Forced Love

Chapter 6. Second Process

Today I was busy making notes in the past week, I always tidied them into a book with a new writing. This is how the life of a medical child is full of tasks. Moreover, I have entered in the 2nd semester stage, starting many tasks and notes that accumulate. I always spend time at home if I need me time or just walk myself wherever I want. When I finished taking notes, I opened my phone to see who was calling me. It turns out there was a message from Dhito. 

"Ri, I'm sorry about these two days I didn't chat you. I'm trying to accept what we talked about two days ago.. After I expressed his feelings to you. Maybe I am too rushed - rush want to have it so yesterday I was sad. This is why you just connected. Where should we start with this process?" The content of the Dhito message that made me sad. 

"Yeah gapapa Khit, you don't be sad.. This is another attempt to make deket again. I don't want to just love you with me. I also have to be able to so I want us to approach first yaa.. Even if gaktau until when. At least one month is the process. Gapapa, right?" 

"Yeah gapapa kok Ri, with you give me a chance like this I was very happy. Because I still have a chance to be the same you."

"Yeah Dhit, we start communication as usual... Yes, we usually chat-an aja kayak how... Don't be too stiff and tense.." 

"Okee deh Ri's.. What are you doing now?"

"It's me again in Dhit's class, finished my notes. Sit down with song. Lo himself?"

"Lo's still on campus, huh? Here I am again on a work break. Want to eat really bad, sleepy. Have you had your lunch?"

"Well still, I finished college at five o'clock... Hahaha jam this hour tuh risk tau for sleepiness. This is me eating, I'm bringing Dhit."

"Yes, clock - clock risk. Wow very cool.. Bring me what Ri is?" 

"Mending you eat Dhit instead of drowsiness. I brought the fried rice here Dhit, in the same kitchen as my daughter."

"Yeah mending eat, but I think I want to coffee first let it be a bit literate. I am so sad that I Ri. Very good fried rice."

"Yaudah ngopi deh tuhh continues to eat fried foods, most mantep kan tuh hahaha. yaa eyang I am a good at making me fried rice Dhit." 

"It's a good idea, Ri, I've made coffee first keep looking for fritters in the future. It was the most beautiful. Do you bring provisions every day, does it mean?"

After that Dhito did not reply to my message immediately, a few hours later when I started college he just replied to my message. I didn't read it as long as I was a lecturer, so I replied to it after my lecture was over. 

"Ri, new sori bales.. I didn't hold HP anymore. I keep copying it turns out I did not buy fried food, I was eating at my office deket warteg. Genuine full, exhausted it was immediately a lot of work from my boss.. Really mantep. This must be college again... Happy learning Ri... Vim. When I'm finished, I will..." 

"Hi Dhit, my gapapa also just finished this college. Yes nice dong so you have lunch. Rather than just eating fried food. Make up the spirit, I want to go back on this. Very tired, the road must be jammed if it was late afternoon gini. Moreover, I took the angkot, already deh."

"I thought you were in college again. Jude - heart on the road. It's good to be back, I'm still struggling with the work huhuhu... A little more done. At 6 or 7 I'm back." 

"Yes, thank you, Dhit, you are also careful when you go home.. It's good to ride a motorbike."

"Yes the same - same Ri... Hahaha keep a pegel anyway Ri riding a motorbike also if it gets stuck."

"But at least can overtake - overtake kann..." 

"Just love hehehe... Yaudah, is this on the road?"

"This is just coming out of the campus building. Want to go ahead nyari angkot ngetem with me." 

"Okedeh, I'll be home to my home news! Ri."

"Okee sip Dhit..."

Me and Dhito continued to proceed to get closer and get to know each other better. I also tried to cultivate a sense into Dhito even though it was difficult, because from the first time he approached me I did not have a feeling in the least, I wanted to respond because he was good to me. I wish I could give my heart to Dhito.