

"What else do you think about Dhit?"

"Yaa including lo Ri."

"Why do you think I'm Dhit? Because of our relationship that I still believe in?" 

"Hmmm maybe yes...But how do you feel about me now Ri?" 

"I'm sorry Dhit I think I even mikin nyakitin your heart ya.. And you keep trying to make me. My taste is still the same Dhit, hasn't changed."

"When are you going to Ri?"

"Gue don't know Dhit, you can't do it?"

"Can't Ri, but when do you want to be like this? Want more attention to you also can not be. So I'm afraid - so scared Ri wants to worry about you."

"Kalo lo feel like it's not able to make me deketin because I'm like I won't make you kok Dhit, you can retreat. I also don't want to be a bad person because I know you're a good person."

"So you tell me to give up Ri, after all this time I wait you can love me? Sia - vain dong my efforts." 

"Gue didn't tell you to give up but if you feel you don't want to try again ya gapapa."

"Gue still wants to work Ri. But I need time this time." 

"That takes time?"

"Yeah.I want to still work again deketin lo until the middle of this month. If you still can't, okay I'll back off. I won't make you Ri." 

"Oh that means if I end up having no sense of the same lo, you back off?"

"Hmmm yes...."

"Okee if that's it. I also do not want to continue - continue to be gini is actually Dhit. I feel sorry for you if my feelings are still no taste at all to you."

"In the middle of this month I bill ya Ri, but we keep communication as usual right?"

"Yes, how can I finally love you, if we stop communication."

"Okees.. Ri. Yaudah I want to rest first ya Ri, again tired of a lot of work, that is also my second thought."

"Yeah Dhit, okay... Have a good rest, Ohhit..."

"Yeah lo too ya Ri, do not sleep malem - malem." 

"Okee..."

Again - again Dhito is still trying to get my heart. I was really amazed by him because I was still trying to get close to me. 

"Ri, have you eaten?" Dhito sent me a BBM message. 

"Not yet, but later.. I'm not a laper yet. It's another break." I reply quickly.

"Hmm can I call you?" 

"Emang lo again empty this Dhit?"

"Yeah I'm taking a break Ri, so I want to call you. Can you?"

"Oh yaudah can do it." 

It didn't take long, my phone rang.

"Hello... Assalamualaikum."

"Hello... Walaikumsalam." 

"Ehemmm...lo again in class or outside Ri class?"

"This is again in class, why?"

"There's a temen-lo right there?"

"Hmm yes there is dong.. Why mother?"

"Then I if there is a temen-lo call me as gini Ri." 

"Shame on why? Temen - my deket is already on know lo kok Dhit."

"Are you serious? What is the same story with them?" 

"Yes, our story is again an approach. What else try hahaha."

"Hahaha seriously? So you tell the story about them... If the same Vienna you tell us not to deket?" 

"Hmm same Viennese I also told you a story."

"Anything with Mytha?"

"Sama Dhit, my same story Mytha keeps the same Pran I also story. Moreover, they are all my friends, yes I must be telling a story." 

"I know him hahaha.." 

"Dhhh. That's artiss??"

"Hahahaha artist among you right??"

"Yeah aja ajahh ah, uh Dhit can not be connected again later the phone. This is my teacher." I answered while whispering.

"Oh okay okay Assalamualaikum."

"Yeah Walaikumsalam."

Although I still have no affection for Dhito, but I feel comfortable when I have a conversation with him. Hopefully by the middle of this month I can fall in love with him.