Forced Love

Chapter 9. Learn Dear

My days are getting busy because of the many college assignments and piling up, every day there is always a task. Every day always stay up late in order to learn well and the next day I have to wake up early - early in the morning. But I'm grateful to have Dhito supporting me when I'm tired of studying. He never stopped encouraging me even though I was often indifferent to him. 

"Excite the activity today my dear.." Words that he always said every morning before I started activities.

"For Dhit, have you left for work?" My answer is trying to notice it. 

"It's ready again - ready baby...Have you had breakfast yet?" 

"Judah there, don't bales my BBM.. It will be late. I've been drinking milk, I'll eat a lot of lunch. Bring the food too."

"Father dear... It's not too late, it's just leaving. So, Judah, have you left yet?" 

"Here I want to go among the Father. Yaudah heart - heart, Dhit... Had breakfast?"

"Yes, your heart is also yours...No, I eat at the office... Yaudah I'm leaving, yeah." 

"Yes, okay...." 

I have always been comfortable communicating with Dhito, he appreciates me a lot even though I still half-heartedly accept his love but he still tries to keep my attention.

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"I want futsal today baby." Dhito sends a message in BBM.

"Malem?" Short reply.

"From afternoon, baby, until 7am at most. You want me to?"

"Malem huh? I can't Dhit. Can't be sure the same Mama out of the mallem or go home malem if not because of college. Next time, dear.." I tried to resist the subtle because honestly I still don't want to see Dhito often. 

"Oh that's it. Well means that every futsal I won't be in the dong? I'm futsal for sure every afternoon baby and it's gotta be malem."

"Yes if you futsal during the day I can nemenin."

"Yes, how else is it, Dhit."

"Jaudah de gapapa... What time are you home today, dear?"

"I'm home at 5. And I want to go straight back because I want to do the job again."

"Oh that... Yaudah that is. I'll continue to work, baby.. You're the spirit of college."

"Yeah.. Dhit Okee. Thanks ya.. You're also his work spirit."

Early - early courtship I always avoid meeting with Dhito on the grounds that I am always a lot of tasks and busy or any reason. And I know Dhito always accepts that. I feel this is upside down for me, I used to be with Yori she who always had a reason not to be able to visit my house if every weekend and I accept it. Now that Dhito's position was like mine, I always reasoned not to be able to meet him and Dhito always accepted it.  Although Dhito always tried so hard that I wanted to meet him but I always reasoned.

"Darling, I just finished futsal. So tired. Just try to come watch me, I must be more excited deh hehehe..."

"Jam just finished playing? It's malem loh Dhit."

"Yes, the children ask to add the clock, he said less."

"So far, what's going to hang out first to go home?"

"Back, baby, I'm tired of this too. Want to take a break... You haven't slept, honey?"

"Not yet, still doing the job and waiting for news from you."

"Spirited darling, thank you for waiting. Yaudah I'm going home. I'll be home by now I'll tell ya..."

"Yes Dhit, be careful... Thanks baby..."

I have to try again to learn to love Dhito.