
When the clock struck at 11pm, Hanifa and I went home.
"No need to anterin Raina, he let me be the same because I brought a car" said Hanifa.
"real deck? yaudah, be careful" he said.
Along the way, Hanifa and I confided in each other. I asked her how sister Dhika could tell her feelings after all this time buried.
"He came to my house, actually shot him from our place in the villa. I broke the same position as the ex. I kept asking for time because it might not have just broken up again, anyway I am not sure how I feel about him. Uh the longer I like the more, yaudah I accept aja semalem just as he maen my house" explained Hanifa.
"I'm the same you are in office, Andreas the same Dhika also sahabatan hahaha it feels rich dream yes we can be rich gini now" I said.
"Hmmm yes, but you must be sad huh? Andreas comes home tomorrow and another month he graduates you guys keep separating really.
"Just right, but how else do you also have to be ready, brother Dhika trial right next month?" my many.
"Hahaha this week even he trial, if the graduation quota is not full anyway he rich graduation with Andreas deh" he replied.
"Hmmm hopefully they graduate together, let us go to the salon together hahaha... oya fa tomorrow to the airport?" take me.
"Aamiin.. come on!! I'll pick you up early in the morning
huh uh?" said.
"Yes, he's on a plane at 8" I replied.
Even at home, thoughts about LDR and Andreas' return tomorrow continue to disturb my mind.
At midnight I was still awake, having to complete a personal paper report for a cosmography assignment.
Suddenly there was a call from an unknown number.
"Hello, good night Raina...."
"Good night, sorry who is this?" my many.
"This is the mother of Palembang, I don't bother you, do I?" she said.
"No ko bu, I need to be important until the middle of the mall call?" my many.
"No dear, I just dreamed you so want to call but hape mom has no pulse so I pinjem hape his uncle Iyas" he explained.
"What dream is mom? funny mommy dreams call me right away" I said.
"Dream of meeting you directly, when it is not possible? you are in Bandung.Maybe I can't wait to meet the future daughter-in-law" he said.
"Mother can, later we meet ko bu pas Kak Iyas graduation because he just a trial... The end of this month or early next month he graduates" I replied.
"Yes deck? is Iyas seriously in court? he can cepet go back to palembang dong huh?" ask him enthusiastically.
"Yes ma'am, Kak Iyas even went home first tomorrow because he had no activities here and most behind the bandung together with Mother later on graduation and transfer to Palembang again" I explained.
When I explained everything to Mom, I felt both sad and happy. Mother and Son who often separated for 3 more years it will finally be reunited.
Sad because I have to be left behind. I don't even know, he'll cut his ties with me or continue with the LDR later. I also wish I was worried and scared.
"Raina, aren't you papa?"
"You must be sad, right? must you cry now?" ask him to worry.
"No ko bu, Raina seneng finally brother Iyas come home and can be at home again with Mom. But sad also it will be difficult to meet brother Iyas later" I replied.
"Relax, I'll tell Iyas to meet you every three months, huh? or if it could be once a week" he said comforting me.
"What, mom? I assume Mom promised me" I said jokingly.
"Dear, I really want to see you with Andreas together. The dream of the last mother just want to see Iyas married and happy with the woman of his choice" he explained.
"Aaamiin, may your dream come true" I replied.
"You're kabulin dong Mother's dream" he said with a laugh.
"To me anyway ma'am? hahaha not necessarily Andreas want to be serious with me" I replied.
"Mother knows the boy well, he has a hard time moving to another heart let alone say you are his first love" he explained.
I smile at myself hearing Mom's story, it's like talking to my own mother. He also said to ask for clothes for a variety of Andreas' graduation, he said it must be the same percis with me.
He also told me many things about the daily life of Andreas when he was in Palembang until it did not feel his sobs sounded. He said he was proud to have children like Andreas and the late Father would also be happy and proud there. I tried to comfort him, saying that everything would be beautiful in time. Although you are no longer there and can not watch the child just wayangnya graduation, but surely you are proud.
After the phone call closed, I finally tried to sleep because I had to go to the airport early tomorrow morning.
"Fa, my mother Andreas called me a long time ago" I said
"Ciyee called in-laws haha, what did her mother say?" tanyakanya.
"Yes many said to meet me, want to see me with Andreas and others" I replied.
"Siguratdeh means that there is a green light, you are serious if you have graduated later" he said.
"Mending if he still wants to be with me, if he wants LDRan haha what if he breaks up with me" I said.
"You ask for an explanation from Andreas later, he wants you rich how in the future. You guys LDRan may be in a time that can not be determined" he suggested.
"Yeah fa, I'll think about it" I replied.
Arriving at the airport....
Andreas is seen sitting with Dhika's brother in the airport lobby.
"That's it" I said as I pointed to the direction of sitting the two of them on Hanifa.
"Hi morning" Andreas said to greet me.
"Your morning" I replied, revealing my cherry face.
I sat next to him, he immediately held my hand and smiled as if to say 'don't be sad, I'm just going for a while'...
Not my name if not sensitive, again I even shed tears.
"Udah dong, hahaha don't make me feel any heavier than you" he said, wiping away my tears.
"I'm sorry, but I tried to hold on. Ehhhh failed to continue" I complained.
"I'm taking off in half an hour but I have to take care of it first so I'm in in 5 minutes" he said.
"5 more minutes? really spit?" I said.
"It's enough to make you listen to me" he ledek.
"I want brother there healthy, eat a lot and rest do not mergerjain task again and do not think that makes sister stress anyway sister should quality time with Mom there" I said.
"Yes....What will you like to get later?" tanyakanya.
"You bring my sister to see me, ajakin I'm with you to go for a walk together" I replied.
"Jude, I promise! I'm in, right?" said.
Hanifa and brother Dhika were staring at us full of harus. Maybe they felt my sadness. They kept looking at us as if they didn't want to see us part.
"Dhik fa, tipped Raina huh?" he said while patting Dhika's shoulder.
"Prepare brother! you careful huh?" answer brother Dhika.
"Call down, I'll keep Raina going" Hanifa added.
Andreas did not want to let go of my hand that he had been holding.
"Sister, don't papa ko if you're not there for a while. I'll try to understand" I said.
"Basic, yes, no. I'll just try to keep ngabarin you. Beware you're here a month no me, don't play a lot! I'm watching you!" his gerrick.
Andreas left us, waving his hands.
There is a feeling that again disturbs my heart...
It's hard to define...
This whole life is the first thing I've felt...
Anxiety, fear and indifference...
When you have to let go of your beloved....
Even in a short time...
I want to pass this month...
In order for my miss to find the contest...