College Or College Ah?

Andreas Home...

I don't want to leave you...

Not wanting to be alone....

I'm just afraid you'll change...

Being a stranger I don't know...

Just like before I knew you...

You said we met before...

When I was in my school uniform...

You recognize me even by looking at my full name...

You said you memorized it, more vigorous than memorizing thermodynamic formulas...

I envy the old me...

Which can make you unsettled...

Makes you like me very easily...

Now even to get a little bit of your honesty I'm having trouble...

We were silent almost like we were pecking in a few minutes. Minutes that made me think hundreds of times about what the real reason was that I was jealous of Rani...

Is this also how he felt when I was close to Gian? How could he generalize Gian and Rani who are clearly different?

Gian is honest and does not look for opportunities, compared to 180 degrees with Rani who is good at attracting attention and seizing opportunities in that narrowness.

I feel like my relationship has been fine all along, I don't feel burdened even more excited about going to college. Then why should I be bothered with a little parasite like Rani? I should be ashamed to accuse Andreas in such a childish manner just now...

"Sister, I'm sorry" I said as I cried and hugged her.

He welcomed my embrace like trying to calm a little boy who lost his favorite toy.

"Where? You want us to break up?" tanyakanya.

"No, I don't want to break up... Brother don't need what alesannya, I'm even embarrassed to explain" I replied while hardening my crying voice.

"Haha yes, don't cry... I'm sorry for being so busy lately and not being able to get you. Though you must have been busy learning for your first column yesterday. Even I help others instead of my own boyfriend" he said.

"Yes, I promise to tell you" he replied.

A few hours later....

I decided to help Andreas tidy up the suitcase, pack the souvenirs and prepare everything for tomorrow. I've informed Hanifa and the others, they don't matter and understand my situation at that time.

"It's done, right? Stay brother sleep rest and go to the airport tomorrow morning" I said as I put the second suitcase into the corner.

"Yes, thank you for being more presentable with my luggage" he said, stroking my hair.

We looked at each other in a matter of seconds, but after we were embarrassed we just laughed out loud.

"I'm sorry for the long holiday, I can't even get you" he said.

"Hahaha from earlier brother apologized mulu deh bosen dengernya, oya about the book is I really a high school boy that you mean?" ask after remembering the note.

"Yes, you wait a little while I still have the picture" he replied as he opened his wallet.

"It's your photo, right?" ask her while giving a small photo that looks like it has been cut out.

"Yes, it's me at the Olympics haha but why don't I want to be the same brother?" my many.

"When I wear a mask because of another severe cough, inget not who gave you leaflets majors on the front tree deck of the lobby?" said

"Ah yes inget, it turns out brother huh? Hahaha I went in there too because it's a basic flyer of fate" I said.

He took out another photo in his wallet.

"It's mommy the same age you used to be" she said.

"Original? Looks like me, huh? But look forward to mother, more natural beauty if I already know make up" I said.

"Said Mom instead you are more beautiful, basic girl yes if there is someone who should muji back that there is no end to hahaha" ledeknya.

I actually still want to accompany Andreas until the day changes, but I have promised that tonight I will be home to look after my sisters because Mom will take Dad to see the doctor regularly.

I told Andreas, he insisted on taking me home and looking at Dad. I refused, not because I couldn't. He will have to leave early tomorrow for his flight to Palembang. I'm afraid he'll feel overwhelmed and not be able to go to bed earlier.

His mother must miss him so much in the village, I do not want his return plan disturbed by anything including my anxiety about Dad's disease.

At least I told him when he arrived in Palembang later.