College Or College Ah?
Terrified
Should I be happy or sad now?
Today is my last day to have a student boyfriend...
In a few days my boyfriend is a graduate, right?
And I'll be his graduation partner...
Happy for your graduation..
It's sad to have to part with you...
Can I call myself unprincipled?
I'm afraid I'm having trouble seeing you...
After you leave and have a life there.. Is everything going well for us?
Am I still needed?
I'm always curious about what you do every day there...
Can I call every hour?
Don't laugh, I'm serious....
In the afternoon when the lecture was over, brother Dhika invited me Arika and Nunu to come with her and Hanifa to the hill cafe..
When we got there, we ordered a lot of food and drinks.
"It's free today, a ready-made tax treaty" said brother dhika.
"Sir, will I go to Yu Airport? Get Brother Iyas with his family???" take me to Brother Dhika who is joking with Hanifa.
"Are you tomorrow Andreas is coming home? Don't you think it's been a month?" said.
"Not coming home, he went to Bandung anyway just stop by" I replied
My expression was hard to hide, I was really sensitive back then.
"Na, don't be sad? I want to meet the future-in-law." ledek Hanifa
"Are you not sad? Isn't Dhika's sister also graduating with Iyas' sister? you guys will also split up" I asked.
"Iyasih, we will also separate but Bandung Jakarta is not as far as Bandung Palembang deck?" ledek kak Dhika's.
I'm getting worse and worse at hearing Dhika's joke, it feels like it's not funny and difficult to explain.
"Dhika's sister what the hell the joke is not funny instead of the same sympathy Raina" martial Hanifa.
"Hmm my car can also be made by rain? How many people are his family?" ask Hanifa.
"He said it's just Mom, om, auntie as well as her father who came at least 5 people" I replied.
"Well, just use Dhoni's car with Hanifa, later from there Andreas told me to drive Dhoni's" he explained.
"really right? later who knows brother Andreas would take his family for a walk as well" I said
"Yes later the brother who spoke with Dhoni" replied brother Dhika.
After the hill cafe...
I threw myself down while looking back at the gift I made to Andreas..
It felt so sad, for the last few days I was faced with a feeling that I had a hard time explaining.
"Later brother Andreas broke up I didn't ya?"....
That kind of question that constantly bothered my mind, since knowing Andreas I became motivated to pursue high grades. The reason is because I do not want to lose competitiveness with my boyfriend, he alone can study hard and balanced between academic and organization. My time as a woman can't???
Last semester's GPA was also quite good, I got 3.7 yaaaa not perfect indeed because there are some friends who even got 3.8 for their first year. But, I am grateful to be able to adjust faster to do a myriad of activities that must be run simultaneously on campus.
Andreas' first year GPA was also 3.7 so it was not impossible that I could catch up to him... Indeed, the value is just a number, but for new students like me, the value can be a whimper. The point is to know what majors we choose is in accordance with our hearts or not?....
My phone's beeping....
"Rain, are you asleep?" ask Hanifa..
"Not yet fa, why?" my answer.
"Aren't you anymore?" tanyakanya.
"Haha you know, iyanih I thought of her graduation later she broke up I don't ya? rich in those movies" I said.
"Yes, I was thinking about that from yesterday. Just that I don't dare to tell the front story of Dhika's sister was afraid she was worried" he replied.
"Remain true, I also say you must think even though you are only from Bandung Jakarta still whose name is LDR and LDR is not possible to meet every rich day now" I explained.
"Yeah, I said I thought too....In movies or in Korean dramas is it mostly fitting the graduation of the guy asking to break up or break? with the reason we have to learn first until equally successful" he lamented.
"Well yes, keep saying that a soul mate must not go where, right?" my answer.
"Aaaah I'm afraid anyway" cried Hanifa.
"Me too" I said.
