Forced Love

Chapters 10. Breaks

Friday, February 15, 2013. My heart started to fidget as I often ignored Dhito's messages. I always reasoned not to hold HP or HP was low batt. Sorry Dhito, this time I was mean to you. 

"R.. You why the hell is the end of this very often long bales chat from me? I'm wrong what's wrong with you?"  Dhito sent me a message.

"You have nothing wrong - what exactly is Dhit. I'm confused now." I answered quickly.

"Why Ri?"

"I feel the same way as Dhit. I'm kind of weird to feel you, Dhit." 

"What a weird thing about Ri? I'm so confused right now. You love me not the same as I really am?" 

"Honey.. But yes it is Dhit..." 

"What's how?"

"Dhit, let's just hope..." 

"Huh? How the hell? How did you arrive - suddenly ask to break up Ri anyway? You why?"

"From my feelings to my feelings, we hurt Dhit."

"I don't want Ri... Pleases. I'm confused about what to do.." 

"OK if you don't want to. Let's break it first.... I need some time."

"Why are you?" 

"I need some time, Dhit. Pleases. My feelings for you are half-hearted." 

"okay Ri... I can't mean you. I'll give you your time, but you have to break?"

"Yeah.. Thank you, Dhit. Yes we have to break Dhit, if we are still status we must still keep communication."

"So you want us to lose contact?"

"God why be Ri, I love you Ri. I honestly don't want to break, let alone we haven't dated for a month."

"Dhit, please don't talk about it. We stop now... Sorry." 

"Samples when are we not communicating Ri?"

"An month yeah..."

"It was long Ri. Just a week. please.."

"Dhit, that's too sprightly. I want a month to break first... I can't communicate with you. Give me time. If you don't want to mending, really don't break."

"How come you're Ri instead, Okay okay I give it. Okay I'll give you a month.." 

"Okay, thanks, Dhit."

"Actually I don't want to, but I have to give up because I love you Ri."

"Why are you still so good about me Dhit? I think I'm gini loh. There are many women out there who are better than me."

"I love you Ri. That's why I'm like you. No Ri, I want to be with you. Even I have the same serious intention as you Ri."

"You want to be serious about me, you have to stop smoking. You know I don't like guys who smoke, even my papa mama doesn't like."

"Yeah Ri, I'm going to try. Sorry Ri, you have to be patient with me. I must've been trying."

"Yaudah so love me a long time ago to not communicate with you, so as not to be emotional if you know you still smoke Dhit. Gapapa.."

"Yeah Ri... I'm trying to understand."

After that me and Dhito didn't communicate for a few weeks. I hope that Dhito will forget and not bring me back. My race is still forced with Dhito, so I'm confused now how to.