College Or College Ah?

Can no longer be tolerated

Ten days later.......

"Rain, really you want to nyamperin Mr. Yana look out if you don't?" hanifa said on her phone.

"Yes, I am samperin ko later abis class" I replied.

"Anyway, you have to say you want to register as a campus ambassador" he said.

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After class is over...

Kayi accompanied me at the time, we headed straight for the Kajur room to fulfill my and Hanifa's promise of our research-related decisions and become campus ambassadors.

Although it has been anticipated by Hanifa, I am still not ready if you agree to Mr. Yana's offer.

"I'm lying ah ntar I want to say that Mr. Yana already has another candidate" I said.

Actually, I, Nunu, Arika and Hanifa had already talked about this carefully. Just the day before Hanifa had permission to go to Wates to attend her Papa's inauguration.

"Rain, do you really want to refuse to be a campus ambassador?" ask Kayi.

"Yes real kay, anyways I can't if I have to hactis continue in the 5th semester hahaha" I replied.

"Just rain, but the opportunity didn't come twice? Anyway with this you can rise the majors, who knows if you enter the top 10 or maybe even become a champion" he said.

As Hanifa, Nunu and Arika said that if I was the more competent one to go forward, I was inexplicably still frightened. I was afraid to make mistakes and make my supporters disappointed later.

But, Hanifa already said that she would desperately help me, Nunu also said "you will be so beautiful in every show" and Arika also guaranteed support for my voice in the voting later.

The people I don't want to disappoint are the three of them....

Hanifa rejected this offer because she also had to focus on her rapidly growing accessories business, order after order and demands to expand the design every month began to take Hanifa time.

Not to mention, Hanifa had to design our totebag and pouch.

"I wouldn't be as cool as you if I had time. How do I ip if I register as a campus ambassador? Can free-fall haha" he said.

I refused also for obvious reasons, I was afraid that the activities of the campus ambassador would take up a lot of my time which was already very divided. Luckily, BEM activities are a bit loose. We only occasionally have to run a proker in the general field of each.

I remained in the field of insight and education, while Nunu, Arika and Hanifa were in the field of Talent and Interest.

"Rain, that's Mr. Yana already in" Kayi said

"Well, did you come in yu?" take me.

"No Rain, you're there! Here's the same bag of your stuff let me take care of it" he said.

I also entered Pak Yana's room, and he looked very happy.

"Eh Raina please come in" he said.

"How did you decide?" ask her.

"So sir, if for the research I have talked to others if we are ready to help the implementation. It's just, we asked one assistant lecturer to help us" I explained.

"Okay, it makes sense that you already have a thought that you can't accompany you during the research?" tanyakanya.

"Yes right sir, because you are super busy" I replied.

"Then about the second offer?" ask him again.

"Hmmm actually, Hanifa and I don't have a definite answer yet. I mean Hanifa already said that she refused and I......

"You received it? Okay congratulations! You sent the form to your email, right? Please write your email address here" he said, cutting off my conversation and hurriedly giving me a piece of paper and pen.

"Raina, this could be your chance to grow. Who watches you later not only one major but this campus. You can be widely known, get personal achievement and again the activities of the campus ambassador are certified. Only with you participating, then you have received at least 1 certificate to add to the final assessment when you graduate later" he explained.

"So sir, this is my email address" I said.

"Good, for details the show is still a month away. It's just that you have to first select for the preliminary round" he explained.

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Not until an hour after I left the Kajur room, Hanifa called me.

"What do you want to buy? I want to go to Jogja" he asked.

"No, I'll take it" I replied.

"Had I guessed, I've sent tuh photos of the same accessories funny t-shirts do not want to know anyway you have to choose one hunt" grunggu.

"Yes later I choose, oya fa I've been from Pak Yana's room" I said.

"Good dong, how do you go? Did you accept the offer?" ask Hanifa.

"Thank you, he said the show was still a month away but there was a selection first for the preliminary round" I explained.

"Hmm good, as little as one month that you can learn catwalk, public speaking and others" he explained.

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"Kay, we'll wait for Nunu with Arika here, okay?" I said.

"Oh yes rain, but I want to go to the bus first" he said.

"Aren't you guys together?" my many.

"No need to go first" he replied.

Kayipun went first to the library, he still looked awkward joining me and my other friends.

Though, I've asked Kayi to assume all the past events never happened. For Kayi to no longer have any mental burden ahead of her, but it still seems difficult for me to tear down the dividing wall that is blocking us.

"Maybe Kayi still can't accept me as her new friend"...

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"Rain, are we watching yu?" bring Nunu.

"Third?" my many.

"The rich don't know, the five" he replied.

"Hmm, you guys have double dates there!" my grumbling when I saw Nirwan and Gian were already behind me.

"Hahaha, follow the rain gapapa?"ledek Nirwan's.

"Diem is a new couple! I'm going to go, I'm going to the perpus just looking for references" I said.

"Seriously? How will you go home?" ask Arika.

"Why can I naek angkot" I replied.

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I went to the library hoping Kayi would still be there and we would read books and look for references to paper assignments together.

"Rain" Kayi's voice called out to me.

Sure enough, he was already sitting near the bookshelf of the IPS sub major.

"To himself?" tanyakanya.

"Nunu with Arika there is an event with their boys" I replied.

"Hm the same Gian as Nirwan?" tanyakanya.

"Yes, you know what?" my many.

"Rain up, looks like Gian times so much more open and always smile now. Nirwan is also happier rich" Kayi explained.

"If so you should be happy dong? Everyone can create their own happiness" I said.

Kayi looked at my face and seemed to understand the meaning I had slipped behind my words just now.

After that, I tried to find an interesting book title.

When I arrived at the corner of the corridor, there was a shadow following me.

