
If it's true that I told Raina, I somehow feel relieved. At least, I know my feelings for Raina are not clapping one hand. I kept the paper behind my case so that only I would know.
"De, when the time comes I'll ask you to explain the meaning of your note"...
Suddenly in my mind was the expression of Raina's face that appeared last time, which was when Dhika asked how it felt to be liked by many people. Raina simply smiled like embarrassment and replied "unusual". He could have answered with a bit of confidence.
It was time for me to go around the posts to check on my sisters. The first post I visited was Rani and Hanifa's post.
"Where can the beautiful unite with the ugly one?" whispered Dhika to me.
"Sst you gabby by the way, he is quite vocal can-can you be assured" I replied.
"Rani? Haha I said to you, you will definitely be able to slash his heart hahaha" ledek Dhika.
About Rani liking me I don't know. It's just, this child is indeed very diligent in sending me messages. Either to ask for cadre activities or even just for pleasantries.
Me? Obviously I just answered as necessary. But, my friends always make Rani my mainstay topic.
"Hanifaaaa!!!" shouts Dhika from a distance.
"Wey! Pakabar?" sahut Hanifa.
"What the fuck? Dhika is also the same as Hanifa?" my question is in my heart.
Rani only bengong seeing the interaction of Hanifa and Dhika. While I just smile while shaking.
"Dhik dhik if there is a beautiful you pepet continues" I whispered.
"Any baby here is Raina, can you break away?" reply Dhika.
I was shocked by Dhika's reply, because Dhika's voice was loud enough and surely Hanifa even Rani could hear it.
"Please see the observation table, continue this please filled also yes the problem. Just don't forget the surrounding amateurs" I said.
"Ready brother! This is the table and I also had to take a trip around anyway to look around. There are only local interviews that have not been" replied Rani.
Hanifa in the back is seen mimicking the style of speech and facial expression of Rani who is chatting with me. I also have to insist on holding back the laughter.
"Hanifa, later if there is any news of brother!" dhika said with her so expression.
"Yes, sister, I need Raina anyway if it's quiet again gini horrin Raina's voice again singing or again a story that is not funny.... I like to be entertained" Hanifa replied.
Hanifa's reply that way also almost made me respond excessively. But, I held my facial expression to keep it normal.
"Well, Raina, isn't the story funny?" ask Dhika.
"Funny but he himself understands, that's what if he told even a lot of laughs when we have not been horrified well there funny" explained Hanifa.
"Do you guys really mean anything?" ask Dhika.
"Yes that's how it is" Hanifa replied.
After a nice chat with Hanifa and Rani. Dhika and I went back around to the next post. Until finally, we arrived at Gian and Raina's post.
From a distance I saw Raina and Gian sitting quite close. Raina looked to be herself, she was even as percis as Hanifa had told her just now.
"De, I'm glad you started to open up" my inner self.
"Sister, can I pinch the motor not to take my medication in the basecamp? It's a lot left over there" Raina said suddenly.
From her expression it seemed like Raina was a bit disinclined to ask for my help, but maybe she really needed the medicine.
Gian doesn't even know that Raina's drug is lagging behind. Dhika coldly offers me to take Raina to basecamp.
I finally couldn't resist either, even though I was actually quite afraid of interacting with Raina.
During the trip there were actually a lot of things I wanted to ask, about the letter about how he was after having a lot of activities, about the reason why he signed up for my division and all those questions kept running around my mind. Like scrambling over each other as if asking to be said immediately.
But I kept closing myself.. I want Raina to stay comfortable when near me, by asking a lot of things she might not even like.
Actually I knew that the medicine Raina was going to take was allergy medicine. As I remember when I drove him home that time, because of the heavy rain and the very cold weather pierced...I saw Raina's skin red-red hands like this was also the thing that Raina feared would relapse in the weather and temperature like this.
It's just because I want Raina to answer my question. I asked him "What medicine do you want to take?".
Then Raina explained in detail that she was indeed allergic. The skin will react when the temperature around it changes drastically. I know this type of allergy is cold urticaria (simpler cold allergy). The simple reaction is bentolan and itching if the patient is in an environment with cold weather.
At that time I only answered "Oh" when in fact in my mind a lot of advice and advice for Raina in order to reduce allergies and hives that might occur during her practice this field. Merely, my ego and I are higher in role than my sense of care this time.
I asked Raina down at a crossroads, because I was afraid her friends would speculate others again.
"De down here yes because it's not good to look at your friends" I said.
He just accepted it with his usual face. Looking at his flat expression, is it possible that the letter was not for me? Because it felt like Raina showed no signs of being happy when she was near me. Unlike when he was on Gian's side, it felt like Raina was very loose.
"Maybe not me, the big brother she was referring to?" my question is in my heart.
During Raina's trip to Basecamp, the rain had started to fall. I also decided to take shelter in a nearby stall.
"De, you ko long anyway? If you test your allergy will be spit out the reaction" I murmured.
From a short distance away, I saw Raina running around with eyes looking for my whereabouts.
"Sister" shouted Raina.
I stood up and waved for Raina to enter the stall. I also pointed to the seat next to me, so we could sit and wait for the rain to subside first.
Same with you raining mute again huh?" I said slowly.
(Actually I like the rain, because I can take a little longer with Raina. It seemed like the rain didn't matter, even though we were just keeping quiet with each other)
"Hmm yes" he said.
I opened my bag and picked up one of the many books. "Raina's notebook"
"This is your book? Hmm it already has an observation paper and there are also some questions that you have to fill with your group later" I said.
"Ah yes thankyou ka!"...
After that, I tried to muster up the courage to ask Raina about the note. But, just before that lightning struck.hmm her voice was so loud that Raina stood up and shouted.
"De, actually......