
After the road with Gaga yesterday, I kept my distance from her because I felt Gaga was avoiding me too. I don't get it.
After college today, I think I want to talk to my friends in Tami's car. Because Mily and Fily went home first because there was family business.
"Where are you with Gaga Ri?" Ask Tami.
"How is Tam.. Yaa gini ajah." Reply relax.
"I mean after yesterday's road you guys made no progress?"
"No, no yaa... I have not had this contact with him either. He usually talks to me every day.. But after yesterday's road he didn't call me anymore."
"Lo didn't chat him first?" Sera immediately snatched.
"Laah. Really males.." Reply annoyed.
"Why Ri?" Ask Tami.
"Honest ya.. From the beginning I had no feelings with Gaga. I still don't know why I didn't talk to him. Well he's good, keep him attentive too. But I don't like it if it's finally closer.." Answer me at length.
"But I've been feeling Ri, lo to Gaga was like there was no feeling. Just deket yes but do not love the heart..." Answer Tami.
"What time?" Ask Sera.
"Ah you don't care." My solute.
"So this is your relationship with Gaga not continued?" Ask Tami.
"Yeah.. I'm so lazy."
Suddenly my phone rang. There's a chat coming in from Dhito.
"Hi Ri's.. How are you?"
I immediately replied, "Yes.. Thank God good Dhit. How are you doing yourself?"
"Iyaa Alhamdulillah healthy also kok Ri...What again?"
"Still on campus kok Dhit. Why?"
"Oh, I thought you were home. How to Ri."
"Dhit, the position we're in now is to be friends.. Can you not use me again?"
"Why Ri? We're still breaking. You still give me a chance, right?"
"Yes we break, but our position as friends. So just use the word lo and I again ya Dhit."
"So have to change your word to lo, say I become me? But if I'm more comfortable using my name you can't?"
"When do you want to be like this Dhit?"
"Why are you Ri? I'm just here to try your contact again because we haven't had communication in nearly a month. But here you're talking about me and you or me and lo. I don't understand..."
I didn't reply to Dhito's last chat either.
"Lo why Ri? Your face is arriving - it's tense?" Tami asked while looking at me sharply.
"It's loh, suddenly the Dhito is talking to me again. I'm so damn good this kid, I told you not to use me you. Uh still a kekeh.. Though our position is now again break." Obviously, I am full of emotion.
"Patience Ri..." Sera Sahut.
I let out a breath.
"You whatever your choice later Ri, finally want how the same Dhito and want how will the relationship lo same Gaga.. It's important to tell a story..." Tami answered while stroking my shoulder.
"Thank you Tam..." Answer me with a smile.
"Eh I also dong.... I also support Ri whatever your decision is.." Sera Sahut.
"Hahaha yes yes thanks Ser..." Answer me with laughter.
Suddenly, my phone rang the sign coming in. When I saw it coming from Dhito, Tami and Sera looked at each other after looking at the screen of my phone.
"Have a look at Ri.." Said Tami.
"Don't Ri..." Sera.
"Son... Riri's emotions are unstable Tam... Rather than later on the phone being emotional." Sera Sahut.
"Ser, rather than not lifting at all. Mending lift it up first..." Tami Debate.
"Tam, it won't solve anything.." Sera Debate.
"That's what you guys are, even on the sigh debate... This is dead hunting phone. So I'm dead, all right.." Answer me in a high tone.
"R... Why don't you hear him first he wants to say what you are?" Ask Tami.
"Make what?" Just pissed.
"Biasain is horrified deh Ri, don't want to be horrified." Answer Tami.
"Tam, am I impatient with Dhito? Or less good?"
"It's not Ri, you don't want it in this time. Try the Dhito first... Don't even emotional gini dong.." Answer Tami again.
"Udah.. You are the ones who are noisy. His phone is dead.... Still want to debate?" Sera Timpal.
Me and Tami let out a breath.
"I'm sorry Tam, I'm not mad at you.." I'm trying to calm down.
"Yeah Ri.. I understand that... You have come so far to give Dhito a chance. Maybe you're tired now, so gini your attitude to him."
"Gue was wrong asking him to stop smoking?" I asked while shedding tears.
"Not Ri... It's even good.." Sera Sahut.
"R.. Don't cry." Tami held my hand.
My phone is ringing again.
"R... My advice was to listen first. He wants to tell me if it's the same thing." Tami said as she looked at my phone screen.
I took a deep breath and raised it while holding back my tears.
"Hello.... Assalamualaikum..." Answer me in a slow tone.
"Yeah hello Walaikumsalam... Chat me why aren't you at bales?" Answer Dhito firmly.
"Otherwise that should be discussed after the contents of the chat from lo?" Reply annoyed.
"At least you give me another reason besides that."
"What's the reason for this?"
"Why do you ask me to keep what you want?"
"You mean?"
"Yes, this is an example. From yesterday I've followed you all.. Why don't you follow me once?"
"Oh the story is about to reveal the problem of cigarettes?"
"Yes now gini.. The name of the couple must accept each other.. Why don't you try to do it with me?"
"It's wrong to accept your feelings from the beginning.."
Dhito sighed.
"Udah yes. I want to go to college again... Assalamualaikum..."
"Goddessalam..."
I hung up my phone and cried.
"R..." Sera and Tami heard me and Dhito talking on the phone, then they hugged me.
I cried so much after that. Sera and Tami tried to calm me down.
I'm getting convinced this time to finish with Dhito.