College Or College Ah?

Andreas Recognition..

The night stage of the bonfire began, me and my group were 2nd as performers.

"Na, your voice has to be tight!" said Joko. After the first group performed with Drama "Kade Risa anyway!" (in Sundanese means watch out for the punches from the cadre) that make almost everyone present laugh, it was my group's turn to perform.

"My heart is sad... Heartbroken... Don't want to go apart...

Heart asked... Hearts suspicious... Could I have found happiness here." My voice opened the beginning of our appearance.

I tried to sing as best I could, so that everyone in attendance would get a message from the musical we were performing that night.

We showed scene after scene that we experienced during the ospek period, from the beginning we came out of High School and reported accepted in Higher Education to this peak cadre.

How we went from being a student to being a student, from being a teenager to being an adult, from being a lot of clueless to being very understanding.

How our parents sacrificed time, money and sweat to send us to school. Everything we displayed that night, made a moment of silence.

Some of my friends were also powerless to hold back tears when the scene of a village boy telling his parents to go to college to the city.

We all really experienced it, the screenplay and setting of the song I made back then really worked!!!. We got a standing ovation from everyone present that night.

"Congratulations, your voice is good! Original!" said Gian who came to me when the bonfire party was over.

"Thank you yan! You were also good in the drama" I replied.

"I'm sure your group wins tomorrow's award" he said. "Hahaha aamien yes!" sahutku.

Today was the umpteenth time I had a conversation with Gian, I did not feel at all awkward like when I was chatting with another male friend.

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Next morning....

We were asked to find 10 yellow flags that had been spread in the protected forest area, we were asked to go in groups and write our travel journals in full and detailed as usual.

I left feeling excited because this was the end of the inner torture that I had to finish with friends. We rode through the protected forest with our camping equipment, such as compass, GPS and others.

We were asked to write down the exact coordinates of where we found the yellow flag and then we also had to see where the sun was coming from where we found it.

"Aaaah capenyaaa!!!" I said when finally our group had found the yellow flag numbering 10 pieces.

"What time is it now?" ask Putra.

"Well Put anyways we can't all wear a watch so we know what time it is" replied Rara.

"If viewed from the height of the sun now that is not right above our heads, the power is around 10 deh and the temperature here is also still 21 degrees Celsius it must not be midday" I explained...

"Judah we're going back to the tent, I can't wait to get all this done!" said Lisa.

After all our tasks were done, we decided to go back to camp and yes it turned out that our group was the first group to get there.

"You guys done it?" ask Andreas.

"Sir" replied Joko.

At that time even though Joko answered his question, Andreas' eyes looked at me and again I dodged as much as I could.

"Na, you really don't have anything with Andreas?" ask Rara.

"What a fantastic time ra nanyain the same thing over and over again!" my answer.

"Eh but only people who are dating have a reason to greet each other, diem-dieman and so indifferent rich you just now" he replied.

"Ehh people dating??????? Diem-dieman?" my inner.

Every time Andreas gets a chance to talk in front of me, for example, I will only look straight ahead but not towards his face and then occasionally I will look away when Andreas looks at me.

Most Maru would be scolded if she did so, but not me because I had been throwing my face away so many times when she spoke and just looking at me she never let out any response like nagging me for example.

All the groups have come from the task of searching, me and my group even have finished bathing and cleaning also preparing lunch. The other group was given 1 hour for personal use and 30 minutes to prepare meals.

"Walina!!! Come home from here nginep in my house yu I have no one at home because on leaving" said Arika. "Hanifa was also invited, right?" my many.

"Hanifa wants you to stay" he replied.

"Okeee fix anyways tomorrow will be a college holiday hehe most I follow ya!" I said.

"Yes relaxed Hanifa also wants to go home first, you guys just the hell he said Hanifa would take a car too" explained Arika.

"okay!" I said. "Finally this torture will end in a few hours and I can hang out with my two best friends" .....

After everything was done, we were finally asked to clear the tent and get ready to go home but before we had to gather on the field for the awarding. Yes my group according to the prediction won the category "Best Performance" and Joko the leader of my group won the category "Best Leader" because it managed to take us on the right path during the yellow flag search task. Haha...

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Arriving at the college....

Andreas came to me after we got out of the car.

"Sir, there needs to be you" he said.

"Hmm what's up, brother?" my many.

"Can you come with me for a minute?" he pointed to the parking lot.

We chatted in the parking lot because Andreas didn't seem to want my friends or his friends to hear us..

Andreas: Did you really get me at camp?

Raina: What is Diemin?

Andreas: You don't answer my questions, always the other members of your group answer. Today you also throw your face away when I want to kill you first

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Raina: Feeling of sister only time..

Andrew: If this is just my feeling, why did it happen so many times???

I was silent for a moment to hear the question as well as the last revelation of Andreas. I don't know why my tongue is confused and I can't find any answer to that one question. Andreas then looked deeply into both my eyeballs, Andreas' distance was getting closer and my heart was getting more and more erratic.

"I'm just a gamau people speculate excessively, I want you to keep your distance from me. This is all for the sake of my survival in class! Brother even knows not one or two people who bullied Brother and it is also a maru-maru who has a good influence in my force, now how do they respond if it turns out that Brother Deket is the same as me?" my clear.

"From the beginning I brought you in the introduction of the major on the first day you set foot on campus, you know, I've been interested in you and I feel more comfortable when we talk together and everything makes me more confused when I want you home. I became like a madman who desperately asked Lingga to change position with me, at that time I had promised Praya but I wanted you to go home!! Throughout the journey of my heart is not careless and I feel always want to deket same you when you were on my bike! I'm the same as myself, what kind of feeling is this? But until today I still don't know the answer" he said, looking at me suspiciously.

"Can't I ask you one thing, brother? Please give me space to discover my identity first, to enjoy my process as a maru on campus and also to take care of me from those who do not like older brother Deket same me" I said.

"I promise I'll take care of you!" said.

"If it's time to think things through, you should also have time to think about how far you feel about me. I'm just afraid that we're now thinking it's only temporary" I said.

"But you really have to think about this! You have to find out how you feel about me.. You should tell me as soon as you find the answer".....

Andreas then left me in the parking lot by himself, he said goodbye to go back to his friends and continue the evaluation meeting. That day, I didn't know how to deal with men.

I don't know how to look him in the eye, answer his questions and even respond to his attention. When I ran out of sense and misbehaved, I came to the conclusion that "I like Andreas too!".....