College Or College Ah?

Grief and Likes at the same time...

"Nunu hurts lymph nodes, at first I didn't know. Just a few days before he came home, he was looking for me. He said I was too good for him, until he brought Raina everything he said he was nothing compared to Raina. Until finally, the mallem was me to his boarding house and he was again bathing downstairs. I saw the results of the college doctor's examination. I was shocked and could not believe it. That day he immediately broke me with alesan want to focus on healing and he also said he wanted to leave for a year" explained Gian at length.

Me, Hanifa and Arika instantly went limp and tried to grab our hands at each other. Hanifa looked the hardest hit, she immediately cried and hugged me. Meanwhile, Arika tried to hold back her tears that had accumulated in the eye patch.

"Lu didn't talk to me Gi? You've cut yourself this problem?" ask Nirwan.

"Gue knows you're all busy, I'm afraid to interrupt your tempo. I'm afraid you're down and my rich mind. I just do not want Nunu also disappointed because I have broken his promise not to tell anyone about his illness" explained Gian.

Hanifa and Arika were still speechless. While I try to calm myself down and find a middle ground.

After a few minutes, I thought that there was no harm in leaving Nunu alone this week. If indeed he really wanted to focus on the healing process.

While we are, after this week we will visit Nunu to his house and provide support and make Nunu happy again.

"Yaudah, just this week Nunu himself. After that we came together to his house" I asked.

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Her night...

Brother Iyas picked me up at the college, my gloomy face from the moment I entered his car until we started walking made him look riled up.

I realized his eyes were constantly glancing at me. I grabbed his left hand and stroked it gently.

"Nunu has a sore lymph node, he lied to me and the others. I'm confused brother, I'm worried" I said as I held back a cry.

He parked his car to the side of the road and then sidestepped his body to focus on hearing my story.

"Do you know where my dear?" tanyakanya.

"The new gian told us this afternoon, I feel guilty because I can not nemenin Nunu and even do not know what condition he is actually rich" I explained.

Brother Iyas let out a long sigh, pulling my body into his arms. Let the tears that had fallen from the afternoon fall rapidly. Hearing my broken breath and my wet hair.

"It must have been hard to cry from earlier?" whispered inelingaku.

"Gapapa, cry first. You're in my arms, no one will know you cry"...

I realized that words were entertainment for me who always wanted to look strong in front of my friends. I didn't want to let them know as bad as anything and as bad as I was then. I want to strengthen them and I can't cry.

Brother Iyas is indeed very fitting for me, anything that has not been said from my lips is always able to translate.

"No laper? Let's go get some food first yuk wants?" tanyanya enthusiastic.

"I don't lust, brother, are we going home?" my answer.

"Well, I deliberately did not eat from lunch so I could eat with you together. Yesudah, we go home" he explained.

Hearing him say that, I felt guilty for refusing his invitation to eat. One side I know, I'm tired and sad but on the other side Iyas is still my boyfriend that I should think about as well. Seeing his efforts that tried to calm me down, hugging me with the warmest embrace and his willingness to understand my behavior.

"I want to go to a place far away, all day I'm stressed to think about proposals. If you want to eat, I want to go to a cold place in the north" I whine.

"Oh, is that doang? Okee we go to Lembang in the front of the shipboard as well" he replied while returning to spur the car.

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You said friendship was about always being there..

I said yes..

You said never leave me...

I said yes..

But you decided to leave...

Your tracks even you're erasing..

Through the real anger that is yours..

In the end, it is anger that closes your wounds..

You hide in your own world...

The place you promised us to fill together..

You forgot that we were as deep as night..

Where else am I going to look for you?

I have always been able to find you through my heart..

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Arriving at the roadside stall right in front of the entrance to the area of Mount Tangkuban Perahu.

It's almost 7 p.m..

"Darling, not cold?" tannya

"Oh, this way doang mah I am strong. Big brother kali's cold?" my tease.

"Yes that's why here don't-don't go far" he persuaded while reaching for my waist.

"I know in public, that's such a friendly time" I complained.

"Idiih deserted people like this, here we are both the mamang who burns the most corn but he does not think about us too" he whined.

I was astonished by his nature that suddenly became spoiled. He was like a big baby who was compassionate that night.

His face was always smiling and wooing.

"So why the hell? Sumringah? Abis got a lottery?" my many.

"Huh? The gini lottery? Norak deh my girlfriend" gritted.

"Keep why so spoiled tumbenan?" my many.

"Darling, would you not marry me? Three months from now after you finish your proposal?" the tanyanya surprised me.

"Huh? Wedding prick? Three more months? Brother why the hell is it a trance?" my many.

He was seen holding his breath, pulling it deeply and then exhaling it. His hands were occasionally rubbed against the sign that he was indeed very cold at that time. I kept staring at her face, which didn't answer my question for a few seconds. Until finally, I pulled his hand and pinched it as hard as I could.

"Sister, answer!!! why am I didiemin?" grumbling.

"Hmmm... I already have a home already have a permanent business as well keep you stay PPL right in the school run out of it while PPL you work thesis also ah stay a few more months I'm sure you can finish your college. Want to try something other than marriage?" inexplicably.

"I'll have big brother's dreams, I want this to be that. My sister wants me to be a housewife who knows nothing. I still have a lot to learn" I replied.

"We learn together, I learn you also learn but do not have to delay my good intentions to approve you. I just want you to be completely mine. Your father, mother and two sisters are also my whole family. I'm still lonely, lonely, alone. I want a full family" ....

........connect,,,