College Or College Ah?

Denunciation

***I complain to the roaring waves...

Telling a complaint about you...

Asking them to accompany me...

Until I got late in a hot day...

I know we're at a distance...

I don't think I can move now...

Resisting all turbulent flavors...

Fear for fear that rises...

When I was sick, you were right next to me...

Waiting to realize I was always your job...

You said it was your duty....

Guarding and accompanying me...

Now I want to do the same...

Treat you as you should...

Caring for you forever...

Waiting for you until everything's okay...

Said the waves, I was missing...

Sand said, I was jealous...

What is really bothering my mind?

My longing or your lies***?

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Kuta Beach is more beautiful than I thought. A torrent of orange light shot out to all corners of the sky. Make the sweetest nature painting masterpiece.

I wanted to have Brother Iyas next to me. I held my hand and hugged me from behind. Just like we did on vacation at the beach last time.

Sunset this time impressed simple. It was just me and Hanifa enjoying it from the beachfront restaurant seat. Sometimes we just look at each other with a smile. Realizing our longing for those far away.

"Sad huh? Alone to us" said Hanifa.

I returned it with a smile. It shows that I feel the same way.

"There yu ah, take a photo" he asked.

We walked barefoot, hunting magic hour. Running through the crowd. Finding your own happiness with a camera in hand. I felt like I was given another life just after I held my camera.

The daydream that kept bothering me vanished. I really look forward to this moment coming into my life. The moment God feels so close. Sweeping me through the cracks of light from the sun that was almost seperit to his contest.

After getting a second chance to live a normal life after a severe accident, it seemed to me that time was very expensive.

A lot of fear came to my mind. Whether or not I can go around the many lands I want to visit. Traces of my steps. Capture every second with the lens and make it a life lesson.

I'm afraid I don't have a chance. Not that people say, opportunities don't come twice.

Being able to live and be me again is the greatest gift from God. Not to mention having Andreas. I think God is too good for me.

Even now, I can still come to the place of my dreams. What else can I ask for? All my dreams are almost always granted by Him.

"Rain, am I there to take a picture?" hanifa said while pointing at Mr. Nanda who was taking pictures.

"Yes, I'm here ah" I replied.

I sat on the white sand. Take my breath deep. Take some pictures and imagine something.

"Ah kaya amusing deh I make writing that I keep photos deh fit the background sunset gini" I thought.

I haven't written yet, my phone reads. Dhika's sister called me again.

"Iyas had to have a deck operation, because the doctor said he was heading there" he said.

"How serious? He's in the hospital with Randy, right?" my many.

"Yes there's Mom and Dad you too. He just asked your family not to know you" he replied.

"Sister temen brother why the hell? I'm his girlfriend, I deserve to know why. The whole thing is rich, I know? Keep him on when's the operation?" I asked while grumbling.

"There is no schedule, there must be a stage first. Yaudah don't get angry, she's rich because you don't want your vacation to be disturbed" he replied.

In my heart I murmured. Ask me what I should do now? Forcing home obviously can't. Calling Iyas won't solve the problem either. He will still insist on keeping his condition a secret to me.

Finally, I lost my mood that I had just built up with her great difficulty.

I limply returned to the restaurant and tried to blend in with my other friends. They were busy looking through the photos from the documentation team. Sometimes they will joke and remember the funny events they experienced on every trip.

"Raina, yu singing? There is live music. I'm maen keyboard. You're the one singing it?" jedu Agung's.

"Can't be gung, stage fright" I replied.

Before long, Hanifa and the others returned. In the end, we all enjoyed our last dinner at Kuta Beach.

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Her morning....

I went to Hanifa's room to help her tidy up the bag and just in case she needed my help. It turns out that Hanifa has finished packing and entrusted her souvenirs to Kak Dhika.

Nunu was also ready and was dabbing her hair. While Arika was going to the breakfast place to pick up some food.

"Laper huh, followed by Arika yu?" take me.

"Rain, are you the same Rani really not greeting each other at all even though you are roommates?" asked Nunu suddenly.

"I really don't talk first Nu, besides he is also the last time talking even still nyudangin me. I really want peace" I replied.

"What? Of peace? Don't you apologize first" Nunu shouted.

"Yes but they can't be this way Nu, you think Raina is good at being rich. He really is in his heart also pity that Rani has no victory" said Hanifa.

The thing Hanifa just said was indeed true. I have no grudge against Rani. The pain is there, but it is only passing. Sometimes I get upset why I'm so selfish and don't want to say hello first. But then I realized that I was trying to appreciate the opinions and suggestions of my friends.

They insisted on asking me not to make any contact with Rani.

"Ah let's have breakfast" I asked as I drew his second hand.

During breakfast, Agung gave a briefing. He said we were leaving for the airport at 9 this morning. While the group who will continue the journey to Lombok will split on the road.

"The group to Lombok hopes one bus? So you guys go down directly to the port" said Agung.

Hanifa held my hand at that moment. He assured me that we would definitely have another time to vacation together to Lombok.

"Calm down, there will be another chance for us to come back here and have a vacation together" he whispered.

"Aamiin" I replied.

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Me and Ega cleaned the room as we could. Check that there are no items left in the room.

While Rani was even engrossed himself sitting in front of the plugs while playing his phone.

Ega who had been lazy reprimanded, let Rani and only glanced at her occasionally cynically.

"Rain, aren't you going to Lombok?" ask Ega.

"Yes not so, brother Iyas relapsed his leg. I'm afraid that's why I can't come" I replied.

"Ah pantes, get well soon yes for brother Iyas" he said.

Before boarding the bus, I hugged my three best friends and asked Nirwan and Gian to look after the three. Luckily, Aji and five other friends also participated in Lombok. The group is quite a lot, at least they will not be lonely there.

