College Or College Ah?

Normal returns

Andreas stopped the car...

"You want me to get them?" tanyakanya.

"I want them to know how to value women" I replied.

"Yaudah, now I'm anterin you're home huh? I will take care of everything" he said.

"I don't want to split up with my sister, I want to be with my sister first" I said.

"Yes, I don't want you" he said.

Andreas finally drove me home, and he went into my room with Mom.

"Why else are you? It hurt?" ask Mother.

"Yes aunty, Raina is dizzy" replied Andreas.

When I got the water, Andreas was about to get out of my room. But I held his hand.

"No, don't go anywhere" I said.

"Yes, I'm here" he replied.

At that time maybe he knew I was in a state of instability, especially when Mom had told Andreas that I had a little trauma about violence. In the past, I was kidnapped in 2nd grade Elementary and my healing trauma process took a long time.

Mother had said that Andreas to ask to tell his story in detail 3 times, so he was curious about my past.

In the end, I knew that Andreas had heard the story since he had stayed overnight at my house back then.

Andreas is seen typing a message on someone. I don't know who, obviously his expression was so angry back then.

"Sister, don't tell Hanifa about this. He was afraid he was worried and my thoughts were there" I said.

"You guys, they're connected to each other. Just called Hanifa but I refused because I said, I take care of you. Kayi Kayi told Hanifa the same story about the incident" he explained.

Andreas stroked my hair and went out for a while to buy me a sweet treat.

"It's not that if you're sad, you like sweet food, right? I buy it for a second?" said.

"But don't take long, brother don't take care of that stressed guy right now" I said.

"Come on, calm down. I just want to buy you a cake. I want to take Recca with you" he said.

Andreas, Recca and Randypun are heard leaving together. Meanwhile, Mom went into my room and asked me how I was doing.

"Why are you rich? Is anyone bothering you? I know that you have been bullied by people, you must be rich" said Mother.

"It's okay ko bu, I just thought of something but it's not important ko. I'll soon forget, I'll be better" I replied.

Mother is the best, whatever I keep a secret, I will know by myself.

Such is the pure instinct of a mother. Understand even though we do not get an explanation and understand even though we never tell the story directly.

"You learned to talk about Mom who taught you" Mother said.

"So, now you've been cool talking even you don't want to talk to Mom?" he added.

I just hugged Mom at that time and cried, so relieved that I could put a burden in the most comfortable embrace in the whole world.

Andreas came back and saw me crying while hugging Mom. His hands clenched like they were so angry. Maybe he did not have the heart when the person he loved was hurt by someone to cry in front of him.

"Where's the cake?" I asked while trying to smile.

"It... Oya aunt Recca brought fruit tart because he said he was tomorrow birthday" said Andreas.

"Oh the child, sorry yes yas so you buy the cake even though Mom already said that later the malem Mother will buy the cake" said Mother.

"Yes gapapa ma'am, tomorrow we so maen maen family? It wasn't because Raina was sick. Tomorrow happens to be a red date so we're all on can right?" ask Andreas.

"Well, Raina must have been very nice when invited by Maen" ledek Mother.

He left us with the door open.

"Sir Iyas, tea, Randy left first yes to futsal practice" shouted Randy as he passed my room.

"Yes be careful Ran" we answered compactly.

I tried to get up and sit in my study chair, while Andreas was opening the cupcake box he had just brought.

As she was tasting the cake, I hugged her from behind.

"Sorry, brother, I must have worried you. Sorry also because I had the thought to ask my brother to reply to their actions. Brother, don't you hear what I said earlier?" I said.

She welcomed my hand, kissed my hair and said "I know that it wasn't really out of your heart, I know you're just angry. I understand that my boyfriend is the best and never has a grudge against people"....

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.......There are many things in this world that can change every second....

....Young is old....

....Healthy is sick....

....Hate to miss....

....Even misses being hated....

....But good cannot turn into evil.....

....Sincerity cannot turn into greed....

....So does the sense of sincerity that turns into revenge....

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That night, Andreas came home after asking Dad for permission to take me for a walk tomorrow.

Luckily, Dad also accepted Andreas' offer to go together.

I saw them chatting from the 2nd floor...

"Tomorrow to Bogor aja yu? It is from shabuh, at most 2 or 3 hours drive. How's it?" take Dad.

"Can you, Andreas pick you up early in the morning?" said.

He went to my room and asked me not to think about anything else.

"Sleep baby, tomorrow morning we will go for a walk" he said.

"So careful, huh? Don't speed!" I said.

Instead of leaving immediately, he teased me by pointing his hand at my face.

"Will not kiss my hands?" ledek.

I pulled her hand and kissed her cheek.

At that time, actually, I wanted to say a lot of thanks to him. He who tried to always take care of me, accompanied me even when he came home from work with fatigue I instead asked him to stay by my side.

He never protested, only accepted every request of mine patiently.

Suddenly she kissed me on the cheek and Mom came into my room.

"Iyas, take a shower before you go home. There is a small father ko shirt, so later pas nyampe kosan can immediately sleep" said Mother.

"Thank you aunty, Iyas took a bath in the chest" he replied.

I pinched her stomach skin and made her feel pain and put on a strange expression.

"Ko I'm pinched anyway?" whispered.

"Built here, in my room gih bener said mother let fit nyampe kosan brother stay asleep" whispered me.

"Yes aunty, Iyas took a bath here" he said as he headed towards Mom to pick up Dad's clothes.

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Next Day....

Andreas came early in the morning, he immediately chatted with Dad on the terrace while drinking coffee.

"Sister, I haven't taken a shower" I shouted from inside.

He looked up at me and stuck out his tongue as if it was melting.

