College Or College Ah?

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After saying my deepest request, my eyes immediately glazed over. Instantly I turned my face away from Andreas, and tried not to cry.

"Why am I so emotional?" my thinking.

He also just kept quiet and did not agree or refuse my request, for a few seconds even he was like sculpting.

Andreas seems to have trouble fulfilling my wish, is there still anything he is hiding?

"okay! I take good care of myself from now on. I'll go to the rich therapy you asked for, I'll call more often and pay attention to you. I'd....

"Not most promises, I'll take care of it. Mending that real brother can make the promises of that brother, if not? I will be sad to be alone again" I said cutting off his words.

He hugged me again, this time his embrace was looser.

"Udah sister rest there! I want to finish the cost of brother, I want to sweep, mop the floor, finish the bookshelf, window rag, change the curtains a lot of my job. Brother sleeping over! later, I let you go out for a while to see her grandmother Hanifa continues to eat with them while going to the beach" I said.

"You ko so rich service go clean gini anyway? don't clean up, I'm the one who cleans up. Mending you who sleep, as well as you he said research disease I tuh. Well please now the princess just sleep" ledeknya.

"Wouldn't! sister nurut same me? or am I going home now?" I said threaten.

He must have known my threat was just a joke, but because of the situation he was having a mistake when it could have been he was afraid I would actually leave him.

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I also started cleaning Andreas' room. First of all I dropped all the books that seemed disordered in their display. Maybe Andreas here is really super busy, far away from the boarding conditions now with when he was a student first.

"Sister, can I give you this planology book? I want to make a PKM about his rich planology" I said when I saw the planology book on Andreas's bookshelf.

"Take it, if anyone needs more use it" he replied.

"Is there anything you need, can this book?" I asked while showing the book Space which is almost like the dictionary thick.

"May, take it" he answered.

After finishing tidying up the books, I then swept the floor and found countless coins scattered about.

"That coin money can make you too" he said.

"I give you advice if you're grateful, it's okay" I said.

"By the way" she replied coldly.

"Money coins as much as gini, mending sister tube later if it has been a lot of nih for example there are five hundred thousand or a million may hmm new brother love to me. With pleasure, I will not refuse" back I mocked him.

Andreas instead of sleeping just keep looking at my movements. Wherever I move, his eyes follow me. I can see it from the end of my eyes.

"What is so rich in ngeliatin? I'm so uncomfortable knowing?" grumbling.

"You, as long as I'm not there, has anyone ever hurt you?" suddenly tanyanya.

I stopped my work for a moment, then turned to look at it.

"Hug? ngaco who hit me? meaning guy? nothing" I answered.

"Alright if until there is a report to my ears, you walk the same guy together" he said grumbling.

For some reason when Andreas said that, I immediately thought of Fasya.

Fasya and I have been on the bike a few times. In fact, we went to the bookstore together. Ah, but does Andreas know? my thinking.

"Hayo daydreaming what?" the tanyanya surprised me.

I sat next to him, and told him all the events that actually happened when I was hit by a motorcycle and the views of my three friends about Fasya.

"Silver must believe, I have no more feelings for Fasya and I am also sure that Fasya only considers me a friend of doang" I explained.

"The one on your inbound call list? where I saw her chat" he said, taking my phone.

He immediately focused on reading my chat with Fasya. I also return to do my job once in a while to see it.

Just as I was about to mop the floor, Andreas suddenly seemed to call someone.

"Yes aunty, Raina is with Andreas now. I'm sorry that I'm sick so Raina has to be here" she said.

"Aaah Mother turned out" I murmured.

"Yes, greetings to Om, Recca and Randy" he concluded.

I went to him again, this time I saw my phone too.

"Why? anything weird in my story chat?" my many.

"You're not weird, but Fasya is weird. I can't draw any conclusions before I see my own eyes, how he looks at you or the way he talks to you. After I read all of your chats, he has a direction pdkt to you" he explained.

"Nah Hanifa also said that, he said Fasya style pdktnya old fashion pdktnya to me" I replied.

"Jude, you're just being rich. Gapapa, anyway you also do not know whether he likes you or his family? or maybe your guess about him talking about IPS faculty can really, right? the reason is too early if I forbid you to play with him. Anyhow, he's good with you" he explained.

Hearing Andreas think so, I felt relieved. Although I was worried, afraid that Andreas would immediately get angry and prevent me from meeting Fasya again.

My boyfriend is the best! he was able to see from many points of view and did not rush to conclude.

"Yaudah, I want to mop" I said as I moved.

"Do you not need to mop up, do you not miss what I am? can't be next to me. Don't go that far" he grumbled.

"Isn't it wrong, brother? since when is brother spoiled like this?" ledek.

He just looked at me laughing.

After my work was done, I saw him asleep in his bed.

"Cape also yes cleaning the room guys, even though the room itself is rarely I settle" I thought.

I looked at my picture on the wall near his bed.

Until I accidentally dropped one of my photos when my hair was still not as short as it is now.

"This must be a photo for an ad for Hanifa's accessories on Instagram" I said.

When I picked it up and I was about to paste it again, I read a piece of writing behind the picture.

"My First and Forever Love Raina🖤"

I smiled as I read it, and it turns out that I was really his first love. But will I also be his last love? He with a lot of charm, could just get bored with me someday.

He would easily find a woman who was prettier and better than me...

When it was all over, I found a paper under his sleep lamp.

***Sister, we'll see you today....

In the same place...

The same campus...

But why does it feel different?

Why does my sister feel so far away?

Why does my sister feel foreign?