I saw it, it was Fasya.

I tried to ignore his presence and continued to focus on looking for books on the top shelves.

Until I had to tiptoe to pick up a book, there was a woman who nudged me from behind. I almost fell down, because my body was out of balance. However, Fasya held my body from the side..

I felt a strange awkward moment, I immediately took his hand off my shoulder and tried to leave without a word.

Fasya chased after me, stopping my steps by blocking the way with his body.

"I want to talk for a minute" he said.

"I'm busy sorry" I replied.

"Rain, I just want to apologize" he said.

"I'm sorry, now you're out of my sight" I replied.

Fasya laughed instead and placed his hands on both of his waist.

"What else?" my many.

"I don't understand why girls as popular you even choose the old-fashioned Andreas and not slang it?" said.

"Emang why? Andreas is good, he loves me. He is not someone who likes to benefit your rich people" I replied.

"Huh? No one is perfect in this world. You want Rain, Praya is as beautiful as she lives. Means you, there is still a possibility if you hmmmm gausah I say it is well... You must know yourself" he explained.

"Udah speaking? You're wasting time I just know not" I said as I left her.

Actually, I was scared to see Fasya. My hands and feet are shaking. I don't know what way to fight Fasya, obviously Fasya is a cunning and clever person making use of the situation.

"Rain, what's wrong with you? Rich in fear?" ask Kayi.

"It's okay ko kay, I just meet stress people" I replied.

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After finishing our task, Kayi and I decided to go home. Kosan Kayi is located at the bottom of the campus, so I go there so I don't walk alone.

We split up in front of the engineering faculty, precisely beside the south motor park.

"Yaudah yes rain, I walk here" he said.

"Yes bye" I replied.

Just as I was about to walk towards the side gate of the campus to get out right in front of the highway, there were two men following me from behind.

I sped up my path and thought maybe they were just walking in the same direction. But, then I felt their steps as fast as mine.

Around me felt lonely, because indeed the road I passed was a shortcut to the highway.

"Raina, don't rush dong!" yelled someone behind me.

I knew his voice, it was the voice of one of Fasya's friends who was talking about me at the diner.

"Sister, I'm afraid" I murmured.

Instantly I took my phone and sent Andreas the location in the hope that he would pick me up right at the intersection to the highway.

Last time, he said he was home maybe half an hour ago.

He also asked me to wait for him until he came to campus.

I told you that I needed to go to the library and ask to meet in front of the main campus gate only.

But, since the situation is like this I feel very scared. My feelings are not good.

The two of them were now in front of me, and it was true that it was Fasya's friend.

"Who are you? What's the need?" I pretended not to know them.

"Oh yes, we forgot to know ourselves. I'm Gerri and this is my friend Hans. We have Fasya" he explained.

"Where is it?" my many.

"Well, Fasya's name is not bad, how could he be dating Fasya right hans?" said Gerri.

"I told you, Fasya is lying. Which maybe the girl is as quiet as this Nerima Fasya so" Hans said.

"This reason, he was tutoring you during Junior High he said a few months you guys pdkt and kaliam already made it a week ago" explained Gerri.

"She's tutoring me, but I don't want to be the same as her. Isn't she dating Yasmin?" I said.

"No, I told you what a lie he was we should just charge our bet money" Hans said.

"Betc? What bet?" my many.

"Do not know, you and most other beautiful students instead of being business objects? You must like to be captured by many men and popular because it managed to mengegegeget handsome men who many fans?" said Hans.

"I'm not that cute" I said.

"Oh yeah? Where can you determine all your lifestyle if not from your guy's money haah?" snapped Gerri.

"I make my own money, no matter how" I answered.

"Hahaha stale looking for money yourself? In what way? Selling yourself?" his yell.

Suddenly, there was Kayi who ran from behind and slapped Hans on the cheek very hard.

"Woy who are you? How dare you slap my temen?" said Gerri.

"Rather than your friend who just dare to snap and lower the self-esteem of girls, better me who dare slap the guy whose mouth rotten rich you on!" snapped Kayi.

"Gue has called my guy friends here, so I suggest you stop or I do not guarantee what you will be on a moment" said Kayi again.

Hans and Gerripun escape..

Kayi hugged me and took me to a rather crowded and peaceful place.

"Rain, you're okay, right?" tanyakanya.

I still could not answer Kayi's question, which was in my ear at that time was just the vile accusation from the two men about me.

"Rain, here I call Brother Andreas" he said, taking the phone from my trembling hand.

I tried to take a deep breath... Calm myself and look at Kayi.

"Yes, sister, I sent Raina to big brother" Kayi said as she hung up.

Kayi gave me a bottle of water, opened it and held my hand.

"Rain is calm? They don't exist, you're safe" he said.

I even cried because I only cried it felt like I could release all the tightness in my chest.

"She's crying to be relieved" he said.

"I just came back to find you because your student card was tucked in my book, afraid you need to take the money so I rush your nyari because I believe you must have gone through the way of a mouse and not far" he explained.

"Thank you good that there is you, I don't know if you don't exist" I said.

"Yes rain, he said brother Andreas already deket ko. I'll keep him until he comes?" said.

"Thank you" I replied.

Shortly thereafter, Andreas arrives and parks his car on the outskirts of the shop.

"Sir, are you okay?" ask her while kneeling in front of me.

"Sister, Raina's whirring anterin home now. That delinquent guy business, you can take care of it and I happen to know one of them" Kayi said.

"real kay? I'll ask you for help later" Andreas said.

He took me into his car, too,

During the trip, I just kept quiet and clasped Andreas' hand as tightly as I could.

Suddenly, my mind seemed to lead my mouth to say.

"I want big brother bales to do them! and I also want you to make the same calculations as them!" I said.