"careful huh? Just tell me" I said.

Nunu was seen crying because I didn't come along, holding her hand she didn't even let go of my hand.

"Here you go, you go first" I said.

"Well, there's no you" replied Nunu.

"Ceng lu Nu, later we can vacation together again know" said Arika.

"Yes yu already entered Nu, ntar even more saddened you see Raina continues" said Hanifa.

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Arriving in Bandung.....

Brother Dhika apparently insisted on picking me up, he wanted to take me directly to the hospital where Iyas' sister was treated. While my bag will be delivered directly to the house

"In the hospital he was alone, I felt sorry for his leg cramping. Not to mention he has trouble eating" said brother Dhika.

I was actually a crybaby and almost cried when I heard Dhika's story. It felt like he didn't stop thinking, why did he let himself get hurt alone.

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Arriving at the hospital....

I headed to the room designated by Dhika's sister, while she rushed back to her boarding house to deliver my suitcase home.

"So first yes, because it has to go to kosan take something" he said.

A moment before entering the room, my heart was beating very fast. Maybe this is also what Iyas felt when I was sick a few months ago.

I went in without knocking on the door, in the room I saw that he was asleep.

His sore legs were lifted and propped up by pillows. It seems like this time the level of pain is different. Until he had to be treated and even got an agenda for surgery.

"Good day brother" I whispered in his ear.

He opened his eyes slowly and was astonished when he saw me beside him.

"You.....

"Yes me, before the time of rich pain gini kept secret from me?" grumbling.

"How was your holiday? Ko can get here?" tanyakanya.

"Don't talk about my vacation, kesel ah. Why didn't you say? Why did his leg come back?" my many.

"Don't know, maybe because three days ago I stood a lot and rarely sat down to serve the customer directly. Plus I'm not in therapy" he explained.

I don't know why my tears are dripping hearing the answer. I felt like yelling to let go of all the worry that tormented me last night.

"Hey, don't cry dong" he said as he sat down.

"I sprained myself, want to be angry can not want to go home directly yesterday also can not. I'm worried" I said, sobbing.

Unexpectedly, instead of hugging the sad me she laughed. I don't know for what reason.

"Why laugh at me anyway? Is something funny?" grumbling.

"Alem I dream of you coming home today I keep thinking of you from morning. You're going to be rich now. Uh sampean" obviously.

Seeing her laugh despite being that sick, at least made my mood improve. I pinched his stomach. Until he was in pain as usual.

"Give mercy too" he said surrender.

"His girlfriend is worried, he's kidding. What can I offer?" grumbling.

"I just don't want you to worry. Going on holiday to Lombok is on your dreamlist. I don't want it just because I'm sick your plan is failing" he said, grabbing my hand.

I hugged her. Letting myself feel the calmness through his arms. Feeling the body scent that can always be medicine for me.

"So big brother when is the operation schedule? The disease is severe, isn't it?" my many.

"No dear, only the doctor revealed surgery as the last option to cure restless leg syndrome" he explained.

"I don't want my brother in surgery, serem knows!" I said.

He laughed and mocked my words again. He said the surgery wasn't as scary as I imagined. Moreover, according to the explanation of the doctor is only one way. The best way to stay rested and therapy regularly.

RLS (Restless Leg Syndrome) itself is actually an indication that appears after there are signs of chronic disease.

Chronic diseases and certain medical conditions, such as iron deficiency, Parkinson's disease, kidney failure, diabetes, and peripheral neuropathy often include symptoms of restless legs. Treating his chronic illness indirectly can help with his RLS.

But in his case, Iyas was not said to have these chronic diseases.

"No, I hope I'm okay" he said.

"Sister isn't okay. Healthy brother ko. I'm sure!" I said encourage him.

Shortly after, the doctor came and examined her. I listened to the doctor's explanation that for the next week he should not be heavy activity and stand too long. Rest and use a wheelchair when necessary.

He was shaking his head, obviously he didn't want to use a wheelchair. His activities now required him to continue to stand for a long time until he forgot the time to sit and drink.

Doctors also recommend that Kak Iyas drink more often and do not eat fatty and canned foods. Allegedly while Iyas suffered from RLS due to heredity.

"Please keep her boyfriend's food pretty" the doctor told me.

"Thank you doc" I replied.

After the doctor left, he was astonished to realize the words of the doctor who knew that I was his girlfriend.

"Where did the doctor come from?" tanyakanya.

"That's you, it was the doctor who was guarding the mallem when I was treated here" I replied.

"Oh haha I forgot" he said.

"Denger, did the doctor say? Brother can not eat fatty first especially canned. From today I will be strict about my sister's diet" I said.

Looking at my serious facial expression, he frowned and looked at me.

"That's a big serem" ledeknya.

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In the afternoon, I went home. After asking Randy to wait for Iyas' sister after returning home from school. It was hard to leave it even for a while but I had to go home to take a shower because my body was sweaty.

"Tea-by bought, right?" ask Randy.

"Udah bought by ko. It was in the suitcase that Dhika's sister had brought" I replied.

"Oh, the riches are still in her suitcase mom's room" Randy said.

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Arriving at home....

My mom and dad praised my decision. They salute me because I chose to cancel my holiday to Lombok.

"Well, Mom. I brought Daddy's favor with Mom. Where's my backpack?" my many.

"Still in Mom's room. From earlier Recca wanted to dismantle only Mother forbid fear that something was missing" replied Mother.

"I want to take a shower first, then we unload all I want to bring milk pie to the hospital for sister Iyas" I said.

When I was about to go take a shower, Brother Iyas called me.

"What's up, brother?" my many.

"Don't stay home for long, I miss" he said.