College Or College Ah?

Ruminations

The night before Andreas and the others left for the village for research....

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Randy and I were playing guitar and singing together in my room. Occasionally Recca will come up and down to the top to disturb us.

Randy looks more mature now, he's getting better at picking guitars.

"Teh, if I share our cover video in the story, it's definitely my friends on the scene" Randy said.

"How's he doing?" my many.

"At muji-muji teteh" he answered.

"Good, it will increase your popularity hahaha" I replied.

"But I don't want attention to be popular, I just want to attract the attention of one person" he said.

"Weeee learned to date?" my yelling.

"Ih noisily know, diem-diem first anyway. I'm just interested in that girl" he said.

Randypun told me why he likes that woman. He's a classmate of Randy's named Gania. I see from her picture, she's sweet and funny. Randy has such a cute taste.

"She knows not tea, likes to help me if there is a task. Simple children are not neko-neko" said Randy.

After being engrossed with Randy, my head hurt.

I couldn't get to bed earlier, andreas who heard my story from Randy came straight home.

I know he was busy packing.

He came into my room with Randy and I was not sleeping because my head hurt.

"Sister, are you here? Don't you wanna clean up?" my many.

"We're going to walk out at 7" he replied.

I just nodded, because I knew three days he was leaving.

He pulled me down and took me out in his car.

In the car, his hand held my hand.

"Sister...... What's the matter?" my many.

"Are you angry with me? because I don't know if you're coming tomorrow?" tanyakanya.

"Oh haha, don't get mad. I know you don't know because you're worried about my feet?" my answer.

He smiled and stroked my hair. Maybe he's afraid I'm gonna feel that he's overprotective of me.

Actually, he understood because my attitude was less regulated and did not like my activities to be restricted.

In this case, I understand my position as a patient. Besides, if I keep pushing myself, this semester's vacation doesn't seem like I'm going to make a full recovery. I'm afraid next semester I'm lost.

So I want to recover myself as best I can. So that next semester I can be healthy and move as usual.

"I'm not angry, I understand the same concern brother. I also do not want to have problems with my sister, after yesterday I almost passed it .. I am glad I will appreciate the time now more" I explained.

"Good, don't be late knowing my richness. Sampe forgot not to be able to spend the same time as the old man" he said.

He seemed to throw his face in the opposite direction, whether he felt what I felt at that moment. Or maybe he missed the past. A time when there were Father and Mother by his side.

I feel guilty...

"Honey, don't be sad dong" I said.

His eyes looked red and he tried to shift his focus.

"We eat, right? What do you want to eat?" tanyakanya.

"Would you eat sushi?" I said.

"Can we go get some sushi?" said.

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He said it was money....

But to me it means more than money...

Time is more expensive than money...

Time cannot be repeated... Rotating continuously..

During this time, a lot of time is wasted...

I don't know what to think or what to do...

It seems that nothing is valuable...

Until God rebuked me through the time that almost stopped yesterday..

I'm running out of time to be with my family..

and also to love those closest to me and take care of them....

I am busy with my own world...

Now, I think I should be wiser...

Makes my time more valuable than it already is....

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After eating, I asked him to accompany me to buy house slippers. Understand since the pain, my feet are still not so comfortable to move so I need a lightweight home sandal.

"Temenin I bought yu sandals?" take me.

"Why? Do your legs hurt again?" tanyakanya.

"No, only if you wear sandals that are still heavy the way" I replied.

"That means you have to buy health sandals at times, to the health store?" bring him.

"Yes, I can" I replied.

Arriving at the medical device store, he wouldn't let me down.

"I bought it, you wait here?" said.

"Ah I'm coming" I said.

After entering, I instead mis-focused on a grandfather who was buying a wheelchair.

He is seen counting a lot of money assisted by the cashier.

"Sorry sir, but your money is still less than 300 thousand" said the cashier.

"Can I take the wheelchair first? Let me pay the money after I have it. Kasian my wife, she can't walk" explained the Grandpa.

I watched and listened to them argue.

Andreas, astonished, looked at me and asked what I was observing.

"What do you see?" tanyakanya.

"That grandpa was a kasian, less money to buy a wheelchair. Sis, take my money at the atm please? 300thousand to help my grandfather" I asked.

He smiled at me and walked over to the old man.

"Sorry, my grandfather, how much less money?" ask Andreas.

"300 thousand mas" replied the Cashier.

"It's just a swipe with my card" Andreas said as he gave his debit card.

After that, the grandfather thanked Andreas, but he pointed at me instead.

"Fuck the cake, my boyfriend helped Grandpa" he said.

Grandpa came closer to me and thanked me.

"Thank you for being beautiful" he said.

"Together the cake, may my grandmother recover well" I replied.

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On the way home.....

"This brother I changed ah the money, do not be rejected yes. I'm transferring now" I said.

He just smiled and understood that I would not be able to accept rejection.

"Your semester money is paid, right?" tanyakanya.

"Same Dad" I replied.

"Hahaha don't lie, Dad told me that you paid your own semester money" he said.

I was embarrassed to be caught lying, even though I deliberately hid it from Andreas for fear that he would send me to sell and attend events here and there for my personal targets.

I actually paid semester money because my money was enough, not because I forced to make money.

"Yes I paid, because I had enough money. If I'm not sure I ask Dad" I replied.

"Where does the money go?" tanyakanya.

"Yes from the sale, from the same campus ambassador prize from the scholarship major" I said.

He laughed and did not seem to have expected that my income would be that big.

"It is enough to pay the semester once again" I replied.

"Yaudah it does not need to be made, starting next semester I pay for your semester" he said.

