Forced Love

Chapter 28. Kesah Dhito's

Honestly, after getting advice from my friends. I was stubborn, which I certainly did not hear their words. I kept my relationship going because I saw Dhito's sincerity and because I felt sorry if I ended my relationship with him he would be sad.

"What are you, Ri?" Ask Dhito via BBM chat.

"Hey.. I just got home. You still in the office?" Quick reply.

"Thank God, this is still in the office. Maghrib I will be home. I want a story..." 

"What story do you want? Want to call or chat? I want to change clothes first... Just arrived at home."

"Who can be on the phone? Yehudah there you change clothes first. When I'm done telling you I'm.." 

"Chat yes hehehe... Gapapa, right? Wait a minute, Dhit."

"Jaudah okee baby. How to fuck." 

I was clean before I finally heard Dhito's curse. I'm not ready to communicate on the phone often when I'm home. Because even to this day, Mama doesn't know I'm dating Dhito. 

After an hour ago I immediately replied to Dhito's message again, "Okee I'm ready."

"Udah? I want to tell you the same story. It's about me being confused whether I should go to college or not.."

"Loh, you want to go to college? How do you keep working?" 

"So gini loh Ri, I'm on the same advice as temen - temen I make a lecture later. But yes, I took it while working. Yes Ri work.. I want to charge myself, do you know how I am, my sisters a lot. Not to mention I still have a little sister. So maybe in a year or two I'll just go to college."

"What do you want to major in?"

"Economy is like, only I'm still confused about where to take college?"

"In the deck of your house there is a campus right? Than you nyari far away Dhit."

"Yes, yes, too... Now, if I don't tell you the same story, you can't get this advice."

"Yes, you know, I'm really confused right after school - I'm planning college."

"Why did you arrive - want to go to Dhit?"

"I also want to be equal to you, you go to college when I don't..."

"Yes, Oh, oh, I thought that was it. With your work, you are responsible for yourself and your family. Because you're the first boy and the man. Education is a bonus..."

"So, I want to keep myself strong if I want to be serious with you Ri."

"You really want to be serious, just like me?" 

"Yeah Ri I really want to be serious. I was kidding, how... I'm sure you're Ri."

"Why can you be sure of me Dhit?"

"Yes, I don't know Ri, I feel like you fit in with me. We're talking about Ri..."

"You're good Dhit, so I'm honest yes why do you want to survive with you even though until now I have not told about you to Mama and Father."

"I'm far from good Ri, thanks yaa you still want to survive with me. Gapapa Ri, I understand why you haven't been able to tell Mama to your father.  I'll be patient with Ri."

"Sir Dhit, you're very kind. That's why sometimes I feel like a real bad you because it's so good for you. Thank you, Dhit, you still have to wait patiently."

"You're good too Ri, you're not evil. Don't talk about it. Same with Ri."

"I will continue to pray the best for us in the future, Oh Dhit." 

"Yeah Ri..."

I kept trying to keep doing well - it was fine with his relationship with Dhito, although eventually I would break my relationship with Dhito. Sorry again, Dhit.