Forced Love

Chapters 15. Day - Day of Dating

"You can't see me yesterday?" Ask in a BBM chat. 

"Such a sweet darling... You?" Reply Dhito quickly.

"Come with Dhit." Answer's short.

"What are you, baby?" Ask Dhito.

"Again this break Dhit. At 1 o'clock there's another lecture, you?" 

"Sama dong's...What do you keep resting on?" 

"Just have a chat with me." 

"Oh that. Yaudah you want to continue chatting with your friends first?"

"Take this. Dhit, I'm sorry I had a hard time meeting you, so we just chat BBM gini aja often. Why don't we meet rarely?"

"Judek.. Gapapa kok Ri's... The important thing is that we keep communication I'm happy." 

"Thank you, Dhit, you want to understand."

"Yes the same - same darling. The name of the couple must understand each other, darling, later if there is time we also meet. Like yesterday at the Vienna house we met and talked a long time ago. I'm a seneng loh...." 

"Yeah Dhit. Thanks again." 

My days communicating with Dhito yaa just by via BBM chat and yahoo messenger only. And to be honest, I always avoided if Dhito invited the two of them. I still have to have a relationship with him. My darling is just pity and good. Sorry Dhito. 

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"Every day I see you are very busy to hold HP. It's a really good courtship, huh?" Ask Fily while being sober.

"Hahahaha yes am I busy holding HP? Yes how do Fil, because I'm dating emang just chat doang. Rarely meet." Answer chuckles.

"Yes meet, the courtship time chatan doang."

"Honestly, I don't want Fil."

"Pity. I feel sorry for him Fil and he's good, so I want to be his girlfriend."

"The real crazy thing lo Ri. Kasian coy boy.. If you like it, do not have to date dodol! I'm fucked up, you.." 

"What's up?" Ask Sera who arrived - suddenly surprised me and Fily.

"Have you Ser, ngagetin me only." Fily replied while patting his chest.

"You are it." My voice while grabbing Sera's hair slowly.

"Aww pain Ri. You're both so serious, I'm a kepo." Sera answered directly sitting next to me.

"Ask the same temen lo Ser. I don't understand the way he thinks." Fily then he was busy playing his HP.

"Eh why the hell Ri?" Sera asked whispering.

"Fily was angry with me..." Whisper me to Sera. 

"Why?" Sera asked again while whispering and looking at me.

"Udah Ri, just do not survive just because you pity. You hurt yourself, hurt him too." Then Fily stood up from her seat and left me and Sera.

"Hmmmm Dhito?" Ask Sera understood immediately.

I just nodded and looked down. 

"Jaudah, mending you thinkin said Fily well - well. There really is, too. Rather than love him, hope continues unambiguously mending the end." Sera Obvious.

"Lo must have run out in the same omelin as Fily? Hahahaha that's why I say Lo Ri." Mily's coming to me.

I'm turning. "Gue is wrong Mil?"

"Yes, you think. We as friends - Lo's friends just remind me ajaa Ri. If you do not want to be horrified again to go back to Lo what is the reason, but if Lo nurutin yaa Alhamdulillah yes. Because we think that Lo is wrong Giniin Dhito. Kasian Ri." Mily replied again - again advising me.

Again, I hesitate to let go or not. The days I dated Dhito seemed meaningless because my heart had a hard time loving him sincerely.