College Or College Ah?

Raina PMS!!

There are many things filling my mind now. It's 5 o'clock and Andreas hasn't come yet. I'm sure the show isn't over yet, but I also know that there are people holding it back to stay longer there.

As I was comfortably sitting in a small saung near the tree behind the villa, Hanifa sent me a screenshot.

There I saw Kayi's post and Rani's post together.

"the smooth one will lose the same as the sincere one" Kayi wrote. Then Rani replied "Doain ya sis hehe always effort nih"...

Then Kayi replied again "yes sis doain also yes so that I can get rich you, fight for someone"..

"Hopefully we are kept away from people who have captured people, we are not as beautiful as they are but we are sincere and kind so hopefully the boys are aware" said Rani.

I got more upset after reading their posts. Although it might not be for me, but the situation forced me to realize that it was indeed shown for me. With our past stories, with our present position and everything that supports.

"Rainaa, you're gapapa? I'm your samperin, huh?" ask Hanifa.

"No need for the fa, I want to be alone" I replied.

I read many times Rani and Kayi posts, but I do not feel that I am an insincere person and can only snatch away people.

Didn't I come after Andreas from the beginning? So why am I being blamed now? The one who expressed feelings for the first time was also Andreas.. I took the man's thud? How can I choose my heart to fall in love with whom? Can I control my feelings?

"aaaaaah tau aaaah" I said.

Hanifa seemed to be worried about me, she peeked at me from behind the back door of the villa.

"Get out fa, I already know you from there" I said.

"Hehe sorry abis I'm worried, you must have thought of the post earlier huh?" tannya

"Hahaha quite fa, just yaudah it's up to them to consider me how" I replied.

"I just want you to read so we don't have anything covered up" he said.

"Yes, I know you, thank you for saying hahaha" I replied.

Hanifa glanced at me and smiled as if understanding what I had not explained.

"Our habit is nothing always caving first, why not explain the heck to them? You and Andrew have a right to be happy? Keep gian, is it your fault that he even likes you? Crazy time ya tuh Kayi same Rani, use so you scapegoat all. Salahin tuh their behavior that always makes others ilfeel" grumbled Hanifa.

"Udahlah fa, I don't want to be the length of his business anyway kasian also they already love clapping hands eh now I fall too. so I just lose anyway I've won" I replied.

"Savage also yes answer you haaahahahah" he said relieved.

I didn't want Hanifa to worry so I tried to hide my anxiety. Although actually at that time I want to immediately meet Andreas and explain how Rani and Kayi always wrong views me.

"Yu's in ah already want maghrib" Hanifa asked.

"You go first, I still want ngadem hehe" I replied.

"Okedeh, I don't stay here long because there are a lot of mosquitoes!" concluded.

I saw the scenery around the villa, rows of beautiful trees and rented villas that seemed to have been booked all.

"Dad!!" yelled someone from behind.

Andreas just arrived just before dusk to say hello. He sat down next to me and looked at me with his guilty look.

"Well, did it work out? must be the proposal brother escaped again huh?" my many.

"Sir, sorry....

"Sir papa, brother is busy to pursue the target brother too right? I understand ko. Udah gih brother entered here cold lots of mosquitoes, brother has not eaten, right? eat first!" I said switch topics.

"I'm with Praya and Rani, just a group of friends. It's also not me who wants, you know the group pkm is arranged majors and lecturers as well. I really did not say anything just giving directions and advice continued earlier we gathered while eating because traditionally if the proposal passed we have food and I do not feel good if refused" he explained.

"I told you, I understand. Now I don't want to talk about that which is important that my brother is here. Brother went in, I want to be alone" I replied.

Andreas seemed confused by what I said just now, nor did I know why I could say that. Either because this is my PMS symptom or I am very disturbed by Kayi and Rani's post that I saw earlier. I don't even understand why my heart isn't upset, who can I get angry with?

It's not my fault, especially Andreas. Those who misperceive me as the third person among their feelings towards the person who likes me.

Now why can the two of them freely call me? even after they found out that I had also won a landslide.