
Today I came home early because today's course was only one and I don't want to go home late in the afternoon. So I let you go home first with FAMTOM.
"Where the hell is Ri?" Ask Sera when I'm ready to go home.
"Gue has Ser business, so we have to go back first. So can't hang out with you guys today..." I answered busy tidying up the bag.
"Cie's been busy actually Miss Riri nih.." Sissy Ledek.
"Hahahaha I have the same thing.. Not busy.. I was first, guys.." I replied with a goodbye.
"Judah, be careful Ri.." Mily replied as she waved her hand.
"Daahh.." My heart also waved its hand.
I rushed out of the campus building and looked for public transport. While on the way I called Dhito because suddenly - I just thought of him.
"Dhits.. What are you again?" Ask in a BBM chat.
Once I got home it turned out that Dhito had just returned my message.
"May be busy." Short reply.
"Oh jaudah.. Later if you're not busy you tell me.."
"Too splinting."
"Jaudah if you have already heard about Dhit.."
"I don't want to be disturbed. You take care of yourself..." Reply Dhito with ketus.
"Jaudah, I love you when you are Dhit. I think you have a lot of problems..."
Dhito no longer replied to my chat after that.
"R..." Call Mama when I'm busy holding HP.
"Yes Ma?" I answered while approaching my mother.
"Udah ready? Yuk.."
Mama asked me to accompany her to her insurance customer's house, so I went home first.
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During the trip to accompany my mother on a motorcycle, I just kept quiet and thought about why Dhito arrived - it was cold. It's not usually like this, although no matter how much the problem is, he's never been indifferent to me.
"R... Out of the customer's house Mama we eat meatballs yes.." Mom said when I was shaking.
"Yes Ma..." Answer's short.
"R.... Habisin.. Don't play HP..." Sahut Mama's.
"Yes Ma...." Answer's short.
After my mom and I finished our meatballs, we went home. When I got home, I changed my clothes and took a rest.
"Maa.. I'm in the room.." My answer is to speak slowly.
"Yeah..." My mother answered briefly.
I also slept in bed and was busy opening HP. Until this moment Dhito still has not returned my message, honestly I am restless and afraid that later he will arrive - suddenly silent continues like this. I also sent him a chat.
"Dhits... You're angry with me, aren't you?"
Dhito replied quickly, "I'm really lazy all the same. Why are you still patient with me in the same state I was ketus same you answer the chat?"
"Males the same I also mean dong?"
"To be honest I can't be angry with you Ri, I just want to work together and family. That's why you've been emotionally charged with."
"Prophey of Dhit... His name is alive too. I'm gapapa... I thought you were angry with me, so I was confused. But I'll give you time to calm down."
"Thank you Ri.. You want to know me when I arrive - come to you..."
"Yeah Dhit... No problem though.. I'm glad that you're honest, like this."
"I still need some alone time by ya Ri?"
"Gapapa Dhit, later if you can communicate, you will tell me yes..."
"Yes, thank you Ri..."
"Don't thank me, Dhit.. We are a couple, so we need to understand each other. You are also very good with me... Still want to survive with me even though I'm still half-hearted with you..."
"I'm grateful you're still willing to hold on even though you don't feel completely for me."
"I'm sorry, Dhit.."
"Udah ah even so sad... I'll need some time first. Don't talk about it - talk about it like it's Ri..."
"Judek.. Congratulations to me time..."
"Yeah Ri..."
Me and Dhito didn't communicate until tomorrow for a whole day. The anger of Dhito didn't even make a drama with me. He was still patient in replying to my message. I salute him very much, but why is this heart still not fully given to him?