College Or College Ah?

Diam

During travel...

Gian gave me rinsed jokes to cheer me up. Sometimes I laugh and hit Gian in the stomach, and then Gian would complain of pain.

"Diem is mukul-mukul mulu usually hahaha" he lamented.

I started a rather serious conversation with Gian about our relationship. Nunu's words that had made my mind a bit hard spinning, a mess that I felt I had to finish immediately.

"Gians.... I'm gonna have a serious word"....

Gian then put his head back a little so I didn't have to scream.

"By the way, Na." he said.

"Hmm..the wealth is not good if we continue to date boongan...gimana if we hope?" I said.

"Boongan's body? Hahahaha" he said with a laugh.

"I'm serious.ko laughed anyway... I'm the same Kayi... I don't want you to feel overwhelmed.... I want to live a normal life haha" I explained.

"I'm serious too... Yaudah we just say we break up haha.." he said again.

"That easy? Are you really okay?" my many.

I thought at that time, Gian would stand up for me and say that we should not break up before the gossip about me and Andreas subsides. But, it seems Gian also feels I am a burden for him maybe even Gian also harbors the same pity Kayi. Although Gian does not like Kayi, but nevertheless Kayi is his best friend.

"Just say yes Gian... I've been helping me this whole time." I said slowly.

"Yes equally..we are still peaceful, right despite the hope?hahaha" saying.

"Oh, we're just pretending we're enemies" I replied.

Gianpun changed his sitting position as usual, slowly but I could still hear him. Gian said, "If there is anything... If you just want to cry or complain... To me..."..

"Who wants to cry? Who wants to complain? Me? Hahaha that's impossible" I said.

"Oh you're horrified? Wkwkwk yes who knows if your invitation has a problem in the coming day hahaha" he replied while laughing.

Gian drove my bike quite fast, until at the red light our bike side by side with the Andreas bike.

"Eh there's dede gemeshhh" cried Ka Dhika.

I just smiled at the Dhika that Andreas had just hit. While Andreas.... Don't ask, he didn't even look at me at all... Just keep looking straight ahead as if you are following the race.

"Here is he not seeing me next to him? Or is he really avoiding me anyway?" my inner.

The green light flashed, this time Andreas seemed to have completely avoided contact with me so fast as lightning he immediately drove away from us.

"That's Andreas why the hell? Very afraid to see you rich haha" said Gian Meledek.

"He was disgusted the same time I was gi hahaha" I replied.

The journey was exhausting, my whole body was hurting and it seemed like Nunu and Arika were too. Shortly after we got off the bike together, we clapped on the side of the road. Hanifa who arrived first with fun laughs "hahahaha marabok guys?" said.

"Fa, the komdis is nyampe?" ask Gian.

"Udah from earlier Gi kaya again survey for observation post" replied Hanifa.

Every time I hear Andreas' name, I'm scared. Afraid and uncertain... Perhaps this is what many people say "salting". I really feel it...

A few minutes later ....

All the students gathered in the field. Our gathering place this time is the first former radio station in Indonesia. The first radio to broadcast the news of the independence of the Republic. Historical site more precisely... Behind where I stand now is a lake that has dried up... Surrounding it was overgrown with weeds almost as high as mine.

"Creepy is also the place" I murmured.

Gian heard my mutterings. "Are you scared of mbak?" ledek.

I just smiled and threw my face away. Every now and then I look forward to where Andreas is standing.

"Okay the field observation will start at 2pm today until 2pm tomorrow day! Total observation for 24 hours! The division of free observation tasks is up to your group's agreement only, as long as you observe your brothers will check every 4 hours to each post and you have to check the temperature periodically to then be written on the paper that you will share... How are you ready?" said Mr. Dodi.

"Ready sir!"...

A few minutes after we put the items into the hall, we began the observation. Gian and I were in the second quarter while Rima and Lisa were in the first.

"Over the next 4 hours what do we do?" I asked Gian.

