
(Raina as me)
At 5am...
When I was still confused by the familiarity of Andreas and Gian suddenly just Gian said ...
"Raina, if anyone likes you even though you don't like him but he dares to feel for you first... How are you going?"
I was shocked by Gian's question.
"Why are you suddenly so rich? Have a crush on people, huh?" I said with a soft expression.
"Hmmm... Reluctant... I just want to learn to be honest with how I feel" he said with a grim expression.
"Juish same feeling? You mean you wanna shoot people?" askaku.
"Yes... It seems so.." he answered.
"Who? Kayi?" askau again..
"Not...
"Youyou....
"Youu rain...
I was shocked and didn't know what to say, like there was lightning in the morning. My heart was so hard.
"You mean?" many reassuring.
"I like you Raina... I wonder why, I don't have alesan... But, all the events we've been through always seem to be memorable for me... Everything about you, everything is interesting to me"....
"Yeah I know, you have feelings for other people not the same as me but it's not wrong if I'm honest?" ....
"Raina's... Please don't answer... Please assume I never said anything to you... Please keep me on board!" said.
I was getting wrong, one side I appreciated Gian's honesty but the other side I was confused how to respond to Gian's words just now.
"Gians... I'm......"
I wasn't done talking, Gian interrupted me.
"I've asked not to be answered haha anyways I know who you like, don't you assume I just liberate my taste. After this please don't get away from me" she said with a smile.
"Gians... I'm....."
Gian still insisted on stopping my words, this time even he immediately put on his headset while turning on the song from his ipad.
"Gian, I value your honesty... Sorry, but there is someone else in my heart... If I can choose, maybe I also want my heart to like you... Gian, sometimes I feel like fate is not in line with expectations... You like me, I like the others and the others it somehow feels."
"If you ask my view of how I respond when someone likes me, dare to express his feelings first even though he knows I actually like others. Surely I'll respect her honesty, or even I'll give the man time to point his seriousness to me"
Gian did not look at me at all let alone listen to my words, he was engrossed in the music he listened to.
Even though Gian did not listen to my words at that time, but at least I put out all the words that had been held at the tip of my tongue. I also want to answer everything Gian asked. I want Gian to take my point of view.
Gian opened his headset...
"You're laper ga? I brought some more bread to the bag" he said.
"Not yet, not yet laper. You just eat!" sahutku.
Gianpun eats greedily. I just laughed looking at him.
When Gian had finished eating, from a distance I saw Kak Dhika and Kak Andreas walking towards my post.
"Don't use a motor?" my question is in my heart.
Brother Dhika then smiled as usual. It just so happened that the consumption team was passing by to hand out the breakfast box.
Sister Dhika with her spirit took our four rations. Then, because I think I need to leave Gian alone first. Finally, I took Kak Andreas and Kak Dhika to cross the road because there is a large rice field.
"Sister, eat here first there is a bigger saung. We go there yu?" take me.
They agreed, and I also had time to invite Gian along but he said that he was still not hungry because he had eaten a lot of torn bread just now.
The path we walked was quite slippery, plus because I decided to open my sneakers for fear of getting wet and dirty.
"Ah when I know gini I wear flip flops Gian aja" I murmured in my heart.
Many times I almost fell down, but Brother Andreas seemed to notice the way I walked. Every time I would fall, his hand would always instantly pull and hold me.
This time the handle was quite strong even for a long time... I felt my whole body like it was electrocuted..
"It feels like this is the same kind of person we like" I murmured.
I'm afraid my face is ripe because the redness holds the shame. I finally said, "Sister, let go of brother's hand"..
Though come to think of it, I just let go of my grip without having to ask Brother Andreas to release his hand.
"Later until the new end I come off" he said with a flat expression.
"It's about komdis, it's so rich that his face is so firm" I muttered in my heart.
Brother Dhika has been far enough to walk in front of us, but I am in trouble because the road is getting narrow still makes Kak Andreas difficult.
"Duh jerk cramp" said Brother Andreas suddenly.
His face was twitching like pain. I feel sorry for it and intend to break it, finally without thinking long I pull Brother Andreas' hand to my shoulder while asking for help Kak Dhika to help.
Arriving at the saung.
"I'm a massage!" I said.
Brother Andreas looks scared, it seems like he feels like I'm going to make his cramped leg even more painful.
"Was the leg muscles tense, huh? Have you ever been ditjait too?" I asked when I was shocked to see the stitches near his heels.
"Hmm yes" he replied in pain.