"Bring dong first, I'm ready for your time yet?" saith.

"Yes, come in here with Dad we have breakfast first" Mother asked.

Recca asked to sit next to Andreas at the time.

"Sir, where's the gift for me?" ask Recca.

"Dek, what's the time to ask for all the gifts? Yesterday was bought by tart" Randy said.

"There's a car, Recca will open on the floor?" reply Andreas.

I just smiled at how familiar Andreas was with the rest of my family.

"Yes, would you like to drive or Dad?" ask Dad.

Andreas looks shocked when he hears Dad indirectly asking him to call him Dad instead of Om again.

"Why yas? Shocked? It's okay from today you call Dad just don't Om" said Dad.

"Yes, well, let Andreas who is driving later can replace it" he said.

We got into Andreas' car, and Dad and Andreas were sitting in front. Me, Randy, Mom and Recca sitting in the back.

"Teh, I'm in the corner ah so I can sleep" whined Randy.

"Don't want to, but I also want to sleep in the corner" I said.

"Oh, start deh you two are not home not in the car work continues to fight" said Dad while glancing back.

Andreas is seen holding back his laughter when he sees me and Randy is scolded by Dad.

"Andreas, your name means in Greek is male, strong, manly. Right?" ask Dad.

"Om wow... Uh dad, good at literature" Andreas replied.

"These dads are the same Mothers are hard thinkers if you make a child's name, richly her name is Raina from German, Czechoslovak and Arabic means the same as Queen" explained Father.

"If Pramadini means what?" andreas asked enthusiastically.

"Pramadini is from the language of hindustan means giver of happiness" replied Father.

Andreas showed a surprised expression, maybe he didn't think the meaning of my name would be that good. Haha...

"Well, you're happy as long as Raina is?" ask Dad.

"Happy yah" he replied with a smile.

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It was the most beautiful day for me and my family. The day that for the first time, we went on a short vacation together with Andreas.

"Aren't you happy?" I asked him when he was going back to his room.

"Happy dong, Daddy and your mother accept me very well" he replied.

"Yes dong, the effect is even their biological child is a brother not me. Want to eat what you want first, want a photo with the sister who was invited first, right?" grumbling.

"Well, I am really happy today. If I told Mom, she must also be cool and unexpected" he replied.

"Later means it's my turn to Palembang?" I said.

"Yes, you have to go there but later after the campus ambassador election so you can all vacation there" he said.

"I take this as a promise?" I said.

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A few days later....

Andreas began to be busier than usual, after he was selected to participate in the field survey team. I don't know for what research, maybe for the latest climate mapping.

Today, I also have auditions for the top 50 campus ambassadors. After I passed the top 100 just by sending a close up photo and a list of certificates that I have received.

"You're the spirit, huh? I will soon pick up Dinda" Andreas said in a chat.

"The hubby? she why? ask to pick up brother again?" my many.

"Engga, he just said that I happened to pass in front of his boarding house he wanted to take a bell. I happened to go through there" he explained.

"Yesterday is also a coincidence, today is a coincidence again?" my many.

"Dear, jealous, huh? hahaha calm down I'm not glancing at the others" he replied.

I just read that last message without reading it.

"Who is Dinda?" grumbling.

"Where is rain? do you have a friend named Dinda?" nunu Sahut.

"Not nu, this is Sister Iyas when she has been two days he said he was asked by the thumb of a girl named Dinda. New office" I replied.

"well the name also happens to be rain, gapapa is new twice this" said Nirwan.

"Hahaha, the Raina is just as rich I have never been a girl with a whimper like Kak Dhika once there was news so I could sulk and mind" Hanifa said to defend me.

"That's the real fa" I replied.

"Eh fa, brother Dhika there's no possibility of moving Andreas' rich work?" ask Arika.

"But don't know ka, he said he wanted to list s2 as well. Samaan is rich in his shadow, brother Andreas" explained Hanifa.

"Andreas has already started college when we enter the 6th semester later" I replied.

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After college....

"Rain, I'm waiting for you at Nunu's boarding house, right? all right, I want to pack a fence there. Later if you want to go home, you say I'll pick you up" said Hanifa.

"I will be a long time, because today's selection will have to queue according to the sequence number" I replied.

"It's okay, I'm waiting for you. The spirit!!!" concluded.

I parted ways with Hanuka right in front of the faculty, because I had to go through the stage 2 selection for the campus ambassador selection.

Today, I intend to display my singing skills that are not that much. In addition, I also want to play acoustic guitar to support my performance.

It felt very tense, when he saw the faces of participants who were waiting in the selection room

"It's beautiful and handsome all" I murmured.

I also registered my name for absenteeism and returned to sit in the chair that had been reserved for the participants.

Hugging my brother's favorite guitar, I memorized the lyrics for the lyrics of the song that I would later sing in front of the jury. Usually if in a stressful situation like now, the song I like the most lyrics will sound very difficult to memorize even though I have listened to the song hundreds of times.

"This is your new sequence number, 18" said one of the organizers while sticking my sequence number on the waist on the right.

"Thank you mom" I said.

Shortly before being summoned, I witnessed an amazing performance of reading poetry. The viewer is a woman from the History department. The poem is called "jealous"...

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I am jealous of the sky..

*He follows you wherever you go...

I am jealous of the wind....

He always breathes your body as he pleases...

I am jealous of the rain....

Which gives you peace...

Sometimes I'm afraid of being out...

Fear of being abandoned and then forgotten...

When I see your smile you're not engraving it because of me...

When I hear your laughter blaring, it's not because of me shining....

I'm jealous even on the sheets of your books..

The one you touch every day and even hug....

Can I tell you?

Yes say that I am jealous*.....