Forced Love

Chapter 56. Last Chance for Dhito

After my conversation with Dhito yesterday in the BBM chat, Dhito and I often communicate again. Even I've started changing my word to me and lo to be you again. I started to give Dhito a chance, yes I was devastated. Obviously I'm devastated by Dhito's story. I'm just an ordinary woman who has the heart to forgive and give (again) a chance.

"It's already September?" Ask in a BBM chat.

"Yes Ri, why?" 

"It's really September this year."

"It's been a month.."

"What?"

"We break.."

"Hahaha inget are you Dhit."

"Inget. I can't forget Ri."

"Hmmm yes yes..."

"Help me Ri.."

"What's Dhit helping you with?"

"Help me to change for the better."

"Yeah God help me. What matters is that you have the will."

"Yes, I want Ri.. Change for the better. Cigarettes are also lacking."

"Yeah.. Your sin is terrible if you lie to me Dhit."

"Yeah Riiii... What are you doing again?"

"Tell me a little chat - Temen I'm Dhit. You?"

"There's still this lecture over? This is again bales your chat. Take a short break, much more work." 

"Hahaha yaaa understand that mah if again bales chat I Dhit. Did you eat?"

"I ate chicken soto. Have you eaten?"

"Udah was too. It's gonna be another lecture like it's gonna be.." 

"Kayaknya? Is the schedule unclear?"

"Iyaaa should have been at 10 college, but at the drop-off. So it's 3pm because the doctor can't.. Long time waiting until afternoon.sebel."

"Yeah, keep you from talking about it the same temen - your friend?"

"Yes yes.. He was going to walk first while waiting. But said the class leader do not go anywhere - where ever afraid to arrive - arrived at college in advance. Uh this is until now there is no info. He said 3 o'clock, but I don't know if so or not. It's half 2. Soon there's news.."

"Prophe Ri... The spirit of the tree."

"Yes, thank you, Dhit.." 

"Ri, I'm working again.. I'll tell you when it's over. You are tidakanin later if you want to go home or Ri already at home." 

"Yeah Dhit... The spirit of work."

"Thank you Ri.."

***

After college, I put my body in bed. I looked up at the sky in the room and imagined that if I had become a doctor, it would be even more tiring. 

"R... Have you eaten?" Ask Mama to arrive - get into the room.

"Not Ma... " My answer was to immediately change the position from sleeping to sitting.

"What do you want to eat? Father's coming home tomorrow. Mama males cook Nak... Want to go to the market to buy meatballs or soto noodles?" 

"Soto nice noodles yaa yaa..." Answer smiled.

"Yaudah yuk, you haven't had a bath yet."

"Okeees... Ready." 

I rushed out of the room and got out of the house and pulled out the motor. After the motor was on, I waited for my mother who was still changing clothes in the house.

"Maaa... Haven't you???" I screamed from outside.

"Yeah..." Mom from inside the house.

Mom went out and locked the door. 

After that we also walked by riding a motorcycle to the market near the house, in the market it was a lot of snacks such as meatballs, grilled chicken, fried chicken, soto, and so on, soto noodles and many other aides. If mama is lazy to cook, we will definitely go there if we are alone at home.

"Ri, do you want grilled chicken or Soto Mie?" Ask Mama.

"Soto Mie aja deh Ma, full until the mallem surely." My answer.

"Jaudah sana pesen. Mama wants meatballs.. Wanna drink some?"

"White water is Ma..."

"Don't want Milo milk? Milk is you. You're out of activity all day.." 

"Jaudah yaudah is up to Mama.." 

Mama wouldn't if I ate less. So I have to eat a lot.

While I was waiting for the food to come, I was busy playing my phone and contacted Dhito that I was home.

"Dhit, I'm back.. This is again eating the same Mama at home deck. Mama didn't cook it, so we're snacking."

Dhito quickly replied to my chat, "Alhamdulillah.. What are you eating Ri?"

"Eat soto noodles. Still in Dhit's office?"

"Enak yaa eat soto noodles. I want to be... Still, but I'll be home soon."

"Yes a good dong.. Hahaha yaa eat it later fit home. Judah will return to his heart - heart Oh Dhit." 

"Yeah.. Yaudah, you eat first. I'll finish reporting later.." 

"Okees. I'll eat first, yeah.." 

After finishing eating, my mother and I went home, once at home I cleaned myself and then rested. When I lay down on the bed, I saw a cell phone and there was a message from Dhito. 

"R... I want to say something to you, I know I have a lot of flaws and I'm hard to tell you especially about cigarettes. Until now I have not stopped smoking. I know you mean well ask me not to smoke anymore, and I know you're trying to love me sincerely. And I'm so grateful, you always give me the opportunity many times to still forgive me and repair the relationship. This time I want to ask for one more chance to fix our relationship again, you want to not accept me again?"

I immediately replied to Dhito's very long message.

"Dhits... His name is human there are flaws and certainly there are advantages as well. I want to give you another chance. This is our last chance, I'd like to see a few days ahead. How our relationship is getting better or worse. If it improves hopefully we can last, huha Dhit. But if it gets worse, we're friends with Dhit..." 