"No, I'm still healthy. My dad can still pay for my college money. I don't have to pay" I explained.

"Randy will be in college for another year, he also said he wanted a list of admils. Kaya mending Daddy just for the cost of Randy, you let me pay" he said.

I was actually offended to hear his words just now, the impression I was just asking him for money. Though I can still pay for my own tuition if I'm healthy later.

I'm going back to selling, looking for festivals on college campuses and running races to earn money.

"But not for free, you have to take care of me" he said, mocking.

"You don't get me wrong, I really want to pay for your tuition, let you pass. I will immediately apply for you. Inget yes, straight away!" said.

I understand now, why he insisted on paying for my college. He asked me to finish college immediately so he could apply for it.

"What the fuck? This is a thank you" I said.

"Eh but the strings are easy, right? you just want to marry me hahaha" he said.

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Arriving home.....

"I can walk myself to Dalem, brother went straight home aja gih. Thanks huh?" I said.

"Tomorrow I can not stop by first, want to go directly to campus because it must be ready first with Mr. Yana" he said.

"Don't know ah, stop by for breakfast" I said.

"It's easy to just buy, besides Gian Sama Nirwan also make breakfast together on campus" he replied.

"Jude, be careful? Take care of Hanifa, Nunu is the same Arika?" I said.

"Yes dear... If there's any news?" the answer.

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I'm starting to feel like my day is back....

No more worries came to my mind...

Especially as we got closer....

Our frequencies are getting the same and together....

It feels like the world is treating me so well....

Give me a second chance....

Sending Andreas and making him love me so much....

Together, I've never been this beautiful....

I feel like I want to live my typical days on campus....

At the crossroads to the faculty, waiting for Hanifa to come and enter the classroom together....

Listen to the lecturer speak and explain....

Filled my brain with a lot of new science....

And go to the field....

I can't wait to see Andreas in college again...

On the same campus as me....

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In the morning, I woke up and made bread for Andreas.

I asked Randy to drive him to the boarding house, but it turned out that Randy was still sleeping.

Finally, I ran away briefly from home to deliver it straight away.

I see from outside this cost more than the cost before, a large parking lot and also cleaner.

Kosan Bu Mirna is already famous, the price is friendly but the cleanliness and facilities are decent.

I met Miss Mirna outside, she asked me how I was.

"Neng Raina, how are you?" ask Miss Mirna.

"Alhamdulillah be better ma'am" I replied.

"You want to go to Andreas? The power was ready to go" said Ms Mirna.

"Yes ma'am, what room is the number?" my many.

"Neng number 7, be careful with the stairs" said Ms. Mirna.

I also climbed the stairs to the boarding area.

Turns out, Andreas's room number 7 is in the corner. He seems to have chosen the largest unit.

"Sister, sis!" I said while knocking on the door.

He opened the door and was shocked to see me in front of his room.

"You're here, who's the same? Oh my goodness" he said.

"Alone, walk. I made a bekel for brother, wanted to ask Randy who anter here but he still sleeps brother" I explained.

"Geez deck, I can buy you breakfast mah. Repot all nganterin, your feet are not healed yet" he said.

"Why do I know the body" I replied.

"So enter yu?" take her while holding my hand.

"Hmmm nice too yes quite spacious, this must be the widest room huh? Oya, what room dhika?" my many.

"Yes rich, room 4 is over there, the same room is rich yesterday? Only here is more cool and a lot of cement" he said.

"It's good here a lot of temen" I replied.

He tidied up his bag and looked very thorough. This time the room was also very nice. He came back like his old self when he was in college.

I'm happy, my boyfriend still has the spirit in his life.

I'm glad to see him back to being the real Andreas.

For a few seconds, I looked around his room. Realize that this is not his favorite paint. It seems, I have to ask Ms. Mirna's permission to change the paint on the walls of this room.

I know very well, Andreas must be supported by comfortable room conditions and wall paint that allows him to think and work calmly.

"Yaudah ah, I'm home huh? Don't forget to eat there. Later I ask Nunu to be angry with brother if brother is not obedient" I said.

"Yes lady bring me please" he said as he stuck out my sticky tongue.

I intend to change the atmosphere of his room after he leaves, but Randy is at home so he can help me.

Right now, I'm just thinking of a way to ask for his room key.

As I was about to get out of her room, she held my hand.

"Wait a minute, I want to hug you first" he said.

"Genit yes, still wearing t-shirts already want to dabble" I grumbled.

But, as if unable to resist it I welcomed her embrace willingly. Wrap my hand around her waist. It makes our bodies feel warm to each other.

For some reason every time I hug him, my feelings are always calm. I like the way he hugs me. The entire burden on my chest seemed to be gone when I could hear her heartbeat up close.

He drove me home, on foot. Though he was in a hurry, but because Dhika's sister had not woken up he became rather relaxed.

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After Andreas and the group left, I took a break at home, watching television and checking online sales.

It's been a long time, not opening social media and posting anything.

Finally, I decided to post a photo to stagram.

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After a while, I read a lot of comments left on my posts.

"Rain, kangen!!! Pakabar?" write Irish.

"Rain is better? The spirit!" write Roby.

Some of my close friends already knew that I had an accident yesterday, Hanifa told them not to worry.

While replying to comments and recording the incoming order, I said to go to the market with Randy and Recca.

Out of fear that no one was guarding, Mom closed our rolling door stall.

"Don't close the stall, ma'am, let me take care of it" I said.

"Don't you take a break" said Mother.

"I can ko, rather than sell the buyer doang mah" I said.

"Yes, would you give me a second, would you?" said Mother.

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