Forced Love

Writer's Heart for Dhito

Haiii.. I'm Riri Saputri a 2nd semester medical student while dating her. But we've known each other since High School from my best friend's friend and he's also a senior at my cousin's High School. Dhito is a patient and kind person, even he is very loving, especially with his parents and younger siblings. After graduating High School he chose to work first rather than he had to go to college. He was the first of 5 children, so he felt responsible for his family. I salute his attitude of responsibility as the eldest brother to his younger brothers. Moreover, he still had a baby brother who had just been born. So he felt he had an even greater responsibility because his parents were no longer young.

Before I wanted to thank Dhito, he taught me to be an unselfish woman who only attach importance to my own feelings. And earlier I also wanted to apologize to Dhito, because when dating him I was forced to accept his love. I admit it is wrong to make him love himself without any sincerity from me. Although we dated for about a year, but we broke up because of my stability, even I was close to Gaga while on a break with Dhito. But Dhito was always patient with my attitude. Until we finally finished and really finished because I felt that I did not want to survive anymore because of pity, honestly at that time I couldn't accept him because he was an active smoker and he was far from my male-type criteria. But I forced myself to accept her love back then, until we finally broke up it made me feel sorry for leaving people as good as Dhito. A few days after the break up I cried and thought about her situation and feelings. Until my 20th birthday he gave me a surprise I didn't expect. He gave me birthday cake and presents. He came home with my best friend Mytha. Mytha told me that she wanted to shoot me again, and it was the first time Dhito came to my house and met Mama. But I no longer want to open my heart and give her a chance. Until finally there I was honest with Mama that I had dated Dhito. But because he was an active smoker and I was half-hearted with him until I finally broke off with Dhito. And sure enough, Mama's response was ordinary and asked me to regard Dhito as a friend only, nothing more.  Because I knew Mama would forbid me to go any further.

But now we've been good to each other - all right. After the break up, he had a new girlfriend for a year. All I know is that her boyfriend is a friend at her home complex and thank God their relationship has lasted until now and I hope that Dhito and his girlfriend can go to a more serious level. Once again thank you Dhito Resmana (definitely not a real name) who has been present in my life and provide a meaningful life experience for me. For my story and Dhito finally foundered I will tell in my 4th novel. Because when I broke up with Dhito I met and knew Adi. Thank you to my loyal readers.. love you all <3.