For the first twenty minutes, I circled the observation site with occasional shots of the scenery and selfies.

"Huh, just try Arika Hanifa and Nunu did not go to the first drawer to say maybe I can go around with them" my mind.

"Will Raina?"

Someone called me from behind. I glanced towards the voice.

"Kayi?"

Kayipun approached me and finally we sat on the dry edge of the lake.

"How are you with Gian?" tanyakanya.

"I? We're luring Kayi.. I'm the same Gian euphasia.... We are too cute to date, but we can feel one another" I explained.

"You are innocent haha being lured right out" Kayi replied with a smile.

I looked into Kayi's eyes, there was happiness that was implied very clearly. Maybe Kayi is relieved because Gian apparently does not have a girlfriend anymore.

"Kay... Do you really like Gian? Hahaha is Gian what good is he?" tananyaku fishing.

"Gian.hmm.... I like him from High School... Gian is naughty... But he's the same attention of his friends, I don't know since when I started to like Gian because everything was so bad... Until Gian has a girlfriend, I don't like seeing her with other girls. Do you know rain?" inexplicably.

"Why don't you talk to Gian?" my many.

"It's impossible that Gian doesn't know about my feelings for him, he must have known ko just he pretended not to know yes maybe his taste is not my cake girl is ugly this haha wealth he prefers beautiful girls attractive and idolized rich you na" added Kayi.

Kayi's expression turned grim after saying how Gian's point of view was towards her. If I were in Kayi's position, maybe I would feel that way too. Even if I have a more attractive face though, if the man I have always liked is not interested in me at all it feels useless.

"Kayy... Gian kaya is not that kind of person... He wants to be friends with anyone, it also means he does not see people from his physique" I replied.

"But the proof is that he really cares about you and your gang. From the moment you get into class for the first time, Gian's favorite topic of conversation is you.... Especially you.... I never saw Gian's eyes sparkle again after he broke up with his girlfriend during High School... You're a girl, right? You should be able to compete if there is a guy who likes you rain!" obviously Kayi.

My conversation with Kayi was very emotional. I even told you things I shouldn't tell people who are "enemies in blankets" like Hanifa said.

But I felt like I wanted to help Kayi. I want to convey the same anxiety to her, that my feelings for Andreas are the same as Kayi felt for Gian.

"Kay... Later if I look after Gian.I will try to explain to him about you... I hope Gian is a little open haha" I said calmly.

"Not to Rain.... He will also be the same." said Kayi resigned.

Kayi then broke away and went to her group waiting inside the Hall, while I was still comfortable sitting on the edge of the lake.

Gian sent me a short message :

"Woy where? Do not go far maennya ntar if anyone nyulik!"

I reply "Haha again sitting on a dry lake, not alone ko here there are also many others".

A few minutes later I joined my other friends. I listened to their stories during a practice that was sometimes horror, funny and a little scary. Andreas and Dhika then join us. They sat in a circle and asked us new things that we felt since we became students.

Some of my friends dared to express their impressions, but I just kept quiet to be a listener.

"If it feels like being liked by as many people how is rain?" ask Ka Dhika.

Suddenly Ka Dhika's question made all my friends who were sitting there so noisy. They laughed at me who might look embarrassed to hear the question Ka Dhika was asking just now.

"Hahaha answer dong Raina!!!! Hahahaha" they shouted in turns.

"How is that normal" I replied.

Whether funny or maybe my answer is a bit strange they finally laughed at hearing it. I didn't pay much attention to the details of my classmates' facial responses, but I wanted to know how Andreas responded when I answered Ka Dhika's question just now.

It's just that Andreas' reaction was very quick to change, even when I glanced at him his face was already back flat and expressionless.

"He's bad at me, isn't he?" my inner.

"Raina tuh you are called Gian tuh in front he said to write what it is" shouted Hasan.

"Yes I'm there!" I said while standing.

I still want to sit there, with my friends and with Andreas of course... But... Gian called me, maybe there's something important we need to do.