Why is there such a long distance between us?

I even forgot my eyes...

I forgot my brother's waypa first time...

Brother, be well! It seems like today brother is sick..

Big brother's eye bags look clear...

Big brother's smile also went where...

Sis... Spirit***!!!!

"Huh? this is my catetan when I want practicum at the foot of the mountain butts. This catetan that is perfect for cross-meeting continues to cross again that. Hmm so he took it?" muttered.

Unknowingly, I woke Andreas up and he caught myself wet reading the paper.

"Balikin and taro again in his place" he said as he wrapped his hands around my waist.

"That's a sacred note, you don't know how valuable it is to me?" tanyakanya.

"What's that worth?" my many.

Now he moved and sat beside me.

"If I'm so tired, I feel like I'm someone else, I mumble, I'm dizzy and angry. I just read your writing, then I became excited again" he replied.

"Udah ah, I want to take a bath not feel good if it has not been hit by water" he said as he walked to his bathroom.

"Pake the water angel's shower!" my yelling.

"Yes, bring it" he answered.

I did not expect, my idle note actually became a whimper for him. It felt like my heart was touched, as Andreas so appreciated this little note.

"Here he almost opens this paper lid every day, until it's scuffed like paper" I thought.

While waiting for her to take a shower, I wrote a new note for her. Still a small note just that this will be his next favorite record.

"***If you are tired from running constantly then rest....

If you are thirsty because you are moving too much and forget to drink then rest...

If you are wrong, not perfect and even lose then still do not forget to rest...

Not to admit that you are weak...

But to drive yourself faster again***...

It's okay if your breath is tight...

It's okay if your load feels heavy on your shoulders...

It's okay if you hold back the pill...

It's okay if it also holds back the longing...

At least turn around for a moment...

Look at me always in the same place...

Where you can return from your search..

Any night, my door will never be locked...

No matter how far you leave me, I won't leave...

You know the way to my place... It is the path that always leads you home....

For you as a reason of my happiness******..

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I put the new note under his nightlight, while the old note I put in the drawer.

"I want to go to the beach, we both go there" he asked.

"Eitss don't be weird, huh? that brother is still a patient so he's at home!" I said reject her.

"I'm not good, I promise to treat your friends" he replied.

"The money is just herein, later I pay and I say it from brother easy right hahaha?" I said.

"Know does anyone know about money now you?" he said while tickling my waist.

Unintentionally, my body was pushed onto the bed and Andreas was right above me now.

A few seconds our eyes looked at each other, then I hurriedly got up and tried to shift the topic.

"I'm a laper, yes laper this morning was just eating porridge. It will be 11 o'clock, brother delivery dong" I said.

"Oh yes, beware of me orderin" he replied.

Two hours later....

"Yes fa, I'm the same brother Andreas already want otw there. He wants to come along, he said it's not good to promise you a deal" I said.

"Yes bye" I concluded.

I tried to hold her hand, because I was afraid her legs hurt or maybe her head was still dizzy.

"Udah gapapa ko, do not need to be won also times. I'm not a kid" he said.

"Abis I'm horrified to see him, just got out of the hospital already want to go for a walk" I grumbled.

"What a miracle" he answered.

Arriving at Granny Hanifa's....

Andreas and I met Grandma Hanifa who lived alone with her only child who was none other than the sister of her mother Hanifa.

"Have you heard yas?" ask brother Dhika.

"Udah bro, Raina is treated to be very careful" replied Andreas while smiling at me.

In the afternoon, we decided to go to the beach.

"Fa, ko your stuff was taken all over anyway? do we want to go straight home?" my many.

"Gak rain, we just want to go to the beach resort. So go home and bring all the stuff" replied Nunu.

"The beachside resort? expensive Nu time" I replied.

"Emang mahal na, the rent is 2.5 million" replied Arika.

"Where's that money?" my many.

"Tuh paid them both" Hanifa replied as she pointed at Dhika and Andreas' talking feet.

"Hmm pantes aja Andreas told me to bring a bag I turned out he had rented a room for the four of us" murmured me.

We took Hanifa's car to the beach.

"Kutil, are you patient? now that you ride a lot" said Kak Dhika while patting the steering wheel.

Hanifa and Dhika's brother were sitting in the front, Andreas and I in the middle seat while Nunu and Arika were in the back.

"Rame yes it feels like a wart full of gini" I said.

"Yes na, but rich if it's two children already have a guy and we want to vacation together with the wart will not fit deh" ledek Hanifa.

"Emang the Nunu same Arika already have a boyfriend?" ask Dhika.

"Not yet, but the light is again. Nunu was already very close to Gian, the Arika also very close to Nirwan. Well just wait for the date" replied Hanifa.

I glanced at Andreas who was engrossed in his phone.

"What the hell is it, brother? autis themselves hape" I grumbled.

"So, it's okay ko is just another balesin chat office that doain I cepet cured" he replied.

"When do you want to go to work again?" ask Dhika.

"Gue's been given a week off anyway dhik, when are you?" ask Andreas.

"Monday bro, tomorrow morning while I bring the girls home I also return to Jakarta" replied Dhika.

"Well, we parted again with them" Hanifa complained as she held my hand back.

"Yes haha LDRan again" I said.

"Hmm Nu again we are both mosquito repellent" ledek Arika.

"Eat him you've got a girlfriend dong!" answer Nunu.

"Ngaca lo!" said Arika

They argue about their status again, forcing Hanifa to yell and scold them again.

"Weeey already yes, I do not know your horror on status. I'm going to get you down on no?" hanifa said threatening them with a laugh.