College Or College Ah?

Breaking up?

"Son't you have to pack tomorrow to go back to Palembang?" ask me to shift the topic.

"Come ah we go to kosan brother, I help you packing brother" asked me while pulling his arm.

He resigned and followed in my footsteps, although I actually knew in his eyes that many questions had arisen about my behavior change.

Arriving at kosan....

I want to find the notebook I read on Andreas's bookshelf, and it's still there.

"Sir, what book is this? Amusing the cover?" I pretended not to know.

He quickly took it from my hand, hiding it behind my back and as if he didn't want me to know the contents.

"Hmm so-called college agenda book, ordinary student scribbles" he replied.

I walked towards him and hugged him.

"We hope you will?" I said slowly.

Somehow I felt disappointed, a lot of things I hoped would be answered honestly by him but it turns out he still hides a lot of small things. Moreover, big things such as his relationship with Rani who recently became close.

"I want us to hope, brother, so that brother focus on pursuing the ideals of brother. Maybe all this time I've just been a prankster, ruining my brother's precious time" I said.

"You why the hell? Changed so now ask for a break up? What the hell are we doing? I made a mistake?" tanyakanya.

"Can't you talk to the point? I don't even understand what you're doing now? Raina.... I don't mean anything to you?" his response.

"I don't like dishonest sisters, you don't tell me small things, even big things. First I know what the contents of the book are, I read when my brother went to the campus. Second, I'm a mergokin brother in Rani's same boat. I studied there with him, too, deketan and brother even told me that brother again meeting the same SME basketball children and third I mergokin Rani waiting for brother in front of the department chairperson's office and after brother out you two go both in the direction the same" I explained.

He was silent as if I did not feel that my accusation was true, when clearly it was his act that I saw with my own eyes.

"Sister, I even told the same story you fit me sprained because it is not part of the parking slot. Pas I was sad because the portion of the cake that Mother loved was bigger for me. I also called my sister Malem-malem just to tell her I was in the bathroom... I've never been honest about Gian but it's all because I know I have witnesses and I've never been the same Gian but brother?" sanku.

(I didn't even realize that just now, I called Andrea 'you' for the first time... Maybe I feel so upset)

"De, it was my first time that I was both with Rani in the library because of the assignment from the lecturer. Rani recommended to join the scholarship underprivileged students and I became her mentor. Rani's embarrassed that you guys knew about this scholarship, so she asked me for secrets about everything. Second, when you see me at the department office, it's also because I helped him complete his files. Third, I have no intention of lying to you at all. All this is just a matter of time, I need to wait until Rani really dapet bisemasanya and you will know for yourself" he explained.

"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning? At least to me, I have a right to be jealous. I'm sister's boyfriend, we're not just the same sister as her level brother. I tengsin fitting friends I say my position shifted with Rani" answered me.

"Where can my girl who many fans are rich in gini, jealous of Rani? I feel like I have a grown-up boyfriend, because we rarely question something even I think you won't be angry even if you know I help Rani because I believe you will understand without having to explain anything. I sometimes envy your irritable nature, always smile and never even look cold. You can always make people comfortable with you, until I forget that you are still a child who is two years younger than me" he explained.

"But Rani... I know she likes it the same big brother... I knew he would do anything to be able to grab brother and then brother left me. Whatever the ales I most do not like to be lied to let alone the same brother" I replied while throwing a glance from him.

He sat down on the chair and asked me to sit next to him as well.

"De, who wants to take me? The only one who can send me to go or stay is you... If you say we broke up, I'm leaving but if you want to stay with me then it's up to you too... The decision is on you" he replied, looking down.

"Hmmm... If you still don't like and want to break up with me because I lied to you, can I let alone???" said.