"Alhamdulillah.. Thank you Ri. I'm so glad you're accepting me again. Hope our relationship improves..." 

On September 4, 2013, we started dating again. Yes again... This is really the last chance for Dhito.

***

"That's very much the same as Kamuu Mythhh.." I came to Mytha's house directly hugging Mytha.

"Astaghfirullah, I don't know if he wants to come here." Mytha was surprised.

"Hahahaha. Once a surprise dong..."

"Jaudah let's go in Ri." Take Mytha.

"Hmm okay... Assalamualaikum..."I stepped into Mytha's house with a greeting.

"Goddessalam.. Sit Ri... Let me go with Bokap. I'm practicing taekwondo. Uh the Dhito knows you're here?"

"This lo means alone dong? I was told it was Myth."

"No, there's my aunt in the same room with her kids. Again in sleep.. Most dhito nyamperin you."

"Oalaah, jaudah we must not be noisy.. It doesn't taste good to me. Hahaha I guess he said he wanted to stop by for a minute."

"Don't you relax, what do you want to drink Ri? It's Dhito mah bucin." 

"What ajaa Myth. Hahaha temen you..." 

"Jude, wait a minute, yeah..."

While Mytha made me a drink, I opened my phone and it turned out that Dhito was sending me a chat.

"Honey.. What time are you at Mytha's?" 

"Till afternoon it looks like.. Why Dhit?"

"I'm samperin you later ya all anterin you go home, because this is me again a lot of work. Here I finish Friday Prayer continue to work again, have not been able to rest together to eat."

"Yeah gapapa kok Dhit. His work spirit.."

"Yes, thank you dear. Have fun with Mytha.. Don't get me hahaha.."

"Yeah baby.. Dihhh geer very lu yaa Dhit hahaha.."

"Hahahaha justin."

"R.. It's drinking the same snack ya.." Mytha came from the kitchen.

"Thank you, Myth." Answer me with a smile.

"What time is Ri coming back?" 

"Don't know, he said there was still a lot of work. Here he is again chasing after before 5 o'clock. To turn it back at 5.."

"Oh that, he's busy again.. How do you keep telling the story you can reverse again? Hmm yeah I hope you guys don't break up again."

"Hmmm... Amiin yaa. long story." 

I finally told him everything from the beginning of Dhito and I communicated again until I finally got back together. And it didn't feel like Mytha and I were chatting until the afternoon. It was almost 5 and a half hours.

"I am Ashar first, Ri. You no longer pray?" 

"Yes, I'm having a period of myth. Okee..." 

After Mytha finished praying, Dhito called me and told me he wanted to go home and immediately approached me.

"I think it's just like Dhito until I go straight home to Myth." 

"Yeah.. It was afternoon too. But you're off tomorrow, right?" 

"Yes, it's a holiday. This is Dhito just back from work, I guess until home what time he tries? Haven't stuck. Friday will usually be jammed Myth."

"Judah, do you want to go back?"

"Here he told me to wait. Sebel deh."

"Yaudah wait ajaa Ri, who knows cepet until here. Kan Dhito also rode his bike."

I was speechless and a little upset that I had to wait for Dhito who was not clear until here at what time. Until finally I asked Mytha to accompany me to the front court because Dhito was waiting for me there. 

"What time is it?" I came to Dhito.

"I'm sorry Ri.. I don't know if I'm going to do that shit."

"Myth, I'm coming home.. Thank you for visiting the repotin for so long." I immediately spoke to Mytha regardless of Dhito.

"Yes the same - the same. Be careful, be careful.." Mytha smiled.

"I walk ahead nyari ojek. Don't you want to take me.." I replied resentfully to Dhito, then I walked on and left Dhito and Mytha.

Dhito only fell silent when he saw my attitude that arrived - suddenly bad mood.

"Cursue Dhit.. You want Riri to come back alone already gini malem?" Mytha's whisper was heard.

Dhito chased after me and pulled my hand.

"R... I'm anterin." 

"Not to."

"R... It's malem." It's malem."

"Emangs. Long time anyway." I still continued walking without looking at Dhito.

"R... Excuse me. Come on, I'm anterin."

"Mama has the road to pick me up in front of the Kalimalang highway. I'm riding an ojek.."

"Ri, I'm the anterine to the front. Already malem. I'm sorry I.."

"Ck ah's.. You are yes. We just had one day back. I've made a sprain, just try I didn't wait for you. I'm not going to tell you this story, Dhit."

"Yeah I'm sorry Ri, I was wrong for telling you to wait for me. I really want to see you Ri...."

I stopped and turned to him, "I feel really noisy."

"Please Ri, please." Dhito continued to plead with a parched face.

"Jude."

"Judek.." Dhito ran on his motor matic and came to me.

I got on the bike and along the way to the front of the highway, I didn't want to talk to Dhito at all. Dhito was silent too.

"Thank you." Answer's short.

"Yes the same - the same. If it's up to my home news.. Again I'm sorry about you Ri..." 

"Hm.. Judekah. I'm gonna cross. Thafs.. Be careful..." 

I left Dhito and ran to find Mama whether she had arrived or not. 

Since then, my relationship with Dhito started to fuss again. We just got back together, but there were always problems